Behind fake smiles

Behind fake smiles

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'Behind fake smiles' contains all the poems I've written throughout the years of fighting the demons inside my head. This poetry book has always been kind of like a diary to me since it held secrets I couldn't confide anyone else with. And now, I'm letting all these secrets out of the bag by sharing them with the world. To me, this book is undeniably valuable for it's an important piece of proof...it's the proof that I managed to survive all those painful moments and live on.

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