Finding my Penance

Finding my Penance

Updating
  • Reads
  • Likes
  • Chapters
Category: Poetry
So this is a collection of poetry that I've written. Some of it's very fantastical. Some of it is mythological. Some of it is domestic. There's not really one specific theme or style. They're not all about me and not all from my point of view. Most of the poems here can be found on Tumblr and I'm just trying to put everything in one place. Common themes include love, friendship, revolution, redemption, suffering, hope, small acts of resistance, abuse, and spirituality.

Related stories

Pretty Cannon Fodder [Unlimited]

Name: 漂亮炮灰[无限]Author: 小阿芬[In this single-family villa, a vicious case once occurred. ][Graduation season, the protagonist and his group meet to go on a self-guided tour in a remote mountain village, laughing and laughing all the way. And the place where they settled was the place where serial murders happened in a remote location where there were constant rumors...][What awaited them was a graduation party where no survivors survived. 】  The old hapless guy who was innocently involved in the horror escape game, the well-known ghost-fearing up master Huai Jiao, after reading the story brief given by the system, pinched the horror movie standard mobile phone with low battery and no signal in his hand, and asked in a trembling voice: What? Me, what is my setting?  System: [If you want to visit the haunted house at night, when you hear the strange noise, you will go over immediately. After defeating the boss, you will never make up your knife. ] Huai Jiao: (with tears in my eyes, can my appearance be cannon fodder?System: [It's just a slightly special and beautiful cannon fodder.]...Huai Jiao feels that this unlucky game seems to be not right at all, The specific manifestation is that it should be a well-known haunted house with a gloomy atmosphere.At the moment, the young male npc sitting around him, staring at him, asked him with a strange smile-"Hello, Have you ever kissed Xing Yue?"Huai Jiao: "?"  It's an old horror movie.Overbearing, idiot, unreasonable, bad temper, rebellious, mad dog gong x escape game, forced to take emotional lines, has many husbands, coquettish, occasionally pretends to be a pig and eats a tiger, beautiful baby shou*MTL*Work DOESN'T belong to me
𝘉𝘢𝘬𝘪𝘵 𝘞𝘢𝘭𝘢 𝘒𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘔𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘭𝘢?

𝙉𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙧𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙚𝙨𝙝𝙮 𝙣𝙮𝙤 𝙠𝙖𝙮𝙖 𝙣𝙖𝙜 𝙨𝙪𝙡𝙖𝙩 𝙪𝙡𝙞𝙩 𝙣𝙜 𝙗𝙖𝙜𝙤𝙣𝙜 𝙠𝙬𝙚𝙣𝙩𝙤!😝😝
Uthando lwashabalala

Mbali finds out something very shocking about her husband on social media.Will she stay ?
Ragnarok [3]

"Asgard.""Didn't I tell you?""Asgard. Where your sister, the Goddess of Death has taken over?""I swear I told you."[Age of Ultron - Thor Ragnarok]
The Queen's Forgotten Duty : The Prophecy

The Goddess made a queen that would lead its kingdom and people, but there is this clan called 'Azusa' who defeated the queen. The queen promised to return, but 100 years have passed and there is no trace of her.Deshirina Alowyn Mistral is a young girl who thinks she's invisible. Her power manifests at a young age, but she has no control over it. Tasked with a solemn duty, she was pushed to be the queen's warrior and the kingdom's protector until the queen's return. Along her path, she encountered Ethan Delaunteris who's known as the strongest protector in history. Throughout their journey, Deshirina discovered various sides of Ethan. She finds solace, protection, affection, and understanding in his presence.However, what will happen if the queen is in a state of life and death? And what if Deshirina discovers the queen's soul sheltered within another's body? Is this a twist of fate? Or the prophecy's will? "Such a fucking messed up fate..." I whispered, stealing a glance at him. "...it seems fate has led me back to you, not as your beloved, but as your enemy, Ethan Delaunteris."Date started: May 19, 2024
Khuda Hafiz

A story of young politician and a orphan Girl. A Muslim Boy and Non Muslim Girl. Concept and cover credit goes to @Samiraminhas Start Date 5/5/2024
Jannah. [SEQUEL TO DAWUD]

We continue to follow the life of Jannah, Dawud, their family, and friends. With Jannah starting her third year of university and Dawud starting his fourth, they soon realize that getting married young is as much of a trial as it is a blessing! The two face obstacles involving wealth, patience, school, work and so much more. As everyone continues to lead different and busy lives, the task of finding shelter in one another during times of difficulty seems to get harder. Follow these two through the realities of married life as they strive in hopes of pleasing Allah and making their aspirations come true.
The Return Of The Lord God [Quick Travel]

