It took jungkook a while to settle in namjoon's room he was surprised to see how the room did not have the pictures on the wall of namjin,was namjoon really trying that hard?

Namjoon entered the room while drying his hair as jungkook was on his phone as he had also just fresened up.

"It's late ,you should sleep"
Namjoon said his voice felt like he had just cried which went unnoticed by jungkook.

"Yea"
Is all jungkook replied.

The two ends of the bed had the two of them curled up respectively.
One of the end had Namjoon overthinking and it definitely leading him to the wrong path and the end had Jungkook smiling to himself thinking about how cool it was to see namjoon try and move on.

Namjoon's thoughts-

How can i replace Jin? I'd never do that infact how could i even possibly think of doing that. Why did I think it'd work out.
I love Jin.
I will forever only love him.

The sun rose with the mist of morning dew and the positivity of a new day in the air.

As the first light of dawn seeps through the curtains, Namjoon's eyes flutter open. He turns his head to find Jungkook peacefully sleeping beside him, a small smile on his lips. Namjoon's heart aches with conflicting emotions, torn between his loyalty to Jin's memory and his growing fondness for Jungkook.

Namjoon carefully extricates himself from the bed, trying not to disturb Jungkook. He tiptoes out of the room, seeking solace in the quiet of the morning.

Meanwhile, Jungkook wakes up,does his morning routine.Noticing Namjoon's absence,he follows the path to the kitchen to make breakfast and sees Namjoon standing, leaning his back on the counter a coffee mug in his hand,lost in thoughts and zoned out.

"Namjoon, are you okay?"
Jungkook says softly, breaking the silence.
Namjoon startles, his eyes searching Jungkook's face for answers.

"Yeah I'm good uh I'll be upstairs getting ready if you need anything."

He says as he swiftly leaves his mug in the sink and heads upstairs.

Namjoon's thoughts as he gets ready (AGAIN, BRO'S THINKING TOO MUCH)-

How can I move on without feeling guilty? Jin was my everything, and now I'm here, trying to build something new with Jungkook. But every smile from Jungkook feels like a betrayal to Jin's memory. Can I ever truly love again without feeling like I'm betraying the past?
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"I made us a simple Korean breakfast today. Let's enjoy the flavors and start our day on a delicious note, joonie"

Is what interrupts namjoon's train of thoughts as he's walking down the stairs with a stoic expression.

"I probably am not hungry I'll eat at the office if I feel like"

Namjoon said

Jungkook watches Namjoon going near the fridge to grab some water , his heart heavy with concern.

"A bite won't make you fat you dumb muscle monster i made it only for a compliment from you all those YouTube tutorials in vain"

Jungkook pouted and whispered to himself,well atleast thats what he thought because yes namjoon did hear that.

"Just pack it up for lunch"

Namjoon said trying to look as unbothered as possible.

"Imadelunchtoo"
Jungkook screamed with joy sparkles in his eyes.

Namjoon stood there not moving a muscle just holding his hand out and Jungkook was quick enough to give him his lubnch that he had packed.

[I'm sorry but I'm gonna put time skips because if not I'll have to post like a couple of more chapters.]

Time skip -Two months later

Alot happened in the past 2 months.
Namjoon now loved having breakfast at home, i wonder why
He would carry lunches with cute notes written by jk and overall was giving it a thought about if he should move on? Without the guilt killing him?
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"Namjoon, I was thinking... maybe we could watch a movie together? It might help us relax a bit?"

Jungkook builds up the courage to speak as he fidgets with his fingers being nervous asf.

"Oh sure kookie"

Namjoon replies as he makes his way to the kitchen most probably to get popcorn.

Kookie. He called me KOOKIE?
I'MMA FAINT BITCH WHY MA HUSBAND SO HAWT.

Jk thought to himself being a blushing mess standing like a spawned zombie in Minecraft.

"Hey?"
Namjoon called jk
"You were zoned out for a whole while."

Namjoon chuckled at his husband being so cute but what Jungkook looked like next really made his heart flutter.

There stood Jungkook pouting and playing with his fingers as he sutters.
"Na I-I'm g-good stop teasing me ok?"
Saying that they went towards the couch sitting at the either ends of the couch.

Namjoon felt the uneasiness and moved closer as jungkook chose a movie.

