If you want me, you would choose me'
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You have never knowed me Ryle like never did you ever understood me? You have always felt your pain is bigger than mine! 

And whenever I used to make you you have always said did you did? And have you ever realised how hard I tried to understand you

Oh fuck why would you!

I am sorry autumn I am  I really feel it it's strong , the urge to make you mine is really really strong and I have always too... understand you I tried but I have my own life too NAA and it is was and is really really complicated you have seen it right

Oh yea your life is your and you have to lead it I understand but staying in my life wasn't your choice

If you want me you could choose me' isn't?

I won't and have always chosen you but the time wasn't right

Ohh if you want someone time doesn't make any difference and even it would you would have always there to fight with it for "us "

Us?

Nahh nahh nothing

Oh really you said us?

Okay I did

Haan atleast we agreed on something same'

You don't have to catch only a word from my whole line okayyyy

Btw you never confessed me what you think about me ! I was the one who used to give you hints right !

Okay I agree I didn't but did you? You never did you just did it rarely don't backfire on me wordss

I am backfiring wordss?

Maybe'

I will kill you ryleeeee

It will be a pleasure to die in your arms with your hands

Oh ! Stop it!

Oh are my words affecting you?

Maybe'

Oh reallyyyy

But I want to say that we were like seven seas aparttt autumn how could we?

"And if I was in your place I would' and even “if you were seven seas apart I would swim every sea for you just to reach you out”'

You would swim every sea for me?

I can and I will forever and ever and that's the difference between us

He comes more near me and asks you will and again will you?

I will

Say again coming too near you would?

I will

He comes so close to me that I can hear his breath his breath on my face and my lips too my hairs he was breathing hard and more hard his heartbeat was raising and I could feel it

And again he asks you will?

I will

He starts to bend towards my face and more close like near my lips I can feel his hands on my waist , and was going slowly up towards my hair I could feel it I don't want this feeling to end his hands on my body it was like I want kiss him Soo badly and again he asks will you?

You think I won't ? I asked him! This time he replied differently thank god lol,I want to kiss you really really bad until you mourn my name thousand timess butterflyyy

In your dreams baByyyy I said onto his face and moved his hand from my hair and said you need permission for that isnt it?

Do I he says and pushes me towards the wall and leans into me why the fuxck I am detailing this?! Lol, but I am loving it

Heyyy guysssss I hope your exited for next chapter I know today's was really really spicy and it took really long time to write this think and idk why and I will keep more Spice for the next chapter and say me about how is Ryle and autumnns chemistry going and yeaa late Soo byeeeeeHhhhhh