Insecurities

Thirdy's POV
Its been 3 weeks since Bea's ultrasound. Well so far so good naman. Kaso parang mas lumakas ang morning sickness niya. Everytime she eats later on she will throw them all up. She became thin now. I checked the clock, its already 4:30. I took a bath first before going to Bea's condo. On my way I brought food para di na ako mag luto dun. I was already in the elevator when i texted her that I'm on the way to her place. When i arrived in front of her unit i knocked three times first before opening it with the key she gave me. I prepared the food on the table then went to her room to see how she's doing. When I entered her room she wasn't in her bed. After a few minutes the bathroom door opened then Bea came out while rubbing a towel on her face.
Bea: oh Thirdy nandito kana pala.
Thirdy: yeah, when i texted you kasi i was already in the elevator.
Lumapit ako sa kanya them kissed her on the forehead. I felt her got stunned but she recovered naman agad.
Thirdy: lets eat na, i brought food.
Bea: oh sure....
Sinampay niya lang yung towel tyaka kami nag tunggo sa dinning.
Thirdy: Bei kamusta naman na ang pakiramdam mo?
Bea: medyo mas lumala lang ang morning sickness ko.
Thirdy: i brought mangoes for you.
Bea: then what are you waiting for! Lets eat na!
I just laughed at her reaction. She's really cute. I followed her to the dinning. She excitedly eat the fruits i bought. I just smiled at it.
Thirdy: Bei anong plano mo?
Bea: plano saan?
Thirdy: after you give birth. Ipapa... ampon mo ba yung baby?
Bea: what? No! Thirds. I may not know how i got her. I already love her already.
Napa hinga nanan ako ng maluwag sa sinabi ninya. Tyaka ko siya nginitian.
Thirdy: her talaga. Sure na sure na girl si baby?
Bea: i feel na girl siya Thirdy. Wag kang nega.
Thirdy: okay okay... But Bei, i have a question...
Bea: what is it?
Thirdy: you know naman na simula high school pa lang. Gusto na kita.... I know this isn't a good time to talk about it. But Bei, I'm really serious when i told you I'm willing to wait for you. I want to grow old with you.
I held her hand. I can see that she's confused and scared at the same time. I kissed the back of of her palm. Then look at her.
Thirdy: Bea can I court you?
Bea: Thirdy.... I'm sorry...
She started crying. I hugged her but i can feel that im close to crying also.
Thirdy: Bei its okay... I unders----
Bea: I'm sorry because i can let you court me because of my condition. I song want you to get tied to me... I don't want you to get bashed because of what happend to me...
Thirdy: Bei i don't understand.....
Bea: i love you Thirdy. But after what happe----.....
She wasn't able to finish what she's saying because kissed her. She was shocked but responded. We separated when we both run out of air. Pinag dikit ko ang nga forehead namin.
Thirdy: Bea kahit anong mangyari. Kahit ano pa condition mo, i will always love you for who and what you are.
Bea: are you sure?
Thirdy: of course love... I'll accept you no mattet what happens.
Bea: then you can court me Thirdy....
Thirdy: sure ye--- what did you just say?
Bea giggled them hugged me.
Bea: i said, you can start courting me...
I'm so happy that i hugged her tight and kissed her again. When we separated i looked at her straight in her eyes.
Thirdy: i love you... I'm willing to wait for you to give me that sweetest yes.

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