Halfway through the movie-

There sat two of them cuddled up on the couch, jungkook completely lost in the move , concentrated on the screen with a slight pout on his pink rosy lips.

Meanwhile
Namjoon's eyes were lost in the deep ocean eyes of his husband who was cuddled up close to his chest.

Jungkook felt a stare on him do looked up and found namjoon staring at him and realised what position they were in but his muscle couldn't move a bit.

Their eyes met.
And non of them broke the eye contact.

Namjoon unknowingly leaned closer.
Their lips brushed and their eyes closed reluctantly.
Their lips moved against each other with passion.

And the next moment jungkook was left there alone with a panicked namjoon running out of the room.

Jungkook sat there dumbfounded as he touched his lips with the tip of his fingers.

I told yall bro thinks a lot
So here-

Was that kiss really a mistake? Or was it a glimpse of something real between us? I can't keep denying the possibility that maybe, just maybe, I could learn to love again. But what about Jin? Am I betraying him by even considering this? But Jungkook... he deserves a chance, doesn't he? I can't keep living in the past. Maybe it's time to give our marriage a real shot.

Namjoon takes a deep breath, considering his resolve.

I need to stop overthinking this. I should give Jungkook and our marriage a chance. It won't be easy, but maybe... just maybe, it's worth trying.

Hr thinks to himself with a new determination.

With newfound determination, Namjoon heads back inside, ready to face the complexities of their relationship and confront his fears about moving on.

He didn't think much about and ran inside with the speed of light and found jungkook on the couch still sitting there staring out of the window with tears in his eyes that he just couldn't stop.

Namjoon engulfed him a hug and a gasp left jungkook's mouth as he tried to comprehend what all was going on.
Slowly he hugged him back burying his face into namjoon's neck muttering something that namjoon couldn't hear clearly so he pulled away from the hug and looked at him with heart eyes.

"Baby, it's fine I'm here i-i just didn't know what i did was-"

Namjoon said but was cut off by jungkook sobbing and saying

"I-i thought I'm going to be abandoned now, you'll h-hate me i was scared"

Namjoon gently cupped Jungkook's tear-streaked face, his thumb brushing away the remnants of his tears. "Kook, listen to me," he said softly, his voice filled with sincerity. "I could never hate you. I was just scared, scared of what these feelings meant, scared of moving on. But I realize now that holding onto the past won't help us move forward together."

Jungkook looked up, his eyes searching Namjoon's for reassurance. "But what about Jin? I don't want to replace him, and I don't want you to feel like you have to forget him."

Namjoon sighed, his expression filled with understanding. "Jungkook, Jin will always have a special place in my heart. He was a significant part of my life, and I will never forget him. But what we have is different. Our love is unique, and it doesn't diminish what I felt for Jin. I want to cherish both our past and our present. You're not a replacement, Kook. You're someone new, someone who makes my heart race in a different way."

Jungkook sniffled, his eyes reflecting a mix of emotions. "I just... I want us to have something real, something meaningful."

Namjoon smiled gently, his hand moving to intertwine with Jungkook's. "We can, Jungkook. But it won't be easy. We'll have our challenges, our doubts, but I believe we can overcome them together. We'll take it one step at a time, supporting each other along the way. I'm willing to try if you are."

Jungkook nodded, a small smile breaking through his tear-streaked face. "I am, Namjoon. I want this. I want us."

Namjoon leaned in, pressing a tender kiss to Jungkook's forehead. "Then we'll face whatever comes our way, together. No more doubts, no more fears. Just us, figuring this out together."
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I wrote the whole phone call in a dialogue thing.

Time skip -2 months later.

Phone rings, Namjoon picks up.

Namjoon: Hello?

Jungkook: Namjoon, where are you right now?

A concerned jk said.

Namjoon: Oh, hey, Kook. I'm at the office. Just working on some meeting arrangements.

Jungkook: Namjoon, did you have breakfast this morning?

A tone of scolding was heard.

Namjoon: Uh, well, I was in a hurry, so I didn't get a chance...

Jungkook: You need to take care of yourself, Namjoon. Skipping meals is not okay. How do you expect to work efficiently if you're not eating properly?

Namjoon: I know, I know, I just got caught up in work, and time slipped away.

