Diary of a Dermatillomaniac

Hi everyone. My name is Bailee Lewis and I am suffering from Dermatillomania, also known as Excoriation Disorder or Compulsive Skin Picking (CSP). The introduction will fill in every detail of this journal. For the most part I just want to get some pain and words off of my chest that I've held in forever. The point of this is also to educate anyone reading on CSP, which the fact and things about it will be in the intro but also if your curious about the emotional and mental effects of the disorder, I'm not gonna stop you from reading. Updates will be random, just depends on whats happening emotionally. Also the entries may be only a few words, or even many paragraphs, but the length and time of the updates will be totally random. I will not be editing either. I will write what i feel and publish it without reading it twice. So just be aware of that. Enjoy.

Battle Scars: Dermatillomania

I have Dermatillomania and these are my thoughts. Please comment :)

MARVEL IMAGINES

Enough Marvel imagines to fulfil your hearts' desire ;)••ACTORS AND CHARACTERS••{under editing}Highest ranks #2 in marvelimagine#6 in marvelfanfiction#2 in antman[ALL IMAGINES ARE MADE BY US. EVERY IMAGINE HAS BEEN POSTED ON OUR INSTAGRAM @voidmarvels][CREDIT GOES TO MARVEL FOR THE CREATION OF CHARACTERS]

The Legacy of Dirty Birds

Hidden away in a crumbling kingdom, Calum burns for the life he should have had. The Black Hunt, however cruel and unforgiving, is his only home. Their job? To track down diseased monsters known only as "deadwings" in exchange for riches and arcane secrets from the neighboring welfling colony, who struck up the deal out of desperation to save whatever citizens hadn't already succumbed to the curse. It was simple, Kill the deadwings, eradicate the disease, save the world. At least it was simple until Calum met one.

Lego Monkie Kid || oneshots

idk.. legos :/updates as soon as I finish another oneshotno smut.none of the images belong to me

i'm sick and tracking it here

uh yeah so I kinda started putting my mental crap in my ace journal so I made a new thing for that. will change cover but it's such a mood so I might not.

Internal Woes

Poetry that contains life experiences. childhood trauma, a woman battling anxiety and depression. Thank you if you choose to read this. If it's triggering to you it's okay to not continue reading. Your mental health matters.

Trichotillomania program

Take control of your hair pulling or skin picking. For trichotillomania and dermatillomania. Stop your hair pulling today. Stop your skin picking today.https://www.bfrbonline.com

One Shots

A compilation of one shots about various people. (Not all of them will necessarily be fan fics / include famous people.)Each chapter is unrelated unless there's a number in the title (and an author's note at the beginning of the chapter).

the opposite of calm // Klance AU [discontinued]

Disruptive mood dysregulation disorder (DMDD); a condition of extreme irritability, anger, and/or frequent, intense temper outbursts.He was the first case found at his age.Dermatillomania; a disorder in which one picks for pinches at his or hear own skin, causing irritation and/or sores. Other names include pathologic skin picking (PSP) and compulsive skin picking (CSP).He was the first case they've had.//Started: June 14, 2017Finished:

my time, that's your time | jungkook

Jungkook has excoriation (skin picking) disorder, and he must rely on his five younger brothers and six older brothers to take care of him, even though it's hard to give his full trust.

Echoes

"𝓫𝓮𝓬𝓪𝓾𝓼𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓮𝓬𝓱𝓸𝓮𝓼 𝓸𝓯 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓹𝓪𝓼𝓽 𝔀𝓸𝓷'𝓽 𝓵𝓮𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓭𝓮𝓼𝓹𝓲𝓽𝓮 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓬𝓱𝓪𝓸𝓼 𝓲𝓷 𝓶𝔂 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓭, 𝓲 𝔀𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓷𝓸𝓽 𝔀𝓮𝓮𝓹 𝓫𝓾𝓽 𝓵𝓮𝓽 𝓶𝔂𝓼𝓮𝓵𝓯 𝓹𝓮𝓻𝓲𝓼𝓱 𝓲𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓮𝓪𝓭."*****************original work, inspired by real life events.©diya arora 2019

