I pull a few dresses out of my closet and lay them down on my bed. Once Mione comes out of the bathroom, I ask her and Pansy for their opinions on what I should wear.

Hermione was just wearing some comfy clothes, and Pansy as well. I know it's just a small party, with no more than twenty people, but I still wanted to look nice. For him.

"Just wear some sweatpants and a hoodie, the common room gets cold at night." Pansy says to me while her eyebrows frown, a confused expression on her face.

I swish air around my empty cheeks for a few seconds and click my tongue while I think to myself. Enzo has seen me in much worse condition and he doesn't care if I look bad, so there really is no need to get dolled up.

I shrug my shoulders as I gather the dresses and walk back to the closet, hanging them up where they were before. I open one of my drawers to reveal a bunch of random clothes, all folded.

I quickly pull out a random pair of grey sweatpants. I checked the size on the back of the inside and looked at the tag. It was a pair of Berkshire sweatpants. Enzo's. I must've taken these a long time ago.

A very long time ago. These pants were smaller than the ones he has now, so I'm guessing that they are a few years old and have just been buried for a while.

I quickly got dressed since the girls were rushing me. They claim that the party started twenty minutes ago, but even that is a short amount of time.

The three of us sped walked down the corridor, and then down the common room stairs. I saw a lot of students from different houses scattered, maybe over 80 people. Pansy and Hermione were already gone when I turned to the side.

I looked around the common room searching for Enzo. It took me a few minutes since the party lights messed with my eyes. I saw him talking to a girl, average height, both of them with drinks in their hands. A gust of jealousy passes over me, and I need to cure it.

I quickly walk over to the pair, empty handed and I'm doing it for a reason. I accidentally bump into a few people, mostly other slytherins, as I make my way over to them. It feels like I've been walking for ages before I finally reach the two.

I walk up behind Enzo, reaching his side, but he doesn't notice that I'm there. I attempt to listen to their conversation but I can't hear them over the loud music. I continue to look at her, and she knows that I'm here, but she pays me no mind. I feel outraged when she laughs about something he said before putting her hand on his arm. He doesn't even try to move away.

I move closer to him, finally in his view, and he looks surprised.

The girl and I both watch as he takes a sip of his drink, she looks so amused for some weird reason, which made me even more angry. Who does she think she is? He doesn't want her.

Her entire expression went from happy to annoyed when she saw me take his drink from his hands and drink it, my lips on the exact part that his were just on, and at the end I do a slight sucking motion while looking at her.

I feel his eyes on my skin, burning right through me, but I'm too focused on her. The way her eyes were filled with rage just amused me. I turn to look up at him, before I put my hand on the back of his head, bringing my lips to his ear.

"Go get us some shots and a few pre rolls, please?" I whisper to him seductively, and he practically flies to fill my every need.

I'm kinda bored, and maybe a little jealous, so I decide that playing with the poor girl is gonna make that all go away. She looks angry, probably because I just stole her supposed to be one night stand. He's for me and me only. It sounds obsessive and possessive, but it's not. I just know what he wants.

"What's your name and house?" I ask the girl who's at least one or two inches taller than me. She looks a little embarrassed, and I don't know why.

"Alice, Ravenclaw. You?" She answers me while returning the question. She sounds like a bitch if I'm being honest.

"Y'n, Slytherin. Are you in your seventh year? You're quite tall..." I say ignorantly. I want to hear her response. I hope she's bold.

"No, I'm in sixth like you, except you're just short." She replies with an eye roll. Hm. Bold. Very.

"You think she's short to you? Imagine how I feel." Enzo laughs out behind me, I just couldn't see him of course. All I saw was her stupid smile return when she heard him talking to her.

"How do you feel, Enzo?" I ask him as I grab a shot of clear alcohol from the tray he brought. Downing the liquid, I hear him answer my question, "You make me feel like a giant. You are like what? 5'2?" He says to me before also taking a shot.

"Mhm. Stick around, I like you," I lie to the girl as she pushes a few strands of her black shoulder length hair behind her large ear to expose her earrings, and she also pushes her glasses up.

"I don't know. I feel a bit..." She stops when she looks at me from head to toe, "Unworthy and unwanted."