Jungkook: And did you take the lunch I prepared for you?

Worry was visible in his words

Namjoon: (sheepishly) I... uh, forgot it at home.

Jungkook: Namjoon, this is important! I took the time to make sure you have a good meal. You can't keep neglecting your health like this.

Namjoon: I'm really sorry, Kook. I appreciate your concern. I promise I'll be more mindful from now on.

Jungkook: (softening) I just worry about you, Namjoon. We're in this together, and I want us to take care of each other. Promise me you'll eat something now, and you'll come home at a reasonable hour.

Namjoon: I promise, Kook. I'll make sure to eat, and I'll head home soon. Thanks for looking out for me. I love you.

Jungkook: I love you too, Namjoon. Now go grab a decent meal and take care of yourself. We'll have a proper dinner together when you're back.

Namjoon: Deal. I'll see you soon.

They exchange 'I love you's' once more before hanging up. Jungkook smiles, feeling a warm glow in his heart knowing that despite the scolding, his love for Namjoon shines through. He whispers to himself, imagining Namjoon's smile on the other end of the line.
As Jungkook ends the call, he sighs, glancing at his watch. He had to leave early that day for concert arrangements the next day, yet he still took the time to ensure Namjoon was okay. His dedication to both his work and their relationship shines through, emphasizing his commitment to making things work between them.

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Time skip
Their one year anniversary ✧✧

"Omfg THIS DOESN'T FIT?"

Screamed Jungkook through the closet as he tried on his wedding dress as jimin insisted them to take pictures in it.

"Kook, they're clothes and they aren't meant forever"

Replied namjoon sitting on the couch scrolling on his phone.

"Ofc coming from someone like you who fits into that suit like a glove sounds very cool"

Jungkook got out of the closet wearing upper half of his clothes with the pants in his hands and just boxers.

"Look. The shirt fits,the coat fits BUT THE PANTS DON'T?"

"The ass got thicker."
Namjoon mumbled still glued to his phone screen.

"I definitely didn't hear that"

Jungkook mumbled back going into the closet trying on some different dress pants that match the shirt.

As Jungkook finally found a pair of pants that fit comfortably, he emerged from the closet, looking a little frazzled but undeniably handsome. Namjoon couldn't help but chuckle at his husband's determination.

You look perfect, Kook," Namjoon said, setting his phone aside and getting up to adjust Jungkook's tie affectionately.

Blushing, Jungkook smiled back. "Thanks, Joonie. Now, what's the plan for our anniversary? Any ideas?"

Namjoon grinned mischievously. "Well, it wouldn't be a surprise if I told you, would it? But I can promise you it's something special. Get ready, and let's head out."

They made their way to a charming restaurant overlooking the city, where they had their first date. The ambiance was cozy, with soft lighting and a live band playing romantic tunes in the background.

Over dinner, they thought about their journey over the past year. Namjoon shared how he treasured every moment they spent together, how Jungkook's unwavering support had given him the strength to let go of the past and embrace their future.

Jungkook, with a glint of adoration in his eyes, expressed his gratitude for Namjoon's patience and understanding. "You've taught me what true love is, Joonie. I never thought I could feel this way"

Namjoon reached across the table, taking Jungkook's hand in his. "I love you, Kook. You've brought so much joy and warmth into my life. I cherish you more than words can express."

After their heartfelt conversation, they enjoyed a delectable dessert, sharing sweet bites and stolen kisses. As the night wore on, they decided to take a walk in the nearby park, holding hands and savoring the quiet moments together.

When they reached a beautiful fountain in the park, Namjoon turned to Jungkook, his eyes filled with love. "Happy anniversary, my love. I have something for you."

With that, Namjoon pulled out a small box from his pocket, revealing a delicate necklace with a pendant shaped like a music note. "I know how much music means to you, and you've brought harmony back into my life. This is a symbol of our love, always in tune, always in harmony."

Tears welled up in Jungkook's eyes as he accepted the gift. "Namjoon, it's perfect. I love it, and I love you."

They shared a passionate kiss under the moonlight, sealing their commitment to each other. In that moment, surrounded by the serenity of the park, they knew they were creating a beautiful love story together.

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A few weeks after their anniversary

"We've to go to this party that Mr Lee is hosting,and we are going.

