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Darkness plus darkness equals?
We all know negative+negative= positive. Can darkness+darkness=light?It's time to find out!
Poetry from a Coffee addict...♡✎☔︎︎☕︎
Nothing much, just some poems that I wrote.. usually when sadness happens...♡✎☔︎︎☕︎︎(Cover is not mine I got it off Instagram)
Alice in Not-So Wonderland
This story isn't like the Alice in Wonderland we all know and love. It's more twisted and evil. -You Have Been Warned.-((On hold ;-;))
Friends=LIFE
3 kids including Joel Pell, YanDaManGaming and Konrad Lewandowski (ME). They all have a big fight about Youtube and now they are having a race first to 1,000,000. Also if you haven't subbed to our channels make sure to.
Bad Acting
March 16Bad ActingBecause there never seems to be enough love in the world to fill the wound, my wounded self riots. At times the debauchery seems good natured enough, flamboyant yet without harm, at other times the disturbance is apparently violent and the issuing tumult a crime. All for want of wholeness and sanity I pursue shattered fractured activity just to keep from dwelling where I cannot live, where there is no air. I want land beneath my feet and full, full lungs; on my own I find neither of these and little else of use. Isolation even in a crowd is the tell tale sign that I am in the me, myself and I mode of drowning in a teacup and require rescue. Little more than raising my hand above the surface and asking for help is needed though this is a Herculean effort as we all know. Rowing up stream is a bigger battle then it ever looks and I know the river runs through me.Turn, turn, turn then rest*You are reading selections from More Sober on the Way to Sane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Whittle it Down
February 12Whittle it DownA famous sculptor mentioned that he doesn’t so much createthe objects as remove the stone which doesn’t belong. I have had the same experience withwillingness. Encased in the bedrock ofmy will willingness had no opportunity to open doors. Flaking away theextraneous the key shape appears, rugged, blockish, rudimental. As the tears stream down my face and wrongthinking flies from my brain the key is more finely formed. As I wheedle at misconception and haul bodilywrong action the teeth of this thing show sharp in this day’s sun. Many doors stand ajar, at first those withbasic tumblers, but now even those with encrypted defense are no match for thewillingness, which I wield with rapier wit. The obvious blocks to progress open to me as well as the subtle doors tountold destination, I am let out of danger, released into possibility.Trace implicationYou are reading selections from More Sober on the Way toSane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Just Perfect
With the stereotypical personalities of an alpha- cocky, bossy, possessive, gorgeous-William Ryder is definitely one of nature’s better creations. He has already been assigned half of the jobs given to an alpha by his father, only fueling his ego. Though having the killer looks of a player, he has been in a serious relationship with Kate for 1 year, even though she isn't his mate. Kate is everything he thought his mate should be-beautiful, charming, a little smart and one of the hundreds who obey his orders- which is why he wants her to be the lucky woman carrying his pups someday. Despite being 17, he is respected, feared and loathed by both werewolves and humans, but he cares less, since the only thing he would ever care about would be Kate-or so he thought..Amelia is a sweet, witty, intelligent and a strong willed girl who, despite not showing, always thinks about others' needs before her own. She is a stubborn inborn leader who hates being bossed around- and what if she finds out that her mate is none other than 'the' William Ryder? And worse, his girlfriend is Katherine McCarthy-one of her closest friends?Read this saga, as fate brings two different people together, teaching them that people aren't always what meets the eye, but also teaches them the difference between selfish and selfless choices. Tune in to Will and Amelia's roller coaster of a relationship when they try their best to hate each other by trying ignoring their natural love for one another-will it be butterflies and rainbows? Or a recipe for disaster?
Lies and killer ties
This is a remake of possible twins.I will have no ties to silence kills story because I just confuse myself and you most likely.Anne is a very tall 16 year old girl who lives a life of complete lies until a letter comes and explains that her 'mother' is not who Anne thought she was. Upon meeting her real family something terrible happens and Anne's memory is erased and her brother/twin is gone for a long time. When 19 they meet again and you can find out what happens next by reading lies and killer ties
Lissa. Good thing or bad?
