Anxiety

People misunderstand this commonly known mental illness. Its not just fear, its also worrying, blood pumping, making us tremble... Talking to people is a nightmare, and when we don't have friends, its even harder to survive. Parents make us do shit that make us blood shot, and make us want to die... its like teachers want us to faint in front of everyone. Its like this world wants everyone to drown in fear... and yet this world wants to be happy.


If your friends with someone with anxiety, don't force them to do things that they don't want to do. Anxiety feels like something twisting your stomach, holding your nose closed, choking you, holding your mouth so you cant scream, anxiety is fear in the most tormenting ways possible. It makes tears in our eyes, but they wont fall, our vision gets blurry, all we can see are peoples opinions, and its hard to understand unless you have anxiety...


here... let me explain.


Short story...


II was standing there in the front of the class, my breathing stiffens, I feel like I'm dying, I can't breathe! My lungs aren't working, my chest is compressing, my face is red, my palms are sweaty. My chest is twisting, my eyes are tearing up... I-I can't move... I-I'm trembling so much... they're faces, they're faces... their judging me, they think I just want attention! I-I look over at my teacher, I see her face twisted into anger... I look back and see their faces... Their faces!! I-I can't I open my mouth, but nothing comes out, my heat is beating out of my chest, why cant anyone see what I'm going through?! Why cant they see?! Why the hell are they putting me through this?! I look at my friends and I see them chuckling... I start talking... quietly... I don't want them to judge me anymore... this wouldn't happen is the teacher isn't assign this speech thing... Why do people make us go through the living hell of fear...


This never happened to em but it did happen to one of my friends, she actually fainted and we had to call the nurse... I forgot when this happened but I felt so bad for her...

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