This bitch.

"No, please, stick around. We should be friends." I lie to her again. She looks at me and nods slightly, agreeing with me, but still not completely convinced that I have pure intentions.

Before I could turn around, I felt Enzo grab my arm, pulling me a few feet away from Alice.

"Can you please stop?" He whispers in my ear, and although I already knew what he meant, I still acted dumb.

"Stop what?" I peered up at him innocently. Although he couldn't hear what I said, he read my lips. I saw the way he looked at my lips. He wanted to kiss them, but I won't let him.

"Just leave the poor girl alone, she's nice." He says in my ear again, still trying to defend her. Idiot.

"Not to me." I reply with annoyance ridden in my tone. Why is he defending her? I walk away and head to one of the sofas. Alice followed behind me, per my request a few minutes ago.

Enzo follows Alice, but sits next to me. Alice sits on one of the chairs across. Enzo sets the tray down and we all grab a shot.

"To Y/n being free again!" Enzo cheers, but Alice looks confused as if she didn't hear him. Good. We all drank the shots, and surprisingly, Alice didn't flinch. I'm starting to doubt her.

Enzo then grabs one of the pre rolls, bringing it closer to my face, and finally putting it between my lips. I watched as he clicked the lighter, the flame lighting the blunt, and all I felt was the smoke fill my mouth as I inhaled. I could feel the smoke entering the back of my throat before it all disappeared, then finally appearing again as I exhaled.

He took the blunt from my mouth and took a hit. After that, he offered it to Alice but she shook her head. She was clearly upset that our lips were somehow "touching" for the second time tonight, but little does she know that our lips explored each other in many ways that I shouldn't say.

Enzo and I continued passing each other the blunt as we conversated with Alice. She was so boring. After the first blunt was finished, the three of us continued to down the shots until Enzo stood up to get us more drinks. He's already tipsy, and I am too. The crossfade felt amazing, and I'm so glad to be back to my usual self.

Motherhood is truly amazing but I do miss my teenage years. All the parties, trips to hogsmeade, the dances with my friends, and more. I missed this feeling. The dizziness from the alcohol but the calmness from the weed. It makes everything go away. My thoughts were interrupted when Enzo returned with the same tray refilled with not only shots, but some other drinks.

He sat back in his seat, passing me a drink. He watched as I took a sip, but then grabbed the drink from me, setting it down on the table. All I could smell was alcohol on his breath as he whispered in my ear, "We should go upstairs."

As bad as I want to, I wanna mess with Alice. She wants him but she won't get him. "Maybe in a bit." I say to him sweetly, and he replies with a smile. No matter what, he's always in a good mood when he's not sober.

I look over to Alice, her cheeks flushed with pink, and her eyebrow twitching slightly.

"Are you okay?" I chuckle a bit and she just rolls her eyes. I'm just making sure she's alright but okay. She directs the conversation to Enzo.

"So Lorenzo, which dorm is yours? Maybe I could check it out sometime.." Alice says to him. Bold. Very.

"Third to last on the right side." I respond to her question, which she didn't ask me. I watched as her breathing got heavier, she's getting sick of me.

"Lorenzo, do you wanna finish the party in your room? I could make tonight the best night of your life," She offers him, but he just turns to me, extremely uncomfortable.

I swing my legs over his as he puts his hand in between my thighs, slowly moving his hand higher. She watches as my legs shift a little, me clearly being turned on, and it makes her mad.

"No wonder Mattheo cheated on you..." She says loudly.

Ouch.

"Are you actually a ravenclaw?" I ask the girl, trying to pretend that her words didn't affect me. They hurt a little, but not enough to ruin my night.

"Yes, just not like the others." She replies, following with a hit of a new blunt. Strange. Her personality is so different from Luna's.

"The hat was wrong." Enzo and I laughed at her. Randomly, my eye focused on a figure in the background. Two actually. Mattheo and Lola. Yes, Enzo's ex. I secretly hint to Enzo, and he slowly looks over to them. All they were doing was making out.

