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Stories by: dotalleway
2 stories
at the edge of the cliff || ✔
shay danielsShe's been through a lot. Abusive father. Abusive step father sent by the abusive father. Mother thrown in jail for a crime she didn't exactly do. Probation officer. Depression. Suicidal thoughts. The whole shebang.grayson delgatoNow he's been through a lot too. Death in the family. And that's about it. But it was enough to send him on a downhill spiral of a number of things: he goes through his own kind of depression, his previous perfect relationship with his parents is now gone, and his "golden boy" reputation is slowly deteriorating. They come together when Shay was in the wrong place at the wrong time. I think now that maybe it was the right place at the right time. Their lives are very different, but they are both going through the same internal battle with themselves. Maybe they'll help each other. Maybe they'll make it worse. Maybe in the end their time together is just a waste. Who knows. But it all gets figured out at the edge of the cliff. -----------------------pretty proud of thiskinda cheesy, kinda clichebut at the same time kinda notjust trust me its good
Destruction ||✔️
It was like that moment when you go under water, the sound of it filing up your ears, drowning everything out. That's how he would describe it. That hum of everything blurred. You feel like it's just you, the water, and the sky. The water warping the clouds above, time slowing down, everything setting still. That's how he would describe himself. Blurred, warped, drowning, still, alone. But when you need air, when your lungs are screaming for this thing it craves, when your body is aching for this specific thing, that's when everything crumbles.Your body is no longer still, the water is no longer quiet, and ears are still full, but with the loudness of the world around. That's also how he would describe himself. He craves something, and then everything keeping him calm, keeping him sane, is destroyed. He craves the destruction. It's not intentional; he doesn't even realize he's doing it until it's already been done. He's always been like that though. Sometimes everything just gets too still, too calm and he just...self destructs. But something shifts him, shifts his life, his universe. A smile. A light. A boy. He is drowning, and there is a hand to pull him out. He's falling, and there is a safety net at the bottom. His world is loud, and then someone hands him headphones to drown it out. Headphones connected to a computer, a gray and blue icon on his screen, leading him to a boy who is too perfect for him. And when things get too perfect, he has this habit.He destructs.------------------------------------------------------This is a DNF fanfiction. Yes, I hate myself for it. No, I don't want to talk about it.