In his quest to reverse time and space to save his fallen kingdom, the fallen prince, Bai Lixin, was bound to a dimensional system and became the host to artificial intelligence called S419M.From then on, he lived the life of the wind; world-hopping, constantly changing faces and blackening in seconds.Ancient, modern, future and post-apocalyptic worlds, mecha, blood battles, gods and demons, immortals....his mental power becoming more and more powerful, and he was on the verge of achieving the condition for reversing time and space.But unexpectedly, he triggered a hidden God-level mission: The Return of the Lord God!He had to complete this mandatory mission before he could return to his original world! If he knew how it was triggered, he would have avoided it!Alternative Title: 快穿之主神归来Author: Mu Bai [牧白]Translator: ckanda

You may also like

Journey to write

A super short story about writing.

2 1 1 Full
Stranded's not so real-life adventure

Author's notes: I wrote this because I wanted to do it all the time I played the game. I rarely play games in general. But this one grabbed my attention because of the beautiful graphics. It would be great if people could live in such a beautiful, justified, and clean world. People's minds usually are a mess so it is good to find peace in an unreal world for few moments. I hope this reading will be enjoyable. It is my first time writing in this genre.This is a fanfiction, based only on the Dragon Raja game story. It is not connected with the original "Dragon Raja" Chinese novel. I used to play this beautiful game for a long time. I took a lot of pictures while I played it so I allow myself to use them. All content in this story is midquel between the main video stories and chapters. The title is working, I can change it soon.-----Stranded is a loner in the gaming world who looks for adventures. In the game journeys, she meets different people. The video clips for the story can be watched here: https://www.youtube.com/hashtag/dragonrajamemorydream*****Chapter 1 contains the stories between the game videos: Dream, Awaken, Take the sled, Training Accident, Bondarev agent, Sunset promise, Midnight Bible, Chrismas Eve, Icy lair, Anton's burst, Listen in, Broken Specimen, Burnt black swan Bay, Death to Vila, Renata's death.*****Chapter 2 contains stories between these game videos: Cassel College, EX test, First Encounter, Caesar, Nono, Dragon servitor, Activate Vision, Nibelungen, Vs. Dragon Servitor, Dash, Daydream, Talk with Principal, Library crisis, Ice Dragon, Blood rage, and Time zero.*******

68 1 0
You Had Me At Explosives (Bakugou x Reader AU)

In a world without quirks and full of disasters, college student Kana Nakamura (or Y/n whatever you prefer) gets herself mixed up with the wrong group of people when she takes up an offer to work at a casino near her college.She meets someone there who she just can't help but feel drawn to.Will they become an item, or will his life get in the way of a relationship?

28 2 1
Golden Kiss

When children are very young, there is something they may question: Who am I? Cristo, a demon adorned with the name of a saint, asked the very same.When the hedonistic prince of the kingdom awakens his demonic knight with a kiss, the world's forced into an awry spur. Will their romance be ephemeral? Most likely. And will the merchant boy motivated by a thirst for wealth get in their way? Certainly. But will it be fun? Oh, darling, you know the answer to that.

2 1 0
two old guys in a room... they might kiss [Stucky]

Once James Buchanan Barnes and Steven Grant Rogers reconnected, they've become as close as they were in their childhood. However, neither will admit that they want their friendship to grow closer...With the help of none other than Wanda Maximoff and Natasha Romanoff, Steve and Bucky will finally begin the path to a relationship beyond others.[Updates are slow]

114 6 4
𝑾𝒐𝒓𝒕𝒉 𝑰𝒕 {𝐵. 𝐵𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑒𝑠}

* Ongoing *𝑆𝑚𝑜𝑘𝑒, 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒. 𝐹𝑖𝑟𝑒, 𝑒𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑦𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒. 𝑇ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑔𝑢𝑛𝑠ℎ𝑜𝑡𝑠 𝑖𝑛𝑣𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠 𝑎𝑠 𝐼 𝑠𝑙𝑜𝑤𝑙𝑦 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟 𝑚𝑦 ℎ𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑢𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑. 𝑃𝑎𝑖𝑛 𝑖𝑛𝑣𝑎𝑑𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑖𝑛𝑗𝑢𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝐼 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑏𝑡𝑎𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑑. 𝐵𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑑, 𝑐𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑚𝑦 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦. 𝐴 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒𝑙𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑑𝑦 𝑙𝑦𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑏𝑒𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑒, 𝐼 𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑔𝑛𝑖𝑧𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑒, 𝑛𝑜.Madelyne has had a pretty shitty past she's been trying to move on from. After three and a half years of inactivity and hiding out, what better way to get back in the serving right along none other than the Avengers. But what she already expected to be hard, turns out much harder when a certain gentleman approaches her at a bar reminding her of everything she's already forgot.* I do not own any of the characters except the ones I created.*This story does not follow most of the original storyline, and it's set in more than one time period.* Contains references to self harm, physical and mental abuse, violence, depression and torture. If any of the previously mentioned factors trigger or bother you please reconsider reading this story. You'll be reading at your own expense. *Enjoy :)

