Harrowing Hiraeth: Suicide note that I never wrote

Harrowing Hiraeth: Suicide note that I never wrote

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𝗛𝗶𝗿𝗮𝗲𝘁𝗵 : longing for a home which never existed

A poetry collection of obscure sorrows, of longing, solitude, nostalgia, healing and trauma.

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ᴅɪsᴄʟᴀɪᴍᴇʀ

-> This poetry collection or title, in no way romanticises self-harm but sympathises with those affected by it. In no way, I promote or glorify any type of romanticism of suffering of any kind. The title is hinting towards healing; "towards the note that I never wrote" because I am healing.

The poems are all inspired by my personal experiences, so it's my story, my experience, not relating to anyone else. Any relation will be a coincidence.

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