The More I Try to Forget, the More That I Remember

The More I Try to Forget, the More That I Remember

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This is my flight of stairs that I choose to walk on,
So I can at least admit I have tried.
Go on, rub it in my face that you were right,
That the path I chose was the wrong one.
I have ached, and I have hurt.
But I am proud of who I am,
Even though, at times,
I find that hard to believe.

© Romina Chan ™ 2022
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- Last updated at 07:46 01-03-2023

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