Before I could turn my head back, Enzo grabbed my hips, pulling me on top of him, then pulling me in for a kiss. A sloppy kiss, since we are both drunk and high. We can barely think straight, but we knew that we wanted this. You'd think we were in love with the way we were kissing, and we are. Madly.

Once we both pulled away, Alice was gone, and I felt a lot of eyes on us. Two in particular. Mattheo's and Lola's. I go to grab a few pre rolls and shots to take to Enzo's room, but he stops me.

"Leave these here for the needy, I have some upstairs." He speaks gently with his eyes reddened and half closed. He puts his hand on my lower back, guiding me through the crowd so we could get to his room. I watched as Lola walked away from Mattheo, leaving him alone, and Mattheo watched as Enzo pulled me away into the boys dorm hall.

When Enzo opened the door, we both saw Pansy, Blaise, and Mione sitting in a circle– triangle. They had a bottle of vodka, pre rolls, and a small bag with white powder all scattered, a few pills too. What the fuck?

"Ah, Y/n, my love, come join us!" Pansy cheers as she reaches her hand out, and Mione quickly stands, wobbling, to pull me on the floor with them. Enzo also sits down next to me, hand on my thigh.

"What are we playing?" He asks the three of them, and Blaise replies with truth or dare. I hate this game. I watched as they played the game, until it was my turn.

"Y/n, truth or dare?" Hermione asked me while her eyes were dropped, she looked crazy high.

"Dare." I say boldly. I usually pick truth, but I wanted to challenge myself. It was clearly the liquor and weed getting to my head.

"I dare you to do a cartwheel," Hermione laughs out. Easy. I'm very flexible. I stand up, positioning myself to do the cartwheel.

When I do try, I fail and land on my back. Humiliating, but hilarious. Everyone bursts into laughter, including me.

"That's not fair, I'm flexible. I'm gonna try again tomorrow." I say to Mione jokingly.

"Very flexible." Enzo says, and the only ones who heard that was Blaise and I. Blaise looks at me with a shocked expression as if he didn't know.

We all played a few more rounds until Pansy decided to do a "special round". She said we all have to answer a question, like a group truth.

"Who did everyone lose their virginity to? I'll go first. Lorenzo. It was pretty good." She spoke with slurred words. My eyes widened with shock. Pansy and Enzo? Oh...

"We weren't as close as we are now, so it wasn't weird." She ensured everyone. Hermione and Blaise don't seem shocked. Am I the only one who didn't know? It was Hermione's turn but she decided to go to the bathroom so we just finished without her.

"I honestly can't remember her name. I think it was Aria? No. She had short black hair, or maybe brown. Glasses, and brown eyes." He describes the girl, and my mind can only think of one person.

"Alice?" I question him, and he confirms.

"You fucked a ravenclaw?" I ask him in disbelief, shocked as well.

"Luna's a ravenclaw, and I fuck her everynight. Alice is a slytherin. I don't know who told you otherwise." Blaise says to me after taking another shot.

I knew it. She lied to me.

"Pansy. We both were dumb and young." Enzo says while he takes a hit of his blunt. What the fuck? I would've never thought that they would ever sleep together. Even the thought of them holding hands is weird to me.

"Y/n? It's your turn." Pansy reminds me as she throws a small pillow at my face.

"Enzo." I say to the group. I wanna go to bed already. This is kinda weird.

"Wow, Lorenzo. Remind me again, how many girls' virginity did you take?" Blaise laughs out, and Enzo chuckles a bit. Pansy and I feel weirded out so we both look at each other.

"Just these two. Don't make me seem like a whore."

"You are a whore." Pansy blurts out randomly. Everyone breaks into a contagious laughter until we all end up back in a circle.

I look around on the floor at the pills. I wonder what they do, how they make you feel. I picked one up, "What are these?" I question them all, genuinely curious.

"If I tell you, it won't be fun," Pansy says to me while picking one up. Blaise also grabbed one. They both take the pill and instead of using water or juice, they use vodka.

I bring the pill to my mouth, a shot in hand, ready to take it, before Enzo grabs the pill from my fingers.

"Give it back," I complain to him as I reach for it, but he pulls his hand back, restricting me.

