Kageyama's POV

So, I somehow managed to fuck something up. Well, it's no surprise. I always find ways to mess everything up without even meaning to. It's sort of in my characteristics. I don't mean to though, but my body sort of reacted on it's own.

I sighed, watching Hinata and Yachis weird face. Why was Yachi here? No, wait, why was he here? He's the last person I wanted to see right now. I guess coming to the nurses office wasn't a very good hiding method.

"Uhm, Kageyama? Me and Hinata were kind of, well, worried about you. Do you mind telling us whats wrong?" Yachi had a tiny, shaking voice. She was scared of me, that's why. Maybe I could use this "fear" she has as an escape method, and I can leave? Oh, but what about stupid, little, orange boy? He'd probably follow me, because he's not really that scared of me. Only when he knows I'm being serious.

"Oh. Yeah, sorry about that. I'm fine, I just got a really bad...Uhm...headache-! I got a really bad headache, yeah...," I lied, knowing if I said the real reason I ran away, he'd be grossed out.

"Uhm, ok. Well, why were you...well, crying?" Hinata looked down at the floor, as he began to twiddle his thumbs. He seemed anxious, and Yachi seemed - well - scared. Like I said before, she doesn't take too kindly when it comes to me. Apart from when she tries to genuinely be nice.

I rolled my eyes and threw on an annoyed face.

"Because, dumbass, like I said before - I had a really bad headache. Like, my head was pounding. It felt like someone was- someone...was...Uhm, I don't know how to explain it," I shrugged, wiping my eyes. Shit, he did see me crying. I didn't want him to. Now he's going to have blackmail about me and try and make me do things, like getting him drinks, or food. This is annoying. Could this day get any worse?

"Oh, well - usually you don't cry about things like that, so I was just worried. I've never seen you cry before, I was just wondering if I had said something that upset you," Hinata looked up at me, eyes watery. Ugh, is he about to cry? He better not, or I'll punch him.

"Hinata, it's ok. It's not your fault. I think?" Yachi put a hand on Hinata's shoulder, patting it. Hinata nodded, blinking his eyes rapidly to try and stop the tears from coming out of his eyes. Huh, smart. Why didn't I just do that?

"Yeah. It's not your fault," I lied, coughing. "but, I just want to be left alone, so if you'd both kindly leave me the fuck alone, it'd be greatly appreciated," I said, finishing my sentence. I stared Yachi down, squinting my eyes. She nervously smiled, letting Hinata know she was leaving. It was just the both of us now, which was awkward. Why isn't he leaving? Just leave already!

"Uhm, I don't want to leave without you," he said, scratching the back of his head. Why did it seem like he was flirting? No, he definitely wasn't. But...it made me mad. It mad me that some bitch gets his kisses, and his cuddles, and all his love. I scoffed.

"Why? So you can show everyone I was crying? So you can drag me over to your stupid - bitch of a girlfriend and stuff it in my face that you're dating someone? So you two can kiss up on each other and make out? Don't wanna see it, thanks. Goodbye," I turned around to face the window again, watching Hinata's reflection in the glass. He was looking at the floor. That's when I heard a small chuckle come from him. It caused me to whip my head around and look at him. What's so funny?

"So, that's it. You are jealous! Who would've thought? Tobio Kageyama; a pretty setter who's jealous his teammate has a girlfriend before him! That's kind of funny," Hinata laughed, hurling over to clutch his stomach. Was it really that funny to him? What he said isn't even true.

"Shut up, asshole. I'm not jealous, I'm just...disappointed," I looked away, trying my very hardest to keep my tears from spilling out onto the floor. The room was filled with silence after that. I could feel the anger coming off of Hinata. So, I'm guessing he misunderstood what I said...again?

"Why? Huh? Are you just 'disappointed' in who I chose? It's none of your business!" Hinata pointed at me, angrily. I sneered. How can he be so stupid? It really pisses me off.

"Dumbass! Don't you get it? I'm disappointed because I never go to-" I clasped my mouth shut. I shook my head, gesturing for him to forget what I said. Hinata was curious though. I saw his expression shift. Please don't get what I was trying to say...please forget about it. I groaned as I watched Hinata's face shift into a slightly weirded out look.

"Wait, are you saying that you're disappointed because you didn't get to ask Mikki out? So you do like her?" He cocked his head to the side. A part of me was happy he was a moron. My secret was still safe-

"Oh. So it's you he likes. That's no surprise, really," Tsukishima walked in, rolling his eyes. Hinata turned around to look at Tsukishima. He gave a confused "huh?". I cringed as Tsukishima was explaining it to him. I wish I never told him anything.

"So? It's none of your business! I bet your getting a real kick out of 'exposing' me, huh?" I snarled at Tsukishima, mostly out of annoyance. For some reason, I'm glad he was the one who had told Hinata about my feelings, and not me. I feel like I would've cracked under pressure.

"Actually, I can't help but notice that it has become my business. And everyone else's. We all noticed how you mope around and act all sad. I also realized you were stressed, and that affects how you play. So, if I notice something of mine, like a volleyball game, is being jeopardized because your stupid ass isn't on your A Game, then yes - it does become my business. I'm helping you out, as much as I hate to admit it, because we need you to stop being such a depressed loser!" Tsukishima took a breath, quickly continuing before me and Hinata could speak.

"Your love problems need to stay out of volleyball. If it's affecting how you play, you're also affecting how everyone else plays. We all need to be focused and ready, or it messes the whole team up. Besides, I came here to tell you losers that Daichi and Sugawara are waiting for you in the gym. It's been longer than 30 minutes, so hurry up, because I don't want to take the blame for this," Tsukishima glared at me, before walking away and out of the nurses office.

We stood there, slightly impressed with Tsukishima. He should be a speaker for some TedTalk or something. Although, he did make this even more awkward for me, because now Hinata knows. Or maybe he's too dumb to realize that Tsukishima really said.

"So, that's why? I'm...sorry?" Hinata's eyes didn't meet mine once. I sighed.

"I knew you'd be grossed out," I clicked my tongue.

"B- but I'm not!"

"Yes you are, I can tell!"

"You can't tell shit! Stop trying to tell me how I feel! I only agreed to date Mikki because I wanted to...I... Uhm, don't be weirded out, but I wanted to make you jealous so I could see how you'd react," Hinata pursed his lips and looked at his feet. I stood there, slightly annoyed.

"You...what?"
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Authors Note:
Uhm, Jesus. That was wack af. It's really rushed, sorry. My school is starting back up soon, so I'm trying to write new chapters really quickly so I can push them out quicker. Not that anyone really reads my story anyway lmao. There's better ones with great plots out there. Anyway, my friend asked me if I could read the fanfic I've made. Help- omg if she finds this - uhhhh....Hi, Ella?😅