A/N: this was suggested to me (I will not make public who it is unless they say it is) and I hope you all enjoy this!

⚠️Warnings⚠️: anxiety, stress, lotion, slow sex, cussing?, massage, no pulling out or known contraception used
Ethan's POV (OMG WE SWITCHING IT UP)

It has been too much today, work has been pilling up and my computer has just been horrible, switching off, not saving progress, and overall just being a pain in the ass. At this point I don't even know if I am going to be able to edit today, my video for today finally posted but my editing software has only been shit.

Y/N has been worried, seeing my stressed state and she is concerned that I'm not taking care of myself. Yeah, I haven't eaten today or had my morning shower but that's nothing, I just haven't had time or had the motivation, my anxiety and stress just has been too much.

When I heard the door of my editing room open and the soft footsteps leading toward me, I looked over to see my beautiful Y/N, sweatpants hanging low on her hips and one of my t-shirts covering her torso. She looks at me with love and care and I knew she was gonna ask me to do something along of the lines of taking care of myself, "Ethan please come relax with me for a bit, your stressed, I miss you, and I want you to be well taken care of" she says with worry written all over her face.

Of course I can't say no to her again, I felt bad but I've been having to politely decline her proposals of sweet acts, so I reply back to her, "of course, my love". A huge smile covers Y/N's face, she reaches out her hand and I grab it sweetly and follow her to our bedroom.

Y/N opens the door and my jaw drops in awe, the room was darkened, the curtains pulled over the windows and the only light being emitted was from sweet smelling candles and the LED lamps we had around the room, the light blue setting a relaxing mood. "Oh my- Y/N, why?" I said out loud with my breath that I didn't know I was holding, "because I care, so please, take your shirt off and lay on our bed" she said, I made a confused face and we both laughed, I rolled my eyes a bit and did as she said.

I got onto our bed, leaning my head and upper back against the pillows staring at Y/N searching for her next move, I am always too eager for her next actions. She looks at me and laughs, "not like that! Face down, you dummy, I'm giving you a massage" she cackles out. My face went a bit red before joining her a bit with giggles, I followed suit and moved some pillows around so I could rest my head against my arms. I relaxed and let out a sigh, already feeling a little less stressed.

When Y/N's tender hands smoothly moved down my back, I was a little surprised at how cold they were. She giggled a bit at my slight jump, but she calmed when her hands reached the waistband of my sweatpants and boxers, her fingertips slightly went under them and pulled it down a bit so some more of my back was exposed. When she pulled away I was a bit sad, wanting her hands on me, but when they returned I could feel the freezing lotion on my skin. "Holy fuck that's cold" I said, "shhh you're ruining the experience" she replied with a giggle as she continued.

Apparently her angle next to me was not good, so she decided to kneel over me, her thighs on each side of my hips and her crotch pressed to my ass. Never thought that would turn me on, but here we are. She continued rubbing her hands into my back, finding the knots and massaging them so I felt less tense. With each movement against my back, she rocked her hips back and forth a bit, clearly not to pleasure herself but only to help her movements into my back.

When she would press against a tense part of back a small groan would leave my mouth, the non sexual pleasure it was bringing me was great. Once she finished my back I heard a quiet, "turn over" before she pulled herself off of me, I let out an almost silent whine at the loss of contact but flipped over.

I laid against a pillow once again and put my arms behind my head, watching Y/N as she looked at me a bit confused. "What's wrong, honey?" I said, worried for her, "I don't know where to sit" she replied, I didn't say anything else, but only patted my thighs. She smiled and straddled my legs, but almost on my hips.

Y/N reached over grab some more lotion and then rubbed it onto both of her hands, looking down and touching my chest, she looked like a kid in a candy store, her eyes full of joy and smirking a bit. Her hands caressed the muscles on my torso, nearly touching my nipples which she knows are sensitive. She rubbed the lotion into my skin, the sweet smell filling my senses and making me hum, Y/N continued her motions into my skin and watched her hands intently, not seeing my eyes concentrating on her face. Watching as she tucks her lip between her teeth and her eyebrows furrow as she focuses on my chest, I take my right arm from behind my head and bring it down to hold her hip, finally getting my own hand on her.