About a girl named Lissa who has major depression, and hates her parents and everything else about her life and herself. That is until she meets Danny Edge and Paul Zimmer, the Youtubers from the channel Exclamation Point. Find out how Danny changes her life around, how Paul gets jealous of Danny, and how the once best-friends fight for Lissa's love. Will it end in disaster? Or will it end by bringing the two closer together?
Suit up, Show up
March 17Suit up, Show upI stand naked, paralyzed, unable to reach my intended destination or any destination at all. Goose flesh is no real motivation and I am reluctant to use the prod having only produced resistance and reversals with past applications of this weapon. Entreatment might work if only I could find the right one; then again anything might work if it were a fit. Covering my all-together is an action; taken judiciously it sometimes is all the arrival I can manage, taken disingenuously it precludes the chance for any further forward motion and may create set back or retreat. I should not attempt to hide fear with wardrobe though I can try to warm it. Façade building is best done with a bottle in towreality is best faced with a sponsor by my side.Acknowledge pain, acknowledge joy*You are reading selections from More Sober on the Way to Sane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Malaria
March 18Malaria Flailing, reaching, screaming; hiding, avoiding, misdirecting, theses are subsets in a list of extremes whose commonality is lacking, lacking humility. I fall to pieces just thinking of standing exposed, imperfect and unprotected. I’m not sure what I think will happen to me in this posture; instantaneous death? Couldn’t be, I’m not that lucky, nor am I foolish enough to think that I am that lucky. Possibly, I fear rancorous humiliation, but really who is powerful enough to do that to me? I know and like myself well enough to deflect obvious flying nonsense, so what is it that I do flee? I think it is the endless grinding inelegance of life, the stinging nettled nature of things, my inability to weave my way around my weakness and slip into the open unpoisoned. I fear exchanging peace for failure. Humility is when I know I cannot fail. Be conscience of judgment and try not to react to it*You are reading selections from More Sober on the Way to Sane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Hey! It's Me, Lilly Everlea. I'm Here Again!: The Lilly Everlea Series
Adventures Await with Lilly Everlea! Book Title: Hey! It's Me, Lilly Everlea. I'm Here Again!: The Lilly Everlea Series Author: AK Cooper-Elliot Embark on a Journey of Mysteries with Lilly Everlea! Lilly and The Nutcracker Soldiers: Christmas magic unfolds when Lilly discovers that Mrs. Lemming's Nutcracker dolls come to life! Can Lilly solve the puzzle of their mysterious nocturnal adventures during a snowed-in choir practice? Lilly and Mr Meadows's Christmas Stocking: Join Lilly in a heartwarming Christmas tale as she unravels the secret behind Mr. Meadows wandering the house at night with a pineapple-shaped Christmas stocking. What festive surprises await in Everlea House? Lilly and Mrs Knott's Missing Marshmallows: As New Year's Eve approaches, Lilly, armed with her new detective kit, investigates the disappearance of Terrance's blackcurrant marshmallows. Can she crack the case of the missing marshmallows and unveil the sweet truth?The Lilly Everlea Series Continues! More adventures filled with suspense, friendship, and unexpected twists await in the enchanting world of Lilly Everlea. Join AK Cooper-Elliot for tales where bravery and curiosity lead to extraordinary discoveries.About the Author: Meet AK Cooper-Elliot, a Yorkshire-based writer who, after retiring early, found solace in creating captivating stories. With a love for romance and thriller novels, she weaves tales that transport readers to worlds of mystery and excitement. Get Your Copy Now! Dive into the magic of Lilly Everlea's world. Available on Amazon = https://www.amazon.co.uk/Hey-Lilly-Everlea-Here-Again-ebook/dp/B0CNFY5CHZ/ref=sr_1_2?crid=3GCSWSY7YB3KG&keywords=lilly+everlea&qid=1702462197&sprefix=lilly+everlea%2Caps%2C86&sr=8-2
The Resentment of an Acorn
