I took off a single shoes, was sitting on chair at the station waiting for my elder brother who has coming to pick me up.
After a while I got up from there and went only stood on railway track, Not  for Suicide (laughs...) 
But Not 1 Cannot promise that this Cannot happen.

Yes, I don't like staying at home, but that doesn't mean I hate everyone at home, But that peaceful, peaceful environment is not found. Sometimes you find peace even in a crowd, but even when you are alone, nothing happens to you.

Normally I carry one earphone while travelling because I can't live without music,
But around 2-3 days ago my earphone got broken, actually it was like that for the last one month and it was tied with a wire just like a relationship is tied with just a thread.

Due to which I had to come in the train without earphones and when I was traveling in a local train, I could not even get a seat.
Due to lack of earphones, I have to listen to whatever the person nearby says, even if I don't want to, But some old people talk about politics which has nothing to do with me, But I can't do anything else except listen to them.

But on the other hand, a person who was engrossed in his own talk, nature and traveling was talking about all these things, The strong body is as good as the gym after which heb just pumped it, But he was very sweet natured, He was talking about traveling, that he takes a break from his job and explores places. I like people who like to think outside the box.
I came out of the station with my phone on loud speaker and listening to songs,
A little further I saw a boy who was standing in a corner outside the station, a thin young boy carrying a traveling bag on his shoulder, he had ear buds in his ears. He was probably waiting for someone, But maybe he keeps waiting for someone but I don't feel like staying there.
When I came out of the station it was 10:30 at night.After coming out of the station, I turned up the volume on my mobile speaker.

Then I saw a boy and a girl coming together, we had come in the evening train, and after getting down from the train, we had something to eat from a same shop.As soon as I left, I got a call from my brother asking me to go to the bus station first and look for a bus to come home.
After that I left with both my bags, the smaller one was a little heavy and I could not carry it.There was no one to help, there were rickshaw pullers and they were demanding a lot of money.I looked back at the same boy and girl who were coming out of the shop and following me.I don't know their relationship but from the way they talk, it seemed that they were very good friends. Seeing their bond reminded me of my high school bond, she was my best friend.Whose birthday was 3 months ago, and on his birthday I came to know that I am not connected with her on Instagram anymore.
Then we came to know from our mutual friend that she is on Instagram.But at last I found out that she has blocked me. I didn't feel bad about being blocked, I just didn't know the reason for being blocked. I think we are good friends.
I was Realised that I reached the bus stand.But no bus comes to take me home,

After that I called brother, he is coming straight to the bus stand.It would take half an hour for them to arrive, till then I took out the book from my bag and started reading which my friend gave me.But I was focused on my best friend who blocked meAfter some time brother came, I told him "I will ride the bike" I like riding the bike very much.After coming out of the city, we narrowly escaped an accident on the big highway.but there is nothing wrong with usWhen we reached home, Mumma was waiting for us, I hugged her whom I missed the most.After having dinner, I went to my bed but my thoughts were about that friend until I fell asleep.

I think I lost her...