SEUNGBIN
Genre: Angst, Smut, After care
TW: Cussing, arguing, mental health issues
Changbin: 21
Seungmin:21
Changbin:5'6
Seungmin:5'8

March 8th 2021

Changbin was a famous kpop idol that had been in the industry for 3 years on that night was his fandom anniversary "seolars." Seolars loved Changbin they thought he was perfect in every way shape and form but they were delusional. Delusional as thinking he had nothing the struggle with. He had so many things that he hid with the thanks to medicine and therapy. He had a lot of mental issues including: depression, PTSD, social anxiety, anorexia, and body dysmorphia (BDD). The social anxiety was helped mostly not because of meds or therapy but because of Changbins body guard seungmin. Seungmin was there for Changbin at his lowest and at his best which also caused him to develop feelings for his bodyguard. Even though things were supposed to stay professional, Seungmin cared deeply about Changbin and figured out quickly how Changbins mind worked. He didn't know why he cared so deeply for Changbin, all he knew is he did and it hurt him to even see his pout. Seungmin had been labeled as "Changbins favorite bodyguard" to everyone else which Seungmin didn't mind. Right around early 2021 Changbin and Seungmin were talking and Changbin had a heated moment with Seungmin, he started kissing him and kissing him turned into a make out session. Seungmin didn't know why he didn't stop him. He has told himself too many times he wasn't gay. But was he not for real? If he wasn't why didn't he stop Changbin? Why did he kiss back? These questions ran through Seungmins head days on end. Finally march came and Seungmin and Changbin had never actually engaged since the make out session, mostly because Changbin was too embarrassed and Seungmin didn't know how to approach. Finally the day of the anniversary for the fandom came and he was backstage getting ready while Seungmin was talking to the other bodyguards.

"So is everything ready on stage?"

"You'd have to ask seungmin sir. He's in charge of that."

"Why is he.. in charge?"

"You asked him to be? Earlier in January sir you asked if Seungmin could take care of the stage for the fandom anniversary."

Changbin jus thought to himself, 'well shit.'

"Alright, where is he?"

"In that room sir!"

Changbin nodded and knocked on the closed door.

"If your Changbin you don't have to knock you are an idol."

Changbin thought to himself ' that wasn't Seungmin, but it was yeonjun the other bodyguard who was close to seungmin.'

Changbin opened the door slowly and looked at Seungmin who was looking at yeonjun with a fierce look and yeonjun just smiled.

Changbin breathed in and out telling himself 'you can do this.'

"Excuse me Seungmin sir?"

Seungmin just huffed, why was he suddenly calling him sir?

"Yes Changbin?"

"Um.. a-are you in charge of the.. um."

Changbin lost it, he couldn't talk he could just stare.

"Am I in charge of what?"

"Um.. in charge o-of.."

Changbin couldn't comprehend the words, he looked into Seungmins worried eyes and questioned himself.

'is he worried?'

Changbin couldn't look anywhere but Seungmins eyes. The more he looked the flustered he got. Yeonjun spoke and got his attention.

"Seungmin your flustering your idol, hes lost in your eyes. I'm sure he wants to ask if you set up the sta-"

"I'm not flustered nor lost in his eyes yeonjun!"

Yeonjun giggled seeing the red ears Changbin got after that comment and pointed it out to Seungmin.

Seungmin stayed quiet for a minute and you could see half a smirk appear on his lips.

"Yes I set up the stage Changbin. Yes it's finished your on in 10 minutes."

Changbin nodded and left and shut the door.

"Do you see it now min?"

"Fortunately now yes."

10 minutes later

Changbin was on the stage as planned and he went through his songs the intro song was a cover by him he did doodle, s class, and streetlight and because. His English was getting better everyone thought. He had been practicing all year. He took some photos with fans phone and that didn't seem to bother Seungmin. What did bother him is the fact that Changbin held a hand and was talking to the fan. Why did it bother him so much? Why did he get so mad about it? That he won't know all he wanted to do was pin Changbin against the wall and fuck him like the slut he was for him. Seungmin even tho he pretty much avoided Changbin he knew exactly how Changbin felt about him sex wise atleast. He knew Changbin thought about him and even then Seungmin tried to ignore it but this time he wouldn't. He thought he wasn't gay but is he? Seungmin pretty much questioned the whole time while staring into Changbins soul. Seungmin finally came to the conclusion he might be in love with Changbin. He waited for Changbin to be done so he could confront him about it.

