The confession

Min Yoongi woke with a start. Sweat plastered his foreheard as his heart raced heavily inside of his chest. He was in his bunk bed and he was at the top. Below he could hear his roomate Hobi snoring loudly.


Shaking his head, Yoongi slowly climbed down and treaded off to the bathroom. He quickly jumped in the shower as he allowed his mind to replay the nightmare he just experienced. In his dream, he saw his precious Jimin kissing Jungkook. His heart hurt just even thinking that his crush would allow someone else beside him to kiss him.


That's right ladies and gentlemen, Yoongi had a giant crush on Park Jimin and have been ever since they met each other. But it was no secret that Jimin liked Jungkook. A lot. It was sickening how at time he would almost throw himself at the maknae. And every time he did Yoongi could not help but to roll his eyes.


After showering, Yoongi trailed to the kitchen where he was greeted with Jin's delicious cooking. Yoongi practically moaned at the scent of it causing Jin to throw him a 'wtf' type of look.


But he didn't care. Instead he sat down and wolfed down his food like he hadn't eaten for days.


"Slow down before you choke" grimaced Jin when Yoongi indeed started to cough.


At that moment, Namjoon chose to make his presence known. He walked in yawning and ruffling his blonse hair.


"Morning" he said to them and sat down next to Yoongi. On cue everyone else starting filing in the kicthen to eat their breakfast.


What made Yoongi lose his appetite was Jimin strolling in latching onto Jungkook's arm tightly. And the worst part was that the younger boy made no movement to shove him off.


They all then began their usual conversation but Yoongi kept quiet. He could feel his anger rising and knew he was going to snap. But before that could happen he quickly jumped up from the table and ran to his room.


"Yoongi!" Hobi called after him but he just ignored him.


When he entered his room he escaped to the bathroom where he locked the door. He then sank down to floor where he cried into his knees which was pulled up to his chest.


He couldn't believe Jimin was hurting him like this. He made iy very obvious that he liked the other boys. Hell even the armys knew he was crushing on him too. Yet he was glued to Jungkook's side 24/7.


Yoongi almost didn't hear the light knock on the door. When he did he sighed and opened it revealing Hobi on the other side. He stared at Yoongi with a sad look in his eyes because he was the only other person who knew of his secret crush.


He quickly grabbed Yoongi into a much needed and comforting hug.


"It's okay" he breathed softly in his ear as Yoongi cried harder.


He wished Jimin would have taken Hobi's place in hugging him. But he's not and probably never will.


"Why does he keep doing this to me?" Yoongi asked aloud. "It hurts so much and the pain is becoming too much to handle. I just love him so much Hobi why can't he just see that?" He cried even harder into his shoulder as Hobi softly stroked his hair.


They were pulled apart when Namjoon shouted for all of the members to come to the living room for a meeting. Yoongi dried his eyes with his long sleeves as him and Hobi walked towards the living room together.


Everyone gathered around each other with the exception of Jimin and Jungkook who stood in the middle of the group holding hands.


Why are they always fucking touching each other? thought Yoongi bitterly and grounded his teeth together.


"We have an announcement to make to everyone" called Jimin nervously and he squeezed Jungkook's handed even tighter.


"We're dating"


For a long moment there was nothing but silence. Yoongi's whole being had froze and for a second he wondered if he was going to pass out. But his anger had brought him back and he stared wide eyed at the two boys.


"What the fuck!" He screamed not giving a damn if he made both of them flinch in fear.


He stood up ready to throw a punch at Jungkook when Hobi quickly pulled him back.


"Calm down, Yoongi"


"What the hell is your problem man?" asked Namjoon in complete shock.


But Yoongi couldn't actually answer that question. If he did then he will break down even more at his confession. So instead he only told part of the truth.


"It's disgusting for them to be dating"


"Are you homophobic?" countered Jin sternly and the rest of the members besides Hobi gave him an increadlous look.


"What?" asked Yoongi stunned because how can he be homophobic if he was gay himself.


"Is that why you are against us getting together?" said Jimin angrily.


"Seriously hyung it's 2017 get your head out of your ass. It's not cool being an ignorant asshole" snapped Taehyung.


They were slowly ganging up on him making him seem like the bad guy. But Yoongi had lost the fight to defend himself. Maybe it was better this way for them to hate him so they couldn't find out the real truth about him.


"It's not like that you guys. Yoongi is not a homophobic" said Hobi defending him and Yoongi gave him a grateful smile.


"It's ok they are not going to believe you because they have already put me as the bad guy in this situation" scoffed Yoongi and he walked off to his room not sparing any of the members a look.


And that was the day that Min Yoongi became cold.

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