Bad Habits

When tensions are high, and everything is on the brink of collapse, Lou knows exactly how to block it all out. Or so, her mind does. As far as she knows, she has done the best with what she's had thus far.Nevertheless, she finds herself turning back to those bad habits each and every day, and when the crawling beneath her skin and the destruction she's able to cause frightens her - burning questions begin to plague her every waking moment.What if nothing will ever be enough to make things right? What if this is all there is?It's only when the bitter taste of the word "family" on her tongue is just too much, when friendships have turned to threats, when love has made her cold and childishly petty,and when one lonely stranger shows up to haunt her, will she finally understand how it could be possible to truly live again. But will she find herself whole by the end of it.Warning:Some chapters may contain content that is explicit, or triggering to some.

One Direction Imagines: You have Dermatillomania (Liam)

Miraculous Babies - an agere story

Anidori Cellier and her father move back to Paris from the States after moving away 15 years ago. Having to leave the few friends she had back in the States, Anidori feels alone without any friends, in a country she was born in but has no memory of. She has been using age regression to cope with being so alone and the death of her mother last year.Her first day of school starts with a bully, a sprained wrist, and a new friend Adrien Agreste who asks her to keep a huge secret after she accidentally slips into little space in front of him. TW: mild dermatillomania

Whump Writings

Tumblr Whumpbump original writings

Red Addiction

"What's it like to live with a self harm addiction?"I hope you never find out.**************************TRIGGER WARNING!!!!!!**************************Note: All poems, oneshots, quotes, etc. are mine unless stated otherwise. If you take anything from this book and use it as your own, I will most certainly hunt you down and destroy you.HOWEVERIf you ask my permission to use something from this book (for a non profit-gaining purpose, of course) and give me credit when you do, then there will be no problem.

You're beautiful to me ||Frerard + Petekey||

~The world is ugly~Gerard Way: the kid who's the most outcast of the outcasts. And the kid who can't stop picking at his skin Frank Iero; the kid who got kicked out of Catholic school. And the kid who's skinny. Too skinnyThey find solace in each otherMikey Way: The kid who can't breathe every time he's called on in class, who shakes and stutters around strangers and can only calm down to the voice of his best friend.Pete Wentz: The one teen at the back of the class, who always has his head down, and feels like dying more often than not.~But you're beautiful to me~Warnings:Mentions of anorexiaDepressionDermatillomania Other mental illnesses

holographic {stories}

jesus christ these were awful please kill me [ 2016 - 2017 ]

Michael Clifford Preferences/Imagines

[REQUESTS ARE CLOSED] All of the imagines are written by me. You have to ASK if you want to use one of them or post somewhere else with credit. Thanks for reading x

Songs Lyrics

Hi. I am writing my favorite songs lyrics. If you want me to write any song feel free to write it in the comments. [Please read my One Direction Songs Lyrics book]Thank you for reading

Quest of the Spirit: From Suffering to Acceptance

God's spirit works in the lives of men during times of separation, suffering, conflict, and despair to provide solace, self-awareness, and hope. Through Quest of the Spirit, one observes how notable writers learned the truth about themselves and society, and promoted social change. Quest of the Spirit shows how the interrelationship of theology, psychology, and philosophy empowers us to face life as a succession of challenges . Ideas from Einstein, Schopenhauer, Schweitzer, Toynbee, Born, Kierkegaard, Russell, Gandhi, Barth, Tillich, Bultmann, Buber, Lewis, Jung, Frankl, Ayer, Hume, Dostoyevsky, Tolstoy, Conrad, Spengler, Niebuhr, Jaspers, Heidegger, Newman, Carlyle, Lowry, Freud, Lawrence, Graham, Renan, Hardy . . .

5SOS Imagines

I write about these four Australian dorks a little too much. These imagines were originally posted on my Tumblr account [5secondsofimagines.tumblr.com] until some lovely followers suggested the wonderful idea of sharing the stories on Wattpad as well. Thank you for taking the time out to read my stuff and I hope you find something you like!- Rhine

Covers Showcase!!

I've made covers for all of my books and for other people's books too and I'm showing them here!! If you need a cover, just message me and I can do whatever you want!!!