Said namjoon trying to sound firm against his cutr lil husband.

"And i never agreed"

Shot back Jungkook still laying in bed with a blanket wrapped around him like like a cocoon.

"Babe, listen to me i really forgot about the party but now that he called me too we have to go"

Namjoon said with hipe in his eyes.

"I've to ruin my movie night with you for THIS how cool loved that."

Jungkook said as he walked inside the closet.

After a few minutes he returned and asked

"Ok choose so this is -one which i do feel is too less"
He didn't let namjoon say what he wanted to and rushed. To the closet again.

"And this is two"

"I fo feel like it's too much like uk i feel over dressed?"

As Jungkook was about add something more to how he feels about the outfit he was grabbed by the waist which made him gasp.

"You look stunning,so Ethereal that I might not want to go to this party and have fun here uk"
Namjoon whispered in his ear making him shiver.

"Omg stop "
Jungkook stammered hitting his husband's chest lightly not knowing what to reply.

"Ofc. Wait for me downstairs after you're done we'll leave in a few"

Namjoon simply said like he never even said the thing before.

"Y-yeah"

After like 20 minutes both of them were in the car heading towards the destination as some lofi music played in the background.

It took them bout fifteen minutes to reach.As soon as they entered Mr Lee spotted them and began introducing them to the other people present there.

"Mr Kim you should definitely meet Mr kang right there he's the owner
Of Phoenix Rising Studios"

"Sure" namjoon replied with a smile as he legit was dragging jk with him because it had been 45 minutes that they were here they pretty much did eat but the problem here was JuNGoO was bored hearing all those formal conversations that his hubby smoothly Started.

"Hello Mr kim I'm kang-Kyung-Soo and this is my son Sun-Hee it's a pleasure to meet you."

Sun hee looked like trouble.

Namjoon and Mr kang were talking as Sun hee approached Jungkook and says.

"Drinks?"

"Prolly not alcohol but yes" kook replied thinking that he was getting bored anyway.

Both of them excused themselves to go to the bar but Namjoon's eyes were following them.He observed their interaction from a distance, trying not to appear too interested but failing miserably.
Sun-Hee, with his charming smile and confident demeanor, struck up a conversation with Jungkook. "You seem a bit out of place here," Sun-Hee said, his tone teasing. "Not a fan of these social events, huh?"

Jungkook chuckled nervously, feeling a bit self-conscious under Sun-Hee's scrutiny. "Yeah, you got it right. I prefer quieter evenings."

Sun-Hee leaned closer, his voice lowering to a playful whisper. "I get it. These parties can be suffocating. Want to escape for a while?"

As Sun-Hee led Jungkook away from the crowd, they found a quiet corner in the garden, away from the noise of the party. The soft glow of fairy lights illuminated the area, creating a serene atmosphere.

"Your husband seems like a great guy," Sun-Hee said, breaking the silence as he observed Jungkook with genuine interest. "You both look happy together."

Jungkook smiled, appreciating Sun-Hee's friendly demeanor. "Yeah, Namjoon is amazing. We've been through a lot together, but he's always been there for me."

Sun-Hee nodded, his eyes thoughtful. "It's rare to find someone so devoted. You're lucky to have each other."

The conversation flowed more smoothly as they discussed their shared interests, finding common ground in unexpected places. Sun-Hee's initial charm gave way to genuine friendship, and Jungkook felt at ease around him.

Meanwhile, back at the party, Namjoon observed Jungkook and Sun-Hee from a distance, noticing the easy rapport between them. His jealousy had subsided, replaced by a sense of trust in Jungkook's judgment. He smiled to himself, realizing how lucky he was to have Jungkook by his side.

When Jungkook and Sun-Hee returned to the party, Namjoon greeted them warmly. "Did you have a good chat?" he asked, his eyes meeting Jungkook's.

Jungkook nodded, a genuine smile on his lips. "Yeah, we did. Sun-Hee is a really nice guy."

Namjoon placed a reassuring hand on Jungkook's shoulder, feeling a surge of love for his husband. "I'm glad to hear that it's getting late bub you wanna leave?"
To which Jungkook nodded

As they walked towards their car, Jungkook slipped his hand into Namjoon's, their fingers intertwining effortlessly. Namjoon squeezed Jungkook's hand gently, a silent reassurance passing between them. The city lights glimmered around them, casting a soft glow on their faces.