I could see Y/N's cheeks flush pink as I touched her, even after being together for so long she still blushes. I softly hold her hip, dragging my fingertips up and down as she continued her own hands against me.

After the lotion was rubbed into my chest, she must have decided she had to do my shoulders, and lord knows how much she loves to hold them. Y/N grabbed more lotion and started to reach to touch my shoulders, but clearly she had to move up. She must have been a bit afraid to as she just continued extending her body instead of just shifting forward. "Oh come on, Y/N" I say before putting my other hand on her hip and bringing her closer, she is basically sitting on my crotch at this point and this is what she was probably afraid of, but I have no complaints.

Y/N's cheeks flushed again, this time bright red, we smiled at each other and she resumed her previous actions. I kept my hands on her, massaging my thumbs into her skin and caressing the gentle beauty in front of me.

When Y/N suddenly pushed herself forward to reach above me I was not prepared, her heat grinding against me and breasts above my face. I let out a groan, not expecting the sudden movement that made me feel the most devious ways.

"Y/N careful" I whined to her as she sat herself back down carefully, "I'm sorry, love" she purred back before laying herself down on me, resting the side of her head against my chest and closing her eyes. But I'm the process of this, she yet again pushed herself against my member, and at this point I was getting hard.

"Y/N" I said in a more dangerous tone, but she only giggled back. She sat up again and grabbed the bottom hem of her shirt, lifting it above her head and removing it, tossing it somewhere beside the bed. Y/N smiled at me before leaning down to connect our lips, I pulled my head up a bit to meet her but she pushed my head back down against the pillows. My hands reached for her sweatpants, sticking my thumbs down the waistband and starting to pull them down, looking for the top of panties but they were nowhere to be found. I smiled into our kiss and continued to take her pants off, she got back onto me and sat herself up and rubbed against my member through my pants, and the visual of her naked body just on top got the best of me.

I aggressively grabbed my pants and boxers and pulled them off and putting Y/N back over me, this time she placed herself on my stomach. "Calm down there, Ethan. We never have slow sex, please" Y/N says, and I realized she's right, we never just make love and go slow, so I let her lead this.

Y/N moves herself so she can be over my member, she grabs it softly and pumps it a few times, then bringing her hand up to her mouth and let some spit dribble down to her palm, this seemed to have gone is slow motion for me. Seeing her naked body over mine and the way she can make something so vulgar look so elegant. She brought her hand down to my cock and rubbed her spit onto it and she slowly lowered herself onto me, loud sighs leaving both of our mouths.

My hands grabbed her hips once again, digging my nails in and trying to not just take her my own way, trying to respect her slow lovemaking ways. After a moment of peace and accepting the warmth that overcame us, Y/N moved her hands to my chest and pressed her palms down as she moved her hips up. Slowly going up and down and appreciating the sweet moments of passion, her eyes closed and jaw lay slack in pleasure, quiet moans leaving her mouth every so often.

I guided her hips as I know her legs start to hurt sometimes when she is on top, "do you want me on top, baby?" I asked Y/N, hoping to help her in any way possible. She nodded in response and I gently pulled her off of me, leading her to her back and resting her head on the pillows, I parted her legs and took in the view, loving just how wet and sweet she always is. I pushed myself into her slowly and leaned down so I was near her face, looking into her eyes as she looked pleadingly up at me. I put my mouth near her ear let the quiet moans and groans leave my lips and enter her head, letting her know just what she does to me.

When I looked over to see her eyes rolling back a bit I sped the pace up just a small bit, and she opened her mouth and let out a moan as she clenched her muscles around me. I felt her nails dig into my shoulders as she came, only egging on my own orgasm.

I pushed myself into her even deeper and felt her pulsating around me, when she started to quietly praise me and encourage me I knew I was done for.

My cum shot into her body, my eyes squeezing shut and a groan leaving my lips, feeling so overcome with pleasure I just couldn't control my passion. I stayed inside her, pulling one hand up to caress her face admiring just how amazing she is.

"You're too good for this world. You take such good care of me, I love you so much" I said to her lovingly.

"Of course, who else would take care of a dork like you" Y/N with a smile, before I attacked her with kisses until she said she loved me back.