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The Art of Living
just thoughts and poems and stuff that get progressively more depressing lol. needed a space to release all this instead of holding it in
Burntout- Techno Angst
Lmao look at that cover I spent way too long working on omg. Definitely better than the last one I made for this story tho!Anyways, I wanted to write an autistic techno au, especially because there isn't a lot of good techno angst out there. He also does not know he's autistic in this.Please note, I'm fairly new to the fandom and don't know the personalities very well, so there's probably some ooc here, I apologize for that, but what can ya do, right?TRIGGER WARNINGS, take note, as they will not be listed throughout the book!!- Child abuse- Meltdowns- Ableism (USE OF R-SLUR)- Depression- Self harm- Eating disorders- Death- SuicideTy for reading this far! :D
delude || oikawa.t x reader
"Can I entrust you with my future?"oikawa x readercover by: ่ผไบ in pixivsummary:(f/n) is an unknown writer and artist, and oikawa tooru is her fan.Information:no one in the current timeline dies.there will be mistakes in here, i don't check my writing because it's only something i do to kill time, the plot might be really messy too. so please bear with me.Warning:depressive topic, suicide, doubts of religion, mentions of abuse, nsfw comes eventually at the end. oikawa might be ooc.
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๐๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ง๐(n.) a homesickness for somewhere you cannot return to, the nostalgia and the grief for the lost places of your past.โ short, expressive poemsdepressing fr. insecurities. personal.© lyricloveskatsuki
Insouciant // Dreamnotfound
Insouciant; (noun) free from worry, concern and anxiety."If only he could be belonging to me, it would mean the world to me"A short story about a brunette who loves difficult words, George moving to the United States. His family bought a house in the beautiful Los Angeles. George quickly discovers his neighbor, a pretty blonde. Dream was his name. All the brunette could think about was him. And him only. Until life started making rough turns and bad things happened. All he wanted was to be Insouciant. Free from his problems. !/NO NSFW\! Keep in mind: -This fanfiction contains Mature themes. Trigger warnings are ALWAYS located at the start of every chapter. -If any content creator is uncomfortable with this, please let me know and I will immediately take this down.-Please don't steal the cover art.-I am totally okay with people posting screenshots of my book AS LONG AS YOU GIVE ME CREDITS. Please, don't steal anything and call it yours.
Love That Rat Man | Remus Sanders X Reader
๐๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐๐๐ฌ๐ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ฉ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ซ๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ.๐๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง๐ญ๐๐ง๐๐๐ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ ๐๐+ ๐๐ ๐ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ข๐๐ง๐๐. ๐๐ญ ๐ฆ๐๐ค๐๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ ๐ฏ๐๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐จ๐ง๐๐จ๐ซ๐ญ๐๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ค ๐๐ง๐ฒ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ฎ๐ง๐๐๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ ๐๐ ๐ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฉ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐ซ๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ. ๐๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ ๐๐๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ญ๐๐ง๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐๐จ๐จ๐ค, ๐๐ง๐ ๐'๐ ๐๐๐๐ฅ ๐ญ๐๐ซ๐ซ๐ข๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ฅ๐๐ญ๐ญ๐ข๐ง๐ ๐๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐๐ซ๐๐ง ๐ซ๐๐๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ญ.- ๐๐ก๐ ๐๐ฎ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ซYou've been friends with Thomas Sanders for quite a while, meeting his sides as he felt comfortable. But one day, he tells you that he has more sides, "Dark Sides". One after the other, Thomas reluctantly introduces you to his other Sides. He expected you to be scared at the very least, but oddly enough you were infatuated with them. You found them a little more intriguing than the "Light Sides", not that you didn't love them. You grew to befriend these devilish men, but maybe with one of them a little closer than you thought. Remus was so funny to you, and just so interesting to watch run around doing his thing. " A dork is a whale penis! I called Logan a whale penis," He said with his adorable silly smile, proud of himself. You loved hanging around him, and no one understood why. He's practically the opposite of you, personality-wise. It was so strange to everyone else that you hang around him so much. TW: Swearing, gore, dark thoughts, maybe depression, (add other Trigger Warnings later?) Obviously, the characters don'
