Sitting on the edge off the bed looking back at the beautiful girl who I called my best friend. Well sort of, it all changed one night, now it's best friends with benefits. It's not that I don't enjoy it, because oh my god I do very much so, the thing is I fell in love. I fell in love with her beautiful smile, her little giggle, the way she plays with her hair when she's nervous, and when her eyes lit up when she talked about something she loves. I just couldn't get enough off her. I was good for a while but right now all I wanted to do was cuddle her as her girlfriend, not as some after fuck.

She wants to be friends forever, but I can think of something better.

Sleeping next to here was torture, but also heaven on earth. She only slept in an oversized shirt, which rode up in the night. And then I could see her panties. Like I said torture but heaven. It was heaven because who wouldn't want to see a beautiful girl, torture because I couldn't do anything, only look. When she's next to me it's not the way I want her too.

Every time is the same, she comes over on Saturday, we have a sleepovers in my bed, we fuck, she falls asleep and the next morning it's like nothing ever happened.

And now even when she holds my hand, I feel alone.

Why was she always all over me in the night, but nothing in the morning.

The nights we kiss, how her hands dances over my body, and mine over hers. The way she holds me close, not wanting me to leave. How her lips press against mine. How she teases her way down to my body. The way that girl can make you want her with just a look, or a sway with her body. She has full control and knows it.

But then the rest of the week I'm alone again. Thinking about her. Her body printed in my head. It breaks my heart I do this every single time. But at least I got her in my head.

I was so busy thinking I didn't realize she already woke up.

"hi" she said softly. God her morning voice gets me every time.

"Goodmorning" I whispered. I stood up and went to the bathroom and after that to the kitchen. I couldn't see her beautiful self lying in my bed anymore. I make us breakfast and waited till she came downstairs.

"Y/N we need to talk" she said once she took a seat on the chair.

"Okay? What about?" I softly said, I was scared what was coming. Did she know I had feelings for her?

"I can't do this anymore. I have been seeing this guy and things are getting serious, so I need to stop this." And that is how it happened, my heart breaking in a million pieces, without anyone to fix it, without having the will to fix it myself.

"O-okay" I said softly, trying to hold my tears in. "I-I need t-to.. I n-need to go" I walked away, to my car and took off, leaving a clueless Angelina in my house. I couldn't hold my tears in, I broke down in the middle of a random parking lot. I loved her, I loved her so much, I should have just told her. Oh, how I wish I could take everything back.

A year later

"To Angelina and Thom" Everybody toasted with their glasses. Here I was on the engagement party from Angelina and Thom. The girl who I still love, believe me I've tried to move on, I dated. But it's hard when all you can think about is her. I saw how happy she was, sharing a kiss with Thom, don't get me wrong Thom is a nice guy, but I don't think he is very fond of me. They have been dating for only a year and they are already engaged, They apparently knew each other a long time before the got together, so they didn't just met, but still, a year?!

"Y/N?" I heard someone say behind me. I turned around and was met with Blake, the other best friend of both Angelina and me, aka the only person who knows how I feel about Angelina. "Are you okay?" She whispered. I only nodded and excused myself to fresh up in the bathroom, this was harder than I thought. And the worst thing about it all I promised Angelina I would sleep here tonight, since we have an after party with Angelina, Thom, Blake, Jennifer, Jake and me. And it would be too much trouble to go all the way back to our own homes we agreed to sleep here.

Once everybody left, we we're only with our close friends, sitting around the table just talking and drinking. Angelina and Thom occasionally sharing a kiss. I felt Blake squeeze my hand or leg under the table every time they did that, she helped me a lot of times.

"Do you want to leave?" Blake softly whispered in my ear. I shook my head.

"You know I get annoyed by him too" she said giggling which made me laugh, I saw Angelina staring Blake down.

"Y/N do you want to help me in the kitchen?" Angelina asked, I nodded and stood up with her. Blake and I both looked confused. While Angelina stormed off to the kitchen.

"Do you have something with Blake?" She said the second we stepped in the kitchen.

"Why are you asking?" I said confused, as if it was any of her business.

"Just answer the question." She said irritated. Her stance changing, eyebrows raising, arms crossing over her chest.