"No, it's addictive,"

"Come on, it's just one. We are having a party," I say to him with alcohol on my tongue. He shakes his head as if he was ashamed before handing the pill back to me. He also grabbed one, swallowing it quickly.

"Fuck it." He says to me. Before I could blink, music was being blasted in the room, and we all stood up to dance. Hermione and Pansy were dancing with Blaise, Enzo with me.

I remember looking into his red eyes for a few seconds before everything went black.

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I woke up from the sound of my heartbeat in my brain. The throbbing pains were horrible. I could barely keep my eyes open since the sunlight burned, but I did it. I looked to my right and saw Enzo, on the floor next to me, passed out. We both were shirtless, but our pants were still on, my bra was on as well. I guess we started something that we couldn't finish.

I looked towards my feet and saw Blaise also passed out, a lighter in his hand. What the hell happened last night? I don't even remember coming upstairs.

I looked at Blaise' bed and saw the girls sleeping somewhat peacefully and for some reason, I looked over at Enzo's bed. Although we weren't in it, I still looked because why weren't we in his bed? I'm glad I checked because I saw two figures in the sheets. I saw a small foot hanging off the bed, toenails painted black with a silver anklet on.

What the fuck? I sat up to get a better view of the pair on the bed. A girl with black hair, and a boy with dark brown curls. I turn back to my right to shake Enzo.

"Wake up, there's two people in your bed." I whisper to him.

"What?" He confusingly asks, and his eyes start opening.

"There are two naked people laying on your bed." I repeat, and the nasty part is that the sheets were never changed from yesterday morning, so they slept on them.

Enzo slowly sits up, rubbing his head and grunting. His head was also hurting really bad. I hate the morning after, it sucks.

He turns to look at his bed, disgusted that someone was lying in it. I look around on the floor for my shirt.

"Where's my shirt?" I question him as I continue to look around and feel around. Enzo ignored me and threw a black shirt at me. The one he was wearing yesterday. It reeked of alcohol but I still put it on.

We both stood up and walked over to his bed, getting a good look at the pair. I look over at the nightstand that has my things in it and see a pair of glasses. Alice. I watch as Enzo tosses a cup of water on the two kid's faces. The way they jumped out of the bed was hilarious, luckily they had undergarments on.

I was already shocked to see Alice in Enzo's bed, but my entire brain broke once I saw Arlo standing by the huge window. He grabbed a shirt off the bed, I'm guessing it was his, and he dried his face and hair with it.

"What was that for?" The two asked in unison, eyes still barely open and their faces wet. Alice couldn't see what was going on so she put her glasses on.

"For sleeping in my bed. I really hope you two didn't shag on it as well."

"We didn't." Alice confirmed while she dressed herself.

No more than two minutes later, both of them were dressed. Alice and Arlo started gathering the sheets and pillowcases from the bed. They are taking them because they should wash them, but little do they know how dirty they really are.

Arlo makes a weird face before saying, "These sheets smell like–" Alice cut him off, "Sex..." Both of them looked at Enzo, then me, then back at Enzo before dropping the sheets and walking out the door quickly.

Enzo and I couldn't help but laugh as Arlo slammed the door. Surprisingly, the other three didn't flinch or wake up when the door was closed. I helped Enzo take the rest of the sheets off and completely undress the bed before we put clean sheets and pillowcases on.

As soon as the bed was made, I wanted nothing more than to fall asleep, but before I could lay down, Luna walked in with Aurora.

"Morning, I just wanted to bring her in to see you before we started our day." Luna cheerily says as she walks over and hands me the baby. I quickly give her a kiss on the top of her head before handing her back to Luna. I taste the alcohol on my breath and I don't want her smelling it, so Luna backs away a few feet.

"She took a bath last night, she's been such a great baby. If I could keep her forever, I would." She says happily as she cradles Aurora. I wish she could keep her for just a few more hours, or at least until this headache goes away.

"That's great. What did you mean when you said you were gonna start your day?" I question her.

"Well, Blaise sent over a heaping load of galleons last night so I decided to go on a shopping spree with baby Aurora, if that's okay with you."

"Be my guest, you are a lifesaver." I said to her while my eyes started closing. She said goodbye and left, and once the door shut, my eyes did too. 

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