February 26The Resentment of an AcornBecause no one believed that I was a giant oak inside, I had to prove it and drop my little cap and leave my shell behind. Now I stand big and tall, alone, board feet to the sky. I have lost my portability in my quest for the recognition of my potential. My amazing growth painful due to its cause; poor mental health is a bitter road to achievement. As I stand head and shoulders above the undulating canopy reflection comes on a sweet breeze. Am I sorry I’m here, it could have been worse, could have been eaten by a squirrel or glued endlessly to a third-grade art project “my walk through the woods” bugs could have gotten me, though that looms even now. I could have disintegrated, lost my power and integrity. Whatever the driver I am appreciative of the destination, there were many darker roads on that map. It’s good to be here. It’s good to be anywhere sober.Shade your honest attempts*You are reading selections from More Sober on the Way to Sane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Over Troubled Water
February 23Over Troubled WaterQuarantine reluctanceYou are reading selections from More Sober on the Way to Sane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
●Meeting diffrent AU● (Discontinued)
ViaTale met UnderTaleViaTale=MeUnderTale=Toby Fox(I reccomened you to play UnderTale)ViaTale:1.Toriel=Aurora2.Asgore= Blue (NOT from UnderSwap Sans ;w;)3.Asriel=Saraka4.Chara=Naomi5.Frisk=Darkness Demon6.Sans=Betrina7.Papyrus=Betki8.Mettaton=A.K.A.S9.Undyne=Via(Another Via! ;) )10.Alphys=Lily11.Muffet=Rina12.Napstablook=Zalex (A purple ghost)13.Gaster=Z (That's his name because his name is Fæđēđ)14.Flowey=Sakura(AKA Saraka)Reason:Because,I search on google which I type "ViaTale" but no one made it..Maybe..?WARNING!Betrina X Sans (Kill me)
Stepping Up
March 2Stepping upI look along the list of names, look upon the sea of faces. Are there any whose eyes I avoid? I gaze across the landscape are there any craters, any pock marks, any divots. I tick through my actions those I’ve recently taken checking for stumbles, glitches, snafus. These combined facts and figures create a portrait of my day; I appraise the eyes, the hair, the teeth. If I can smile at what I see all is well if not I begin the repair. Plan for your contentment at least as much as you plan your escapeYou are reading selections from More Sober on the Way to Sane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Hoarfrost
January 10 Hoarfrost On balmy evenings dew forms in my life and moistens myextremities. This friendly act requiresthe maintenance of temperature. If Ibecome suddenly cool the landscape changes and the once welcoming vapor is nowa show of crystalline rigidity. Cold tothe morning light I am brittle and snap at even a tentative touch. For want of passion I have replaced it withdefinition and structure I can not absorb. I am outlined clearly but no longer myself. I am frozen, formally changed within andwithout. Warmth is necessary, but how tostart my own fire? Learn, I must andquickly lest frostbite set in. Wear your mantle don’t leave it to the fireplace Vlog: http://youtu.be/drAZwaQK31A You are reading selections from More Sober on the Way toSane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Adjustment
February 27AdjustmentThe chase is on, round and round it goes and where it stops no one knows. I run after control and change as I grasp, but can never quite get my fingers wrapped around the thing. An open fist is an adjustment; no fist at all would be a feat. The fool’s errand I send myself on brings suffering; there would be suffering anyhow, I feel I am the cause due to my attempt to avoid it; another backhanded attempt at the illusion, the goal, control. Adjusting to reality is at first freefall; rarely do I get to second. The shape taken by the shift in my gears to no gears at all dilates my pupils and the rest is white. If the colors come back I don’t know when. If the ground beneath me returns I don’t know how. I am blinded by the light and can only follow the sound.Stall your reticenceYou are reading selections from More Sober on the Way to Sane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Fearing Fearlessness
April 6Fearing FearlessnessHow many times have I given the credit to night blind fear, credit due the brave persistent child? How many times have I blamed the willing diligent pursuer when the fault was the backstabbing delay of mistrust? I resist the onset of freedom. Fear was my oldest familiar and I put from my mind that it was my jailer, captor; kidnapped me from my cradle and kept me locked from G-d’s fine intentions. Fearlessness sounds debilitating to my crippled ears, organs who hear well the disclaimers and are deaf to the claims. I am the producer of bile and addicted to dread, endorphins wear white hats and win the day once this yellow belly is put to bed.Allow yourself distance from uncomfortable people*BIRDS AND BEES Birds and Bees can get me drunk I have to watch the amount of envy Which pours through me as I watch their bliss When others make a beeline to the hive I must head to a meeting and save myself despair If my spiritual condition is not sound When other couples are weaving their nests I have to be careful Not to weave my way back to the bar The mating dance is so sweet and seductive I have to make sure I don't end up doing the two step For as much as I hate to admit it If steps one and twelve where enough to keep me sober The rest would not have needed to be writtenYou are reading selections from More Sober on the Way to Sane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Crestfallen