76 7 7
Two is Company (House of Anubis)

When Eddie and his sister Kira were invited by their estranged father to attend the esteemed Amun Academic Boarding School in the United Kingdom, they were unaware of exactly what they were getting into.-[Season 2 of House of Anubis told from the perspective of someone not involved in the mystery; Season 3 is split POV between Kira (OC) and Eddie Miller](Also found on Archive of Our Own)

14.8K 115 545 Full
Hearthen Arena

Some great fighters are sent to the world of Hearth and some Hearthen people became legendary figures to stop a massive invasion on their world but the question remains , who is the invader? why is he doing this?The world of Hearth was peaceful, though it was forced peace. Ferocious ruler Mahavatar had united the whole human continent and utterly destroyed other half - 'the beast race' and removed every trace of their culture from the world, he even destroyed other continents with his army of undeads .But for this aggression of Mahavatar humanity was at peace until know, some unknown invader has sided with the dark gods of the world and plans to either destroy or enslave whole world through his cosmic scale invasion .The world of hearth may turn into a ferocious battlefield with massive pools of blood, but in the end , will it survive ? or How will it survive? Still, the biggest question remains, and that is , among the champions, who will survive? and who will becomethe protagonist? Author's Note-- I will mostly be using third person in the story and only use first person when I am writing from someone's perspective (rare occurrence probably) and the personal stories of some characters before "The Beginning" and then I will probably introduce the villains in the story in subsequent chapters and many characters will/may be based on DnD, Skyrim , Hindu mythology and my imagination.I do not own any of these, I only own the characters I created from my imagination and anyone or anything having the same name or characteristics as my characters is purely coincidental and everything is completely fictitious please do not take anything seriously and if you do then avoid reading my story.

7 5 0 Full
Black Widow's Daughter (HP/PJO/Avengers Crossover)

Hi, my name is Natalya (pronounced Nat-tah-lia) Romanoff, I'm 10 years old but I turn 11 tomorrow, my mom is Natasha Romanoff or more well know as Black Widow, I don't know who my dad is but I'm fine with my mom and S.H.E.I.L.D as well as the Avengers, they are my family, but I'm closer to uncle Clint and uncle Steve more than the other male Avengers because they are the ones mom trusts to look after me when she is on a mission and Wanda and Maria aren't here, anyway sorry ADHD, anyway, I'm happy with the way my life is right now, I'm aloud to go on missions with mom and one of the other Avengers, I prank with Pietro, Loki and Clint to get on Tony's nerves, I also love testing out Tony's new Iron Man suits when mom isn't around (she would kill the others if she found out) and also you can not forget the eating competitions between all of the Avengers (excluding mom and Wanda) but mostly it ends in a tie between Thor, Pietro and myself, anyway better go to bed because tomorrow I'm finding out if I go to Hogwarts, oh yeah forgot to mention, mom is half witch, and if I go to Hogwarts, mom said I would be able to visit grandma McGonagall who took mom in when she was really little so she's like a mother to mom. Anyway I really have to go before uncle Tony and uncle Bruce come up here to knock me out before mom comes home tonight, so to save their skins I have to go to sleep, see you in the morning.~A/N~Hi, this is DisneyFanatic2014, this is what I think would happen if Nat was half witch, had a daughter and what would happen if that daughter was a demi-witch as well as having the skill set of the Avengers, find out if there are any heartbreaks, love interests or anything being plotted against the demi-gods, golden trio or the Avengers and S.H.E.I.L.D in 'Black Widow's Daughter'.

3.3K 5 44
Ash, Fire & Blood

"Humans seek to control the things they fear and if they fail to control it, they pursue to destroy it."War is inevitable. After Kaeyara's sole enemy is assassinated before her and his servants misunderstand their final exchange, she is deemed the new Queen of Anaria. Now, she must rule an entire kingdom when all she wanted to do was protect her home from a tyrannical king. With word having spread that King Handibal is dead and an untested Queen now rules, Anaria's surrounding neighbors flock to assess their new potential enemy. Unable to change back into her true form of the Great Phoenix, she must survive the power-hungry Oraclareon, dangerously curious leaders, and assassination attempts all the while hiding the power inside her that grows hungry for release with each passing day. It's only a matter of time before cataclysm strikes and the very future of Anaria now rests in Kae's hands.

14 1 0 Full