Here's the truth. It's fucked up but it's the truth ... Not everything happens for a reason. Sometimes , as humans , we make the wrong decisions and are forced to live with them for the rest of our lives. And I know I should live with mine , because I mean , what other choice do I have ? You can't turn back the clock and redo things. You make a mistake and you pay the price , that's the cold hard truth about life. You can't change a decision you've already made , wrong or right , and when it's the wrong decision , you price hurts.