Next morning Emir was returning, he kept his bags on the door and waited to see Reyhan for the last time.
Kal thhe yahi...
You were right here yesterday
Kyun ab nahi...
Why are you not here today?
Tum aur main saath dono
You and me together
Kya mil gayi tumko khushi...
What sort of happiness you got?
Hoke juda... yeh toh bolo...
Tell me what you gained going far from me
Pyar tha waqt nahi
It was love, not time
Jo beet gaya do pal mein...
That it would be over so soon
Emir saw her with the painful eyes when she came out of the room.
Tu banke yaad rahe
May you remain in my heart as a memory
Fariyad rahega dil mein...
This is the prayer my heart made
Kyun ab ik lafz nahi
Why even a word
Dil kehne ki haalat mein
Cannot be uttered by my heart right now
Socha kahunga ek din...
I thought I’d express every feeling some day
Jo tu na mila mujhe
If I don’t get your love
Jo tu na mila mujhe
If I don’t get your love
Dil ko kya bataunga
I don’t know how I would console my heart
Dil ko kya bataunga
I don’t know how I would console my heart
He tried to say something to her but none of the word escaped his mouth he stared her for few minutes before moving out.
Jo tu na mila mujhe
If I don’t get your love
Jo tu na mila mujhe
If I don’t get your love
Dil ko kya bataunga
I don’t know how I would console my heart
Dil ko kya bataunga
I don’t know how I would console my heart
Emir sensed her behind him, he turned to see her. She was standing at the threshold of the house. For a second he thought Reyhan is coming with him. But she didn't moved even a single inch from there.
Dil se tu jaayega nahi
You won’t leave my heart ever
Tu dard samjhega yeh nahi
You won’t understand the pain I’m feeling
Muskil hai aage zindagi
Upcoming days would be hard for me to live
Mann tha bada.. tu hota mera...
I wish you were mine
Tu na mila.. gham haan tera...
I didn’t get you but got the sorrows of you
Reyhan stared him him back with teary eyes. She wished, if she could forget him. She wished, if she could erase his memories from her heart. She wished, if he could understand her pain.
A part of her wanted to run to him and hug him tightly. A part of her wanted to return to him as without him, she can't survive. But again, all those horrible memories flooded her mind and she consoled her that part.
While Emir too stared at her with teary eyes. He had planned their their future. He had dreamt about their kids. He had dreamt about their old age. But now, all his dreams are shattered.
Kyun diya dard humein
Why did you inflict so much pain to me
Hum aaj talak na samjhe
I still didn’t understand this till today
She reminded her that part that he always gave her pain. He never believed her. He always wanted to be away from her.
Bure hain kya itne
Am I so bad of a person
Tum aa na sake jo milne
That you couldn’t even come to meet me
Emir wiped his tears and pleaded again with his eyes but Reyhan turned her face to other side.
Tu humko bhool gaya
You forgot me
Bas yaar hum hi pagal thhe
I was the fool
Socha tumhe jo raat din...
That I kept thinking about you day and night
Emir walked away, leaving behind Reyhan, leaving behind his shattered dreams, leaving behind their future. And all could Reyhan do was to stare at his retreating figure. Soon, he disappeared in the fog and Reyhan crumbled down on the threshold.
Jo tu na mila mujhe
If I don’t get your love
Jo tu na mila mujhe
If I don’t get your love
Dil ko kya bataunga
I don’t know what excuse I’d give my heart
Dil ko kya bataunga
I don’t know what excuse I’d give my heart
Jo tu na mila mujhe
If I don’t get your love
Jo tu na mila mujhe
If I don’t get your love
Dil ko kya bataunga
I don’t know how I would console my heart
Dil ko kya bataunga
I don’t know how I would console my heart..
She cried her heart out there. She knew that now everything was over. Emir will never come back. She knew that she once again left alone. But she can never forgave him for what he did to her.
Emir took out his handkerchief in which Reyhan's name was carved. He smelled that and placed it close to his heart. From now onwards he has to live with her memories. As he can't undo what all have happened and until then Reyhan won't return. This means Reyhan will never return...
Hmmm... hmmm....
Dil ko kya batunga...
I don’t know how I would console my heart
(Note: there was a technical issue in uploading, that's why I split the chapter in two.)
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