The Heart And The Brain
Pain is the heart, and what resides in itImma be dropping sum dark thoughts here, kinda depressing really
Self depreciation is MY thing, you bitch
Thomas is having a hard time because Roman is not showing up anymoreAll Sides are worried about it and it's up to Virgil to try and make him come back.What will he find out? Well see...[WARNING: ENGLISH IS NOT MY MOTHER LANGUAGE SO PLEASE BE GENTLE WITH ME. I'M OPEN TO ENGLISH ADVICES THOUGH]
Eclosure
It's no secret that the De Villiers twins' relationship was strained to say the least. One was the prodigal son while the other was a vulgar, manic oddball. How Hawkmoth hadn't found them before was beyond all who knew them. With the Miraculous holders scrambling to form a team could the fantastical fits of these mischievous brothers go unchecked or is the answer in a serpent searching for a new start?Trigger warnings: favoritism, repression, depression, self-loathing, complicated grief, graphic imagery(mostly Remus), intrusive thoughts, talk of mental health, death dreams, violence, bullying, slight unsympathetic Roman, and near death.
Negative Stuff
For organization purposes and because there are waaay too many rants on my message board.... (cough) I'll try to... transport them here... at... at some point....I guess this is non-fiction???Does this even have an audience? No, I don't believe it does.
Lightened
Amara has never been one to admire or like her looks she often always see herself as ugly and unworthy of love . Growing up as an albino in an all black country Nigeria it could be really difficult , but after meeting with the right people and an assignment from her church youth pastor, she gives it a rethink.Follow Amara in her journey as she find self love and God... Started: 10th March 2024Finished:
Of Mirrored Surfaces and The Monsters Beneath Them : One Shot
Beneath the perfect façade she has carefully woven over the years, lies the real her, that is agonized by monsters with every move she makes. The one that she locks in the mirror with her tormentors when the sun sets, only letting her broken self escape to safety when the darkness is quashed by the first rays of light. But what happens when the darkness becomes increasingly longer and the sunlight shorter? On those days when the sun doesn't rise, she follows the assertive voice of the darkness and loses herself along the way.Or, my experience with depression in words.Trigger Warning : Depression, Implied Self Harm, Non-Graphic Descriptions of Violence
After the Fireworks Die Out
Hooray! The number has changed! It's a new year. There's an air of confidence that this one is going to instantly be so much better. "This is our year!" But, that's not true, is it? Waking up today was no different than in 2021. There's no way things can improve... Right?
Random Things That Are In My Mind
There's probably a lot of sad and depressing stuff or just randomness.
Collection of poems || daily thought spirals || anxiety
If you know me irl, I would appreciate it if you don't stalk this collection lmaooThese poems aren't all necessarily about me, some are just reflections of what I'm feeling (as poetry tends to be lol). These are often about characters from my imaginative thoughts. Their experiences with life are usually somewhat different than mine, they jUst sO haPpEn to experience the same or similar feelings/thoughts. I wrote some of these a really long time ago but I still wanted to share them. Sometimes it's also just a random poem thrown in for no reason. Thanks for reading :)***Just a warning that if anxiety or anything tagged is triggering for you, I would not recommend reading this.**Make sure to read this on my original profile on Wattpad.com, not on novel2u.net. thank you!!
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Random compiled poetry!!The parched eyes is guaranteed to quenche it's thirst for authenticity as it lays sight upon this linguistic poetry compilation manuscript.
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[201-400] GLOBAL LORD: 100% DROP RATE
Author:A Green BirdAlternative names:ๅ จๆฐ้ขไธป๏ผๆ็็็็พๅ็พGenre:Action, Adventure, FantasySource:WebnovelStatus:OngoingGLOBAL LORD: 100% DROP RATERating: 8.7/10 from 957 ratingsEveryone transmigrated to the High Continent and became a Lord to participate in the conquest between Lords from all the other races.A few lucky Lords would receive Lord Talents."Hah! My talent is the Knight's Hall, a Diamond-Tier Lord Talent! My subjects can job change into a unique warrior class, the Combat Spirit Knight!""My Lord Talent is the King of Abyss. I can summon demons to become my subjects!""I have a lot of subjects who are scientists! I can create advanced technologies!""My Talent allows me to cultivate! I'll become a celestial!"Zhou Zhou received a Legendary-Tier Lord Talent - 100% drop rate!Not only could he see the things he would receive from an enemy, but his enemies would drop all of their loot when they were defeated."Watch as I make you drop your Talents!"
Hurricane
"Don't die"______________Self destructive tendencies, toxic obsessions, abusive parents, depression and suicidal thoughts are just the tip of the ice berg. Allyson Summers, a college kid trying to navigate through life problems by escaping them.Distraction comes in the form of ghosts from her past. But what happens when something fun turns into something untameable, trapping her into a whirlwind of events, setting off all kinds of vices. Will she fight the storm? Or will she let it consume her? ______________"No no" he grabbed my hands."What?" "If I go down, you gotta go down too"
Passages
I have no real thoughts on this, probably because all of my thinking is poured into the chapters.Read at your own discretion.
Inside the Minds of Hurting People
A collection of poems that help me get inside the minds of others, to help me show compassion for those in difficult places, especially hospitals (since I am a nurse). Enjoy! Let's make the world a better place, one poem at a time! :) Help me spread peace and love!*I take suggestions and update often.Rated #9 in Hear as of May 15th, 2020.
Dead of night
I don't rhymeOr form a melodyI'm not attractive But I'm beautiful Because I'm her shoutAnd I'm her cryIn the dead of night.Maybe I'm the diamondCreated by the pressureThat lives inside her heart. -Her poems***my weird thoughts in the middle of the night hehe. Basically this is what I think of instead of sleeping, so I wrote poems about them. Tbh some of them are just random sentencesSome of them would hit close to home๐I swear I'm mentally stable...I'm not always sadJust bear with meCover creds go to pinterest.
Sanderssides incorrect quotes
None of these are mine. These will (most likely) be from Tumblr.
WHAT'S LEFT OF THE RUINS
A collection of really dark poems that have formed out of intense emotions and party true experiences. Hope this helps y'all and enjoy :) Also don't copy/repost any of my stuff because that's reallllllyyyyyyy not cool :)Spordiac updates :3
A SECOND CHANCE
DO YOU BELIEVE THAT LIFE GIVES SECOND CHANCES?? NO?? Then welcome to the club, cause neither do Sam and Elaine. After succumbing a horrible fate, Sam and Elaine have all but given up on fairy tales and happy endings. They dont think they deserve a happy ending cause they feel they already lost their chance at it. But what happens when life decides to play games with them and bring them together . Do they finally forgive themsleves and grab the second chance that life gives them or do they just let it slip away because of their fears and insecurity.~~~~~~~~~Elaine just hummed her response as she mulled over the words Sam said.She perched herself further into his chest, his rhythmic heartbeat and warmth giving her a strange comfort during such a horrible day. She drew circles on his chest as she heard his heartbeat that was slowly lulling her to sleep."we should get some sleep." Sam annouced but made no bid to untwine himself from her. They both needed the comfort today and he had no intention of leaving her just yet.He pulled the duvet over the both of them and put his free hand under the duvet and over her waist, pulling her closer to himself if that was even possible."I know it feels like a far cry from the truth but trust me when i say this, Everything eventually will be alright, Elaine. Goodnight sweetheart ." and with that he kissed the top of her head. For a min he thought Elaine had already fallen asleep and didn't hear what he just said , but just as his eyes were about to flutter close, he heard a soft voice saying "goodnight Samuel" and then a chaste kissed was placed on his chest.Sam smiled at the brown eyed girl and with that he fell into a calm, warm and dreamless sleep. ~~~~~~~~~~P.S. The cover is not mine since im not that atristic .. i found it on pintrest and it belongs to huyen linh.