*Backstage after the show*

Changbin was sitting down resting while Seungmin brought him a water and sat across from him Changbin sat up quickly and corrected his sitting position. He was too tense for this.

"Thanks.. Seungmin."

"Your welcome Changbin."

Changbin took the bottle of water and drank a couple sips. Soon he downed the bottle.

"Thirsty?"

"Mhm."

Seungmin chuckled and Changbin smiled a little.

"Look I know, I haven't been the best.. bodyguard. I just really didn't know how to talk to you after the event earlier this year and I just got caught up with other idols that I didn't seem-"

"Seungmin it's okay. Don't worry I didn't talk to you either. Don't blame yourself about that. But may I ask what you mean by getting caught up with other idols??"

Seungmin could hear the tone of voice change from when he was saying don't blame yourself from what do you mean.

"I mean helping them ready for the stage and everything."

"Hmm okay, but nevermind."

"No go ahead and say it."

"Well... Aren't you ONLY supposed to help me?"

Seungmin stared at Changbin with astonishment as he came closer and closer to him lifting his chin up and kissing him.

"Min?Minnie? Seungmin. SEUNGMIN!"

Seungmin shivered awake as Changbin was calling his name.

"Sorry Changbin."

"It's okay just pay attention."

"Like I said don't blame yourself your not only at fault. We both are."

Seungmin nodded his head.

He couldn't think all he knew is he wanted Changbin in every way shape and form. He wanted him sexually and romantically and physically. He wanted the relationship with him he wanted the normal love language. He wanted to take care of him, he wanted Changbin to love him as much as he did.

"Fuck it."

"Fuck wha-"

Y m put Seungmin kissed Changbin softly. And as always Changbin kissed back. Seungmin pulled away.

"M-min.. I-I don't wanna ignore you again.."

"You don't have to. Bin be with me."

Changbin gasped and pushed on Seungmin before he could kiss him again. Seungmin annoyed but complied backed off.

Changbin was silent not knowing what to say.

"I-I... Can't.. I mean.."

"You can't be with me or you don't want to be."

"No! I mean I do.. but."

Changbin stuttered not knowing what to say. A part of him has been and is in love with Seungmin but a part of him knows idols and bodyguards are forbidden. He just needs to figure out which one is he gonna follow his heart or his head.

"Changbin?"

Changbin sighed finally having enough strength to speak.

"Seungmin you and I both know bodyguards and idols are forbidden to date. Am I correct?"

Seungmin rolled his eyes and nodded.

"And you and I both know that this isn't gonna go any where if we do this."

This time seungmin looked at Changbin in fear but shook his head no.

"I don't believe that, people would never know Changbin."

"People would never know?.. Of course they would! Their job is basically stalking idols!"

Seungmin just sat there. He didn't know what else to say he was not gonna sit there and argue with Changbin like they did years ago.

"I'm not gonna sit here and argue with you about this matter. Believe what you wanna believe, do what you wanna do."

Changbin was left speechless as Seungmin got up.

"Im letting you know Changbin. That how I feel about you is getting to me no matter what I do. Im in love with you for you. And if that's not what you want and if you don't feel the same that's fine. But I just have one question. Why kiss back if you didn't want it?"

Seungmin said as he walked away.

Changbin got up right after and walked behind him.

"Did I ever say I didn't want it?"

"You act like you don't."

"Seungmin!"

Changbin grabbed Seungmins hand.

"Do not! And I mean do not ever! Throw another damn door in my face again. I am your idol. You are the damn bodyguard and you will listen to me now. You don't run this place and neither do I but have some fucking respect for me!"

Seungmin breathed out with frustration as Changbin pushed him by his shoulders down on a table.

"I told you once. I never said I didn't want it. I'm following protocol. You can't get mad for wanting to obey protocol for my job."

"Do you care about your job more than me? Do you love your job more than me?"

Changbin stood there for a few seconds thinking wise.

"No, I don't but my job is important to me."

"Am I not that important to you?"

"God! I never said you weren't Seungmin!"

"I'm just asking questions! You don't need to fucking yell at me-"

Seungmin was cut off by Changbin kissing him. Seungmin grabbed Changbin softly by the cheeks and deepend the kiss. Changbin straddles Seungmins lap as Seungmin gave Changbin all sorts of love bites and kisses down his nape and collarbone.

*In the other room*

"So that's what I told him and-"

"Mm Seungmin.."

"Are they fucking-"

"By the way Changbins moaning there making out but I wouldn't take the chances gyu-"

They shut the door and decided to go home.

