"FELIX I-I can't find y/n I don't know what to do. I think someone's taken her!!!"

I cry, down the phone.

"Okay okay try calm down. I'm coming cover now. Stay there."

Felix replies.

I hug dumpling while I cry, waiting for Felix to come.

Felix comes rushing through the door in less then 5 minutes.

"Hyung."

He shouts.

I quickly put dumpling on the floor and hug Felix tightly. I cry into his shoulder while he rubs my back.

"Felix what if she's hurt?"

I continue to cry.

"Don't worry yet, we don't know anything for sure. Did she leave her phone?"

He asks.

"I'll call her now?"

I answer before ringing her.

The second the phone starts ringing it comes up with the answer machine.

"Do you think she's gone on a walk or something?"

Felix questions.

"No she wouldn't of gone on a walk without dumpling."

I reply.

"Okay hyung I don't want to freak you out but is there anyone who would want to hurt you or y/n? Like do you have any idea of who could've done this?"

Felix asks.

"Her family, her adoptive family. FELIX WHAT IF THEY HURT HER AGAINNN."

I freak out loosing any control I had left over my tears.

"Channie it's okay. We will find her. Should we tell the police? They might be able to help."

Felix tries to calm me down.

"N-not yet. That might make things worse. I don't even know where she used to live."

"What about her diary. Do you think she would of written anything in there like maybe her adoptive parents names?"

Felix says.

I quickly run to our bedroom and open her diary.

I felt kinda guilty reading it but if it meant saving her life then I had no other choice but to.

Reading her diary just made me cry even more. I missed her so much, I wanted to be with her so bad. I was so scared she would get hurt again and I wouldn't be able to stop it. She wrote everything in this book, from her nightmares to her feelings and she even wrote about the good memories she had.

"Sunghoon?"

I mumble after coming across that name in her diary.

"Who's that?"

Felix curiously asks.

"I think it's her adoptive brother. He used to beat her as well."

I quietly answer unable to read properly, due to the tears pouring out my eyes.

"Does it say anything else?"

Felix questions.

"No it just says his name, and from what I can gather they lived in the country far out from other people."

I reply.

After coming to the end of her diary I can't stop crying.

"I miss her lix."

I cry in Felix's arms trying to receive some sort of comfort.

"I know hyung we will find her soon don't worry. Why don't we try get some rest, it's late. We can continue to find her tomorrow but right now you need to rest. It won't be good for your health if you get no sleep."

Felix suggests.

"No, No I'm not going to sleep till I find her. I'm not doing anything, Felix I need her I-I can't cope w-without her I-"

I panic, I run my fingers through my hair trying to think straight.

"CHAN, CHAN SNAP OUT OF IT. Chan it's not good for you, y/n would never ever want you to be unhealthy because of her. She always made sure you looked after your body, you can't just give up when she's not around chan. We will be able to do better tomorrow if we get some sleep now, okay?"

Felix cuts me off as the tears slowly trickle down his cheeks.

I nod my head as the tears stream down my face. Felix sits me on the bed and picks dumpling up placing him on my lap.

Dumpling is still whining which only makes me sadder.

"I'm going to wash up okay hyung?"

Felix says leaving the room.

*Felix's POV*

I walk out the bathroom and overhear Chan talking to dumpling.

"I wish you could talk so you could tell me what happened. I'm so scared, what if we lose her. You miss her too right? It won't be the same if she's gone. She was happy, she was the happiest she has ever been and then this had to happen. Why is her life so hard, my poor y/n. Why does it have to be so difficult for her, she is so strong and I know she will be able to get through it but I can't even be there to help her. I wanna protect her, I promised I would. What if I lose her trust."

It breaks my heart seeing him so sad. It's hard for me not to worry about y/n but I know I have to stay strong, not for me but for chan. I am the one who has to help him right now, I can't let it affect me.

*Chans POV*

Felix walks in and hugs me gently.

"Come one Hyung let's sleep."

He whispers laying me down on the bed and pulling the duvet over me.

I hug dumpling tightly and Felix lays next to me.

He back hugs me tightly wrapping his arms around my waist.

I turn around and whisper...

"Can I lay on your chest, thats what I do with y/n if I'm stressed."

"Of course come here."

Felix answers.

I lay my head on his chest still with dumpling in my arms while Felix plays with my hair.

"Am I as comfy as y/n?"

Felix questions.

"No, you don't have any boobs, hers are big and soft all you have is a hard flat chest."

I reply.

"Ouch."

Felix quietly whispers, making me smiles ever so slightly.

A few hours pass and I still can't sleep that's when I get a phone call.

"I-its from y/n."

I say, sitting up.

Felix quickly sits up as well.

I answer the phone.

"Y/n?"