The drive home was peaceful, filled with comfortable silence and stolen glances. Jungkook rested his head against the window, watching the passing cityscape with a sense of calm. Namjoon, on the other hand, stole occasional glances at Jungkook, his heart swelling with love for the man beside him.

Upon reaching home, Namjoon parked the car, and they both stepped out into the quiet night.

Once inside, Namjoon kicked off his shoes, Jungkook following him. They exchanged smiles, the familiarity of their routine bringing comfort. As they made their way to the living room, Namjoon pulled Jungkook into a tight embrace, his arms wrapping around him protectively.

"I'm so glad we're home," Namjoon whispered, his voice a soft murmur against Jungkook's hair.

"Me too," Jungkook replied, his arms encircling Namjoon's waist, holding him just as tightly.

Namjoon looked at jungkook more like he was lost at the sight.

"You truly are irresistible,forgive me if i do something wrong today"

"Yeah?"
Jungkook laughed it off.

"I'm serious bubba"
Well after Namjoon said that the atmosphere completely changed.

" show me what you can do Mr kim?"

Jungkook said trying to be sassy .

Jungkook was been carried in Bridal  style.
He was then plopped onto the bed makinh him wince a bit.

Namjoon hovered over Jungkook looking straight into his eyes as he started unbuttoning his shirt wit Jungkook not even denying,but wanting more.

"Joonie quick"

He said which took joon by shock but either way he continued.

"Baby patience"

Namjoon moved his hand on Jungkook's chest making him close his eyes at the cold hands on his bare chest.

Jungkook was about to whine bout something But was shut up by a kiss, which Jungkook ofc didn't mind.
The kiss was slow at first but then it changed to being roug,jk tried to be silent but failed and let out some moans which were music to Namjoon's ears.

Soon he felt Namjoon's hand on his waistband which slowly was moving downwards.

His eyes widened as he kissed Namjoon when he felt joon's hand grabbing his dick and slowly stroking it.

"Nghh"
Jungkook unknowingly pulled out from the kiss and moaned.

"You're s-so wet kookie"

Is what Namjoon says making Jungkook turn red and look the opposite side.

"Kookie this might hurt as there's no lube around ok? Just say "red" if it's hurting"

Namjoon said calmly his actions not matching his words as he was circling Jungkook's entrance.

He gently slid a finger in kissing Jungkook's name as he shut his eyes.

"Baby you're doing great ok? Open your eyes look at me"

That.

That was what made Jungkook feel like he had made the best decision of even having this man in his life.

He slowly opened his eyes and looked into namjoon's and leaned into a kiss.

Namjoon slid the second finger in waiting for Jungkook to adjust but to his surprise 🫢-

"Fuck me daddy, I can't wait now"

Said Jungkook panting as namjoon mobed his fingers inside him with not so normal pace which ofc led to Jungkook -

"I-I'm comming"

Namjoon didn't stop fingering him though, Jungkook's body started shivering and he reached his peak
He squirted out but Namjoon didn't stop even when jk held his legs close which led to him seeing stars.

Namjoon pulled out a few moments later making the younger whine about the emptiness.

Namjoon walked into the closet and got a box that had alot of things like the plushie they won at the amusement park,the ramen coupon Jungkook was so exited to win and alot of the fragments of there memories here and there.
But why did he get that out?

Jungkook was beyond confused but soon enough he realised why.

Namjoon got a Condom from the box and walked back and whispered into his husband's ears.

"I thought I'd use this on our anniversary but this is good to? I'm so sorry i just can't find the lube"

"I-i Know where it is..."

"Baby how?"

"I-i used it while i was playing with myself...it was sealed so i knew it might be for m-"

Jungkook was about to finish but he was cut off by his own moans as namjoon put his tip near his entrance.

"Oh well. You seem wet enough also you could've asked for my help bunny. Do that next time ok?"

"Ye-yes nghhh da-daddy fuckkkkk"

And there.
Namjoon was inside him thrusting his brains out.

Needless to say the night was wild.

4 rounds seem like a lot.

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Yes this needed more effort but I've my exams I'm sorry.

THIS MIGHT HAVE TYPOS.
It def DOES.
Byeee