*Back with the two making out-*

"Mm Seungmin!~"

Seungmin crashed his lips back onto Changbins and they made out before Seungmin starting un buttoning Changbins shirt. Before the last button, Seungmin looked up to Changbin as a word of consent.

"M-mhm, go ahead."

He unbuttoned the last button and took off Changbins shirt and started kissing down from his collarbone all the way down to his hips. Changbin moaning the whole time didn't care about keeping quiet. All that was going through his head at this point is that he wanted Seungmin and he wanted him fast and now.

Changbin ripped off Seungmins coat and tie.

"Fiesty I see?"

"Need you."

Changbin said between moans. Seungmin just chuckled seeing how much of a mess he could put Changbin in. Seungmin again looked for Changbin for consent and, Changbin nodded while bucking his hips into literal nothing as Seungmin undid Changbins belt and pants.

Changbin unbuttoned Seungmins pants slowly to tease him and it was working.

"You fucking tease."

Seungmin grabbed Changbins by his throat and kissed him hard as he pulled Changbins pants and boxers down in one go. He kept one hand on Changbins throat and the other on Changbins dick. Seungmin carefully and slowly started to jerk off Changbin.

"A-ahh~ S-Seungmin!"

"Shh~"

Seungmin kissed Changbin softly again and caressed his dick faster so Changbin literally didn't have the strength to speak. He couldn't even open his eyes due to the pleasure. He wanted to keep quiet but Seungmin wouldn't have let him.

"I wanna hear your moans Binnie."

Changbin shook his head no and Seungmin went down with his mouth and bobbed his head down on Changbins length which let Changbin gasp.

"When I say I wanna hear you I wanna hear you."

Changbin started moaning every time Seungmin would go down on him.

"M-min too m-much!~"

"Too much? Surely you can take it."

Finally seungmin left Changbin wanting more as he was so close to cumming.

"Seungmin~~!"

"Don't worry baby you'll be able to cum soon."

....

Seungmin was stretching Changbin out as Changbins mewls were driving him crazy every time. All he wanted to do was spread his hole apart and fuck him hard. Although since it was Changbins first time he didn't want to hurt him but he didn't want to have vanilla sex either. He had four fingers in the hole already.

"Baby, have you gotten used before?"

"Mm~ n-no!"

"So this was you? How you're so stretched."

"M-mhm~ Seungmin!"

Seungmin just smirked too himself as he thought Changbin was stretched out enough and every tiny whiny mewl Changbin made pushed Seungmin over the edge. Seungmin finally positioned Changbin at a comfortable position for both of them as Seungmin pushed himself into Changbin until he was balls deep.
Seungmin started moving slowly at first not wanting to hurt Changbin, but the more he was inside of him the more impatient and horny he got.

"F-faster S-Seungmin!~"

"What if.. I hurt you Changbin?"

"F-faster! Pleasee~"

His needy whines is what finally pushed Seungmin to go faster without thinking about hurting him. He pounded into him with speed and pleasure. This had been going on for a good 10 minutes before Changbin climaxed.

"My precious boy~ help me get close baby."

Changbin couldn't ever talk all of his words were slurred the only thing that came out of his mouth that made since was his moans and mewls, and his whines. Finally Seungmin was getting close.

"Mm~ baby daddy's close~"

"C-cum in m-me daddy~!"

That pushed Seungmin over the edge hearing Changbin call him daddy and he cummed hard and deep inside Changbin, as Changbin helped him ride out his high. He stayed still for a few minutes before pulling out of Changbin seeing his liquid leak out of Changbins used bright pink hole.

Changbins arms gave out and his front half collapsed on the couch. Seungmin walked out of the room and came back with a wet washcloth and towels. He wiped down Changbins body and put a towel underneath him to stop the leaking.

"How was it Binnie?"

"Mm~ g-good it hurts."

"I'm sorry Bin-"

"N-no apologize..good hurt. I liked it."

Seungmin smiled a little to himself as he wiped down the rest of Changbins body and got a pair of clothes for both of them.

*Later*

Changbin and Seungmin were on the couch after cleaning everything up and their selves. Changbin had a question roaming in his mind since before they did it.

"Seungmin?"

"Yes baby- I mean Changbin."

Changbin smiled to himself.

"Are we together?"

Seungmin was silent,he liked that idea but he wasn't sure.

"If you want to be..."

"I do."

"Then yes we're together."

Changbin smiled and leaned on Seungmin chest and they stayed like that until morning.

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