49 - Jealous

Hoseok let go of Hannah's hand and sighed while staring at the sky. He placed his hands on his hips and looked at her - obviously displeased.


Hannah just looked at him. Wondering why Hoseok was acting that way. Though it's pretty obvious.


Well, she knew why. She just wanna play the 'hey what's wrong with you' type.


Hannah:
    "What's wrong with you?"


See? She is so predictable!!!!!!


Hoseok sighed again and suddenly kicked the sand.


Wow that made Hannah flinch.


Then she stared at Hannah still with his very disappointed face.


Hoseok:
   "Jeon Hannah, I'm jealous."


Hannah's eyes widened. She didn't know how to react. It was the very first time Hoseok told her that kind of honesty.


Hannah:
   "I'm sorry."


That's all she could say. Sorry for what, Hannah?


Hoseok shook his head. He seemed to be full of thoughts going inside his mind. He wanted to burst!


Hoseok:
   "What about our ki-"


Hannah didn't say a word. She wasn't so prepared for the kind of confrontation Hoseok was initiating. Until she cut him.


Hannah:
   "Hosseok-ssi -- "


She didn't know what to say.


The kiss ~ it also surprised her. She meant in though but -


Hoseok:
   "Hannah--"


Right. The kiss. She just couldn't take it for granted. Hannah, what Hoseok was trying to know was that what was he all to you?


Hoseok:
   "Please tell me, Hannah."


He wanted to know what he meant for her. A friend? Just a friend still?  But you guys already kissed.


You can't just kiss and say that you guys are just friends!


Hannah closed her eyes as her tears fell.


Darn.
There she goes again. Being so sentimental.


Hoseok slowly hugged her. He felt sorry for making her cry. He did regret being harsh on her.


Hoseok:
   "I'm sor--"


Hannah:
   "I'm sorry, Hoseok-ssi. I'm really sorry."


Hoseok nodded and smiled. He understood her feelings. He never wanted to see her  cry again but he felt like he made her cry because he forced her to know what she truly felt for her.


Hannah:
   "Hoseok-ssi ~ "


Wait! So Hannah rejected him?


No. Not really. Let's leave it to their very confusing set up. Hoseok didn't confess yet. Their relationship was as confusing as my sleeping pattern.


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Then the rain suddenly poured down.


Hoseok cupped her face and smiled down at her. His reassuring face of how he was fine just by being the Jung Hoseok he was to her.


Hannah:
   "I'm not ready yet."


She's not ready to get hurt again. She's not ready to lose him and feel the same pain she felt before.


But instead of loosing hope, Hoseok just leaned his forehead to her forehead while smiling.


Hoseok:
   "Even if this rain stops, when the clouds go away, I stand here. Just the same :) "


Hannah smiled back.


Hannah:
   "But why?"


Why would he do such martyrdom, to be precise?


Hoseok:
   "Because I'm your hope. I'm your angel. I'm J-hope."


And I love you, Jeon Hannah.


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Hoseok:
   "What about Lee Jihoon? Do you want to - "


Hannah:
   "No."


Hoseok:
   "Oh, hehe."


Hannah:
   "But  their performance was 'cute' and I like it."


Hoseok:
   "Yeah, I think so too :)"


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Mei:
   "Their performance was cute, babe :)"


Yoongi:
   "No."


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TGU OUT XD

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