Diary of a Dermatillomaniac

Diary of a Dermatillomaniac

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Hi everyone. My name is Bailee Lewis and I am suffering from Dermatillomania, also known as Excoriation Disorder or Compulsive Skin Picking (CSP). The introduction will fill in every detail of this journal. For the most part I just want to get some pain and words off of my chest that I've held in forever. The point of this is also to educate anyone reading on CSP, which the fact and things about it will be in the intro but also if your curious about the emotional and mental effects of the disorder, I'm not gonna stop you from reading. Updates will be random, just depends on whats happening emotionally. Also the entries may be only a few words, or even many paragraphs, but the length and time of the updates will be totally random. I will not be editing either. I will write what i feel and publish it without reading it twice. So just be aware of that. Enjoy.

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