January 9 Crestfallen “Whoa is me, I have crested the rise only to slide down theother side. Hard work and determinationculminated in victory but alas it was short lived. Success is barely meaningful if it ispermanent. Poor, poor dear, I will haveto strive once more at the face of a new challenge or even worse might have tomake another run at this one. How shallI ever bear it?” I lament, my sponsor smiles.“Are you learning to be amused at yourself or hoping tobring back melodrama to the everyman?” She queries.“A little of both I think, whining is a consolation to me,”I reply.“It’s nice that you’re not doing it at me, but even nicerthat you have let your achievements teach you to laugh at your mishaps,” saysmy sponsor with a kiss to my forehead. Butter both sides of your intentionsVlog: http://youtu.be/Sy58821vXp4 You are reading selections from More Sober on the Way toSane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Migration
March 7MigrationWhy does an alcoholic leave the drink behind? To go where it’s warm, because drunkenness has become cold comfort, because the climate has changed. The wind resists the flight from the bottle and the initiative to break the flow is rotated among the flock. Though each member of the band plays their part, the one diverting the air just ahead of me and the one just behind trumpeting still hold the majority of my attention. Flocking is my primary purpose because survival is the intention of life, demise the intent of my illness. One more sober day is all I can ask, it’s all I ever need, it’s all that’s ever offered.Put wheels under procrastination*You are reading selections from More Sober on the Way to Sane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Guest Flag
January 21Guest FlagThe polite thing to do is fly the silly blue rectangle withits equally silly white diagonal stripe. That would be the polite thing, for sure but that would peek mydisease’s hold card. If anyone knew thatmy illness was sailing my ship instead of me the effect would be ruined. Or so says the canker that grips me andsteers me to disaster. Announcing thisday-tripper as an unentitled accessory to whatever wrong I am about to commitmight warn my friends or enlist my sponsor, but no I leave my colors fly andendanger the surrounding water. For intruth my flag is just as fraudulent as this vessel and is only on loan to me aswell. Panoramic inventory shows the landscape in a better light.Vlog: http://youtu.be/jTBmHZkNh3U You are reading selections from More Sober on the Way toSane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault
Simplicity Itself
January 27 Simplicity Itself My life runs at a Gilbert and Sullivan pace, with about asmuch sense and comic relief. You say 'keep it simple' and my disease says'why ruin a good play?’ The truth is this is not play at all but a workthat consumes my life from me and doesn't thank me for my time. Simplicity forme requires respect, a gift I selectively give myself; a gift that I oftenuse only as a shield during battle. My past method of increasedself-respect is life in a war zone. This is no solution. Release ofgrief, this is the onerous path I avoid taking. Purging the wrongthinking and action of others from my blood, my eyes, my skin, allows me tolift my chin and square my soul to plumb and level living, don self-respect asa birth right and set a calendar fit for plausible life, a simple life.If you are not a hero in your own home you are not a hero You are reading selections from More Sober on the Way toSane and Lines From My Life by Sherrie Theriaulthttp://www.amazon.com/More-Sober-The-Way-Sane/dp/144141231X/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&qid=1374072329&sr=8-3&keywords=sober+on+the+way+to+sanehttp://www.amazon.com/Lines-My-Life-Sherrie-Theriault/dp/1448652820/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1374072576&sr=1-1&keywords=Lines+from+my+life%2C+Sherrie+theriault