Почему я не там, где ты?

Почему я не там, где ты?

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"почему я не там, где ты?" -
самый важный вопрос, которым задаемся практически каждый день, каждую секунду, каждое мгновение, которое проводим друг с другом, но не можем коснуться, увидеть улыбку, посмотреть в глаза, ощутить дыхание.
остаётся лишь сильно сжимать кулаки, потом быстро отвлекаться и строчить тебе в ответ что-то из ряда "засыпай со мной".
окурки сигарет, литры алкоголя не могут выразить человеческую скуку, которая распространяется на километры.
особенно страшно, если километров больше, чем твои наличные деньги за эту неделю.
особенно страшно, когда разница во времени больше, чем пальцы одной руки.
особенно страшно, когда во время сильной скуки ты прикасаешься к монитору, вместо человека.

"почему я не там, где ты?" -
задаваясь этим вопросом, мы каждый раз захлёбываемся в океане мыслей, когда все они связаны с тобой и сослагательным наклонением "бы"
думаем, что жизнь намного была бы лучше, если бы я засыпал и просыпался вместе с тобой, а не с телефоном в обнимку, где открыта твоя страница.
считаем, что жизнь была бы намного ярче, если бы я мог видеть твоё заспанное выражение

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