Честна ли я с собой ? Незнаю...

Честна ли я с собой ? Незнаю...

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Category: Poetry
Сейчас уж поздний вечер
Но мне не спится , я горю
И чушь , что в зимний вечер
Увидишь только темноту
Услышь, ты трепет снега
И силуэт забвения звёзд
Тогда стоя ты в полудреме
Задашь ты снова свой вопрос
Честна ли я с собой ? Незнаю ...
И снова взор на небо отведу
Тогда лишь звёздное мерцанье
Узнаёт тайