What was the point of going out there if you couldn't even handle one mention of the robotic being that caused your heart to ache. Vision was just a reminder of what could have been the man Ultron could be. You pulled the covers closer to your face hiding in the darkness of your very own bed. The heat warmed your entire body as you about doze off for the first time in a few days. Once a time ago you were about to eat but Vision had to get in the way. Now it's been a few months without eating so people were getting worried that you had died. Until something spoke inside your head? No in your room? Outside the door? It came from somewhere.
"You need to eat you are worrying me"
"Well don't worry then I'm useless to everyone anyway" no reply was heard which meant you were left alone one again, curtains covering the balcony doors, the door locked and a light? Someone had gotten into your room but how everything was double checked. Once you moved your room lit up to show the face of Loki which some reason calmed your nerves. You were hoping for Ultron the robot the haunted your dreams kept the mind awake and wandering endlessly in a pit of despair. Loki slowly walked over, placing a tray of food which consisted of your favorite food items from Asgard. You felt your body giving in to the scrumptious aroma coming from the meat, but you looked way once your mind snapped back to Ultron and how he would do the same exact thing as well.
"You scoured my brain?" You spoke below a whisper not daring to even raise your vocal cords. You hardly had anything to drink either that's when Loki sat down on the velvety bed.
"Yes I had, I was worried of your health." Your head slowly rested against the basil colored pillow.
"I don't see the point anymore my mind is in shambles and destruction." That's when you felt a sudden movement so quick you didn't know what happened till you were out of bed and in the workout area of Avenger Tower.
"I wish not to see you like this." His hand went up in down in the air making his point on how you look right now.
"Loki, right now isn't the time" He was trying to help but you didn't even want it, after everything that happened what was his gain?
"No, your doing something today" Some workout equipment randomly appeared out of nowhere making you furrow the eyebrows upon your head. There was a classic rope hanging from the ceiling just like those old movies. You looked at Loki and he just looked at you making sure you did something productive.
"Fine" you let below your breath before pulling your whole weight up the rope, half way through and your arms give out causing you to fall onto the mat below. You were catching some wind before moving on the mat but Loki peeked his head into your peripheral vision.
"One more time"  His voice echoed inside your mind. What was the goal of this to make you look like a wimp. Or more like a weak human being who is so messed up in the head and is blaming everyone else when actually they saved you. You took a final breath before getting back to the rope, you kept pulling even if your arms ached, you wanted to succeed in going to the top. Finally as you hit the roof you looked down to see Loki smiling like you had did something to make him happy. Could it be that his heart wasn't frozen fully? No it had to be or things would have been different right? You kept questioning yourself even more as reality hit you. You couldn't really get down from there now.
"I got a small problem" you yelled, Loki just sighed as he called up. Just let go I can do the rest. You took one hand off but soon put it back on, you couldn't trust him but also he got you out of bed.
"I could use you against Him" it sounded like Ul- but those words made you scared causing you to loose your grip. Falling down was slow but those words were by Ultron. When did you here those words, it was a memory so when was it, and why would he say that?
Loki caught you in his arms and you were just frozen and pale like something finally hit you like a rock. He was hiding something from you and yet you fell for him. Loki waved his hand but no reaction at all from your body just a blank stare.
"When the dust settles the only thing living will be metal" That flashed into your head too was these things he said? Is it the truth that he was going to get rid of everything living including you? Now you think of it did he lead the avengers towards you so that the would get off his trial after they found you? Was his plan to make you finish the project then hand you over thinking it was unwillingly then use the project to him self? What was the gain?