How to break a Heart

Something makes me wonder from my past
Something that built an issue about trust
Cause the last time she left couple of cracks
Lets see a rundown of the marks

For years I'm alone but still happy
I don't need much company
I only socialize with my family
and also with my close buddies

My life was fine before we got along
Yes I found her when there was something wrong
She has a problem she carries on
She felt so helpless and cant take it long

I'm never good in comforting people
But I tried to stop her tears and sniffles
I can feel her heart and mind tremble
and as she talk her voice wiggles

I don't know how it happened
It was all of a sudden
We were there for a while
then her face lighten

The smile of her lips is now painted on her face
I'm sure I helped her cause there's only us on the place
Then my heart was lifted and beats with haste
I was so happy and I have my bag in front of me, embraced.

We were almost always together
It felt like I wanted to keep her
Not that I want to make her world tinier
It's that I want to keep her closer

We got really close I think
We wanted same food and drinks
We've been to different trips
Somehow happiness found its tricks

I'm sure I was in love so bad
When she's near my heart beats fast
I did everything to make it last
And I told her then she agreed with that

Then one day we were texting
I can't understand what she's saying
All we have, I mean everything
She's acting like it was nothing

She pushed me away
What should I say?
I can't fight for a reason to stay
Cause she somehow disregard it in a way

I let her go cause she left me with no choice
Now who has the tears and wiggling voice
Now I felt like there's no place to go

She came back to me with an offer
She wants to make what we have better
Yes you're right I accepted her
Cause I have nothing against her

Same things happened
She cries and I let her to my shoulders
She thanks me for everything