Prompt: "Last night I tried to imagine myself without you. The thing is, I could and I felt so much better."

I just want to try it out. 

Angst.

Lets start.

[Sammy's POV]

Time and time again, I always think of Shawn. I don't really want to but I just can't help it. Ever since Henry came by, I managed to regain some of my memories and some of them were of Joey, some of them were of Susie, some of them were of Norman, a few was of Shawn and some of them were of Wally. Out of them all, I can't remember much of Shawn, however, I know both me and him had something together due to the fact I can remember some of Susie's, Norman's and Wally's teasing. 

"My my, Sammy, who would've thought that you and the studio's toy maker are together." said Susie while finding me walking around the music department. 

"I can't believe it, you and Shawn? That's gotta be an achievement as Shawn is known to be one of the hardest people to understand within the company." grinned Norman. 

"Awe that's so cute! You and Shawn? Couple goals as they say!" Wally cheered while mopping up the ink spilled from a pipe in my office. 

Me and Shawn were together but if we're together, why can't I remember much about him? 

"Sammy?" I heard a deep voice speak to me. I looked up and saw my lord. I panicked for a split second.

"My lord! I'm sorry I didn't see you ther-" I was cut off.

"It's not a problem, Sammy. Tell me, what's got you so bothered up?" asked my lord as he sat down. I frowned and looked down at the ground. 

"Ever since Henry came here, I've regained some of my memories but yet there's one person who's memory I can barely make out but from what I know, he's the most important person to me." I said. My lord hummed.

"I see, who is this person?" asked my lord.

"It's the former toy maker, Shawn Flynn." I answered. I was lost in thought that I almost missed what my lord said.

"Sammy, head to bed." said my lord as he disappeared. I nodded and headed to my make shift bed. I took my mask off and laid down. I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

I opened my eyes and saw that I was at my old desk. I leaned up from the desk.

"You finally woke up, Sammy." I heard a deep Irish accent. I turned around and saw a brown haired guy with beautiful blue eyes at the doorframe to my office. He walked over to me and took the sheet of paper that was stuck to my face and peeled it off. 

"Sorry, Shawn." I smiled sheepishly. The guy, Shawn, put the piece of paper down on my desk. 

"Lets go home, Sammy." said Shawn as he grabbed my hand. I smiled and nodded. I got up from my desk and followed Shawn out of my office and the building itself. We got home and I instantly collapsed onto the couch. 

"Jesus, Joey loves working us to death." I said. Shawn walked passed and into the kitchen. 

"He must be if you fell asleep at your desk." Shawn said. I sat up with a frown. I felt annoyed but I don't know why I feel annoyed. 

"What is your problem today?" I asked annoyed. Shawn walked in with a cup of coffee in his hand and an annoyed expression. 

"It's none of your business, Sammy." frowned Shawn. I scowled and got up from my seat.

"Can't you just tell me what's going on?!" I yelled. Shawn scowled and glared at me. I flinched a bit as my heart tightened. 

"Fine, if you must know! Last night I tried to imagine myself without you. The thing is, I could and I felt so much better." Shawn snapped. I froze as I heart something shatter in the distance but then I realised it was my heart.

"W-What?" I said in disbelief. Shawn walked up to our shared room while I sat there, thinking.

"Last night I tried to imagine myself without you. The thing is, I could and I felt so much better."

It hurts. It hurts so much. Did that really happen in the past or was it all just a part the dream? 

I sat up from my make-shift bed, I realised I was crying as more memories flooded in. 

"Sorry Sammy, we just don't work out." Said Shawn before walking away from me. After 2 years of being together, he just broke it off. It hurts. Norman and Wally stayed with me as I went through my break up.

I rubbed my eyes and put my Bendy mask on. I got up and decided to go on a walk. 

"Hey Shawn." I smiled. Shawn lightly smirked back.

"Hey Sammy, busy day?" he asked. I nodded.

"Yeah Joey won't stop asking the impossible." I sighed dramatically making Shawn chuckle. 

I didn't noticed that I was making my way to the Heavenly Toys location near Alice Angel's area but I didn't care. 

"Hey Sam, whatcha doing here?" asked Shawn as I walked into the toy maker area where Shawn was painting on the Bendy dolls, I then realised they were crooked. 

"I just came to see ya and to take a break from all the frustration in the Music Department." I answered. Shawn chuckled.

"I guess it does get a bit hectic with all of the work that comes with being the Director of the Music Department." Shawn said, placing down a Bendy doll. I smiled and walked over to him and picked up the Bendy doll. 

"How drunk are you to draw crooked smiles?" I grinned. Shawn scowled. 

"I'm not drunk!" he exclaimed, making me laugh.

I noticed where I was at and saw the plushies.

I jumped onto the big Boris plush.

"He's so soft!" I exclaimed. Shawn chuckled as he walked down the stairs.

"You're such a child, Sam." he said as he stepped off the final step. I pouted and looked up at him.

"Rude!" I whined. He laughed and offered his hand. I smiled and grabbed his hand. Shawn helped me up as I wrapped my arms around him. Shawn blushed.

"Sammy!" he said. I giggled and snuggled into his neck.

"I got a better teddy." I said making Shawn's skin turn even more red. 

"I love you, Sam." Shawn said as he wrapped his arms around me. I blushed and smiled.

"I love you too, Shawn." I said.

I looked up at the room where Shawn used to work. I looked around before turning around and was about to walk away until I heard a searcher pop up. I turned around and saw a searcher with a VERY familiar hat on top of his head. 

"Sh-Shawn...?" I stuttered. The searcher looked up at me.

"Sssaaamm?" The searcher gurgled, my inky heart tightened. I gulped and turned back around and started to walk away. If that was Shawn, I don't want anything to do with him. 

"Dddooonnn.... llleeeaaavvee..." cooed Shawn. My shoulders shook as I tried to not to cry. 

"I'm sorry, Shawn." I said as I ran off. 

Poor Sammy and Shawn. Oh well next?

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