CHAPTERS LEFT TO THE END:
EPILOGUE
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Aamanah watched as Nazmeera stood,shuffling her feet side to side and fidgeting with her hijab.Gosh,Nazmeera looked like she was about to have a heart attack or even worst she looked like she was already in her grave with how pale her face looked.

“Nazmee,calm the hell down.They won't kill you stupid.”

Nazmeera shot her an annoyed look,”I can't calm the hell down because hell is hot flaming so if I calm the hell down I'll be flaming.”

Aamanah rolled her eyes,”From everything I said is that all that you heard you dumpling?”

“No,I heard everything you had to say but that does not cut the fact that I am not going to freak the shit out.Please just shush now and let me try to calm down.”

“Okay okay.You want tea?”

Nazmeera shook her head,”No,get me a can of Stoney from the fridge.Please.Thank you.”

“Okaie.” Aamanah walked got he kitchen and as she sat the coffee machine on,the doorbell rang.

“Manag,they here.Shit.I’m going to open.” Aamanah shook her head at Nazmeera's shout and she got to putting a kettle of water for tea on the stove.She heard the people exchange greetings.

Nazmeera was nervous to say the least as she sat in front of Abi Jameel and Ummi Jameel.

“Before ammh or ammo says anything I want to apologize.I am so sorry for hurting you'll.I was blinded by my need to keep Hamza and Aamanah away from me but somewhere in what I said was a truth.When I left I was close to falling into a depression,my friend took me to a psychologist and she warned me against this stress.She opened my eyes to he fact that I was blind in a relationship,letting what was mine always be given to Aamanah.I was being selfless but this selflessness hurt me in the end.When I got abi in my life I was over the moon and then Hamza was back in my life.I wanted a perfect life but I forgot that everyones life has some ups and downs.I took out my hurt,my despair and my disgust with myself on all of you.I still love the two of you ammh and ammo.As you'll raised me and loved me,but somewhere in order to keep your children happy you sacrificed me.Ammo,you made me think that whatever you'll ever did for me had to be repaid in such a way and in blind faith I did.I was promised a good life which alhumdullilah you'll did give me but in the medium somewhere or the other my emotions were overlooked.For a time frame I did blame you'll ammh,ammo but then I was blessed with my beloved daughter who gave me so much that I became grateful for your decision.The past is gone and it's time we concentrate on the future.I hope that you'll can forgive me ammh and ammo.”

The room filled with a silence and Abi Jameel stood up causing Nazmeera to stand up as well.He came forward and she gazed at him in wonder.When he wrapped his arms around her,Nazmeera's eyes filled with tears and she did the same to him.

“There is nothing to forgive my child. We did wrong forcing you to repay our favors by marrying you off to Hamzawe thought we saw good in it.Which there was but we also did wrong you by not noticing how you put Aamanah first in all instances.We are somewhat guilty for ignoring your feelings and we admit it.I forgive you child,your method was wrong but your heart was in the right place.”

Abi Jameel placed a kiss on her forehead and they broke the hug,only for Ummi Jameel.

“Forgive me ya binti,I put my daughter's happiness first and forgot that you are an ammat bestowed to me by my sister like sister-in-law.I asked for you to return my favors and you gave up your everything.I was wrong and I admit it my child,but please don't leave us again.We will not be able to bare it.”

“I have forgiven everyone,I hold no more malice in my heart now and I will never leave you'll again.I promise.”
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Nazmeera sat near the pool,her legs in the water and she looked up at the stars.A smile grazed her face as she tried to do something that she'd done from when she was young.She tried to count the stars.

“What are you doing?” Nazmeera turned her head to look at Hamza who looked down at her with a soft smile.

“Counting the stars to see if they match up to my blessings.”

Hamza chuckled and sat down next to her,dipping his legs in the water as well after rolling his pants up,”Let me help you with that.”

Naxmeera laughed,resting her head on Hamza's shoulder,”There are countless blessing that Allah has given me,all in different forms.”

Hamza gazed at her and laid his head on hers,”I hope I'm one of them.”

“Definitely.You,Umme Khultum,Manah,Umar,Uthmaan and everyone's else are definitely blessings. Well,” Nazmeera dragged the well and Hamza figured she was going to make some dumb comment about him,”You a blessing but you can be a bit annoying at times.So you an annoying blessing.”

Hamza rolled his eyes,”Well,your best friend is an annoying blessing as well.”

“Careful what you say about him,his going to be our brother-in-law now.”

Hamza groaned,”Don't remind me.I still don't want Zeeny to marry it but it makes her happy so I have to be happy with it.”

Nazmeera laughed lifting her head off Hamza's shoulder,”It?Really?”

Hamza nodded his head,”Yes it.That is an it.”

“You do know that it is the name of that scary clown movie,right?”

Hamza nodded his head,eyes wide,”Yes!That's what makes it so relatable.”

Nazmeera shook her head laughing,”You hate Ihsaan as much as you hate clowns?”

Hamza nodded his head vigorously,”Yes,yes I do.”

Nazmeera smirked at Hamza,”Well more then hate you scared of clowns so Ihsaan scares you,but why?” Nazmeera looked at Hamza from corner of her eyes,a teasing glint in her eyes that Hamza failed to see,”It can't be that Ihsaan might like me since he likes Zeeny then maybe you like him in a lover kind of way?”

Hamza turned to look at Nazmeera with a horrified expression,his mouth opening and closing like a fish,”Are you insane?Have you lost your marbles?Oh Lord,I make dua Allah cleans your mind.”

Nazmeera burst out laughing at Hamza's mumbling but before he could react Nazmeera pushed him into the pool.

“Really?” Hamza asked as he was soaked in his suit and Nazmeera winked at him.

“Yes love,really.”

Hamza smirked at Nazmeera and reached for her pulling her into the water with him.

“Crazy thing.”

“Now it's a really-really situation.”

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As Salaam Mu Alaykum Wa Rahmatullahi Wa Barakatu

Who else is scared of clowns here??
I hate them 🙈 they petrify me 😭🙈

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