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Chloe's POV.


After a while I had calmed down beca was strong shed get through this marley was by my side and I looked up at her to see that she was holding in tears.
"You can cry you know it's fine. I mean I've just had a mental breakdown." She just looked down and then I saw it tears fumbling down her face so i went and cuddled her "it's going to be okay beca's strong shell pull through."
"When we were younger. I always knew beca was into girls. It was obvious." She said between sobs. "Dad he could see it too he hated it he still does but one day he was was drunk and he lashed out at beca she got hurt he broke one of her arms and her pinkie on her left hand. I did nothing to help nothing and again she got hurt trying to protect me both times my fault. I was the one that told dad she digged girls and that was all my fault. Beca lied said she fell down the stairs it was killing her inside but she showed no emotion she never does and it's all my fault." I couldn't believe this how could marley blame herself for something her father had done he always seemed like such a nice guy. Well obviously not. I didn't know what to do beca was in a bad state so it was up to me to look after marley and if anything was to happen I'd look after marley and make sure no harm was to come to her for beca.
"It's not your fault your dad if he can't accept it then he's the bad person becs will pull through she's a feisty little mouse that can get through anything. She's got to pull through she will and when she does we will make her feel just as loved as ever." Marley's tears started to stop
"You know when beca told me she was gay I never in a million years thought she'd find someone as great as you. Your perfect for each other chloe. Stop wasting time with other men trying to hide y from everyone. Life's too short just suck it up dude and go for it." This made me feel so good inside that she thought that and Then at that moment a doctor came through.
"You may go in now ladies." So we walked into the hospital room. Marley was just stood there in shock obviously not knowing what to say.
"It's okay you don't have to say anything she knows your hear."
"You think."
"I know so." We must've sat there for about an hour in silence when a doctor came in and told us we had 30 minutes until we had to leave. I asked marley if I could have some time alone and she said yes and then left. I grabbed beca's hand, it was a bit warm it was traumatising seeingber just layig there motionless nothing but a machine keeping her alive then I just started to talk
"Beca I know you can hear me. Please beca you've got to fight this. You can do it we all know you can. We believe in you becs. I I had a chat with marley she told me if what your dad had done. I'm so so sorry you had to go through that becs but this experience happening right now has made me realise. I do love you beca more than words can say." I started to cry "I need you beca. Please don't leave me now I love you I always have and always will and always have. Please just don't leave me now. Becs please." then I went down and nd whispered into her ear "I love you little dj" I kissed her kn the forehead and then a doctor came in
"Miss beale it's time to go." I nodded and went out the room and saw marley asleep. I picked her up and carried her to the car when we arrived at barden she was still asleep so I put her in bed and then I was filled with millions of different emotions so I ran and locked myself in the bathroom. I looked in the mirror and all or heard ere voices your worthless chloe. Even if beca does pull through shell never want to be with you. The I just got angry so I punched the mirror causing it to smash and then I picked up one of the glass shards taking away the pain the only way I knew how.


There you have it I'm going to skip to the end of the last two weeks after this chapter but I might end this soon and start a sequel tell me what you want me to do thanks for reading sory these last few chapters have been pretty bad.
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