"So, what if I do?" I didn't, but there was always that hope that she would choose me, and I hoped that was the reason she was acting weird, but that happens only in my wildest dreams.

"Y/N" She sighed, "Just answer the damn question"

"No okay I'm not dating Blake, god why do you want to know so badly"

"I just want to know okay." She said and walked off. I walked back in room and saw Angelina all over Thom. And when I say all over, I really mean all over, like get a room all over.

"What did she say?" Blake asked me once I said down. We both looked at Thom and Angelina sucking each other's face off.

"She asked me if we are dating" I shrugged. Blake immediately got this look on her face which made me think she was up to something.

"What? Oh no you have that look on your face" I laughed, that can never be a good idea with Blake.

"Go along, okay?" Blake asked, I just nodded, how bad could it get. I felt Blake grab my hand and pulling me in a darker corner of the room. She came so close to me that our lips almost touched.

"Pretend you're kissing me" Blake whispered moving her head, so it looked like she was kissing me.

"Blake w-what"

"Shh just go with it" I didn't know what to do, and I trusted Blake, so I turned my head and making the angle look right. I felt Blake grab my waist and I put my hands on her neck, to make it look more real. In a split-second Blake was being pulled backwards and I saw a very mad Angelina staring at me.

"Why did you lie?" She said, I could hear the crack in her voice. I didn't know what to do and before I had a change to reply Angelina ran off to the bathroom.

Blake took my hand, and we ran after her, towards her room and the bathroom door was already shut and locked.

"Angelina, open up" Blake said knocking on the door.

"How could you do this Blake" I heard her cry. What was going on. "You know I love her. You know that!" She screamed through the door. I could hear her breakdown. I wanted to go in there and hold her.

"If you love her, then why are you getting engaged" Blake said, I wanted to open my mouth but, Blake held her hand over my mouth to make sure I wouldn't say anything, I wanted so badly. I couldn't hear her breakdown like this and don't help her.

"You know my parents will never accept me with a girl" Angelina cried.

"But you love her" Blake whispered.

"I love her so fucking much it hurts" I heard Angelina whisper through the door. Oh my god, she loves me.

Angelina

Fucking

Jolie

Loves

Me!

"What am I supposed to do Blake" Angelina cried.

"Do you love him?" Blake asked, I closed my eyes, getting ready to be hurt.

"No" She whispered.

"Do you love her?" Blake asked again, I didn't know what was happening anymore, it felt like I was about to faint.

"Yes" Angelina breathed out.

"Then you know what to do" Blake said "Open up" Blake spoke and walked away, out the room, closing the door behind her. I was frozen in my spot. I heard the lock slowly opening, the door handle moved down. It felt like everything was in slow-motion. My breath quickened, but my feet where stuck to the ground, it was if I was glued down. The door creaks, slowly opening. Her feet appeared and then the rest of her body followed.

"Bl—" She was about to speak, till we made eye contact. Her body froze. Her eyes widened. Her eyes went from my one eye to my other, I saw her panicking on the inside. The eye contact, the tension, it was all killing me. I dropped my eyes down to her lips, admiring them, I could almost feel them on my lips again, on my skin, gliding over my body.

Her eyes moved down to my lips to, she looked in a trance. Her eyes went up again, her soft smile appeared, and in a split second we found ourselves moving forward, her lips collided with mine in a hungry kiss.

"I fucking love you Y/N" She whispered against my lips. I couldn't contain the smile on my face

"FINALLY!" I heard Blake say through the door. We both giggled, her eyes looking deep in mine. "YOU HAVE KNOW IDEA HOW LONG I WAITED FOR THIS! But now stop sucking face, cause Angelina you got something to do!" Blake said, I was expecting for Angelina to immediately freak out, but instead the opposite happened.

"Yeah, I do" She whispered, and she smiled lightly, like a love-struck teen. She gave me another sweet kiss and walked out the door. Her hips swaying away, I couldn't help but stare. I looked up and saw a grinning Blake look at me.

"You're welcome" Blake winked and walked off. Both girls leaving me standing there. 

A/N: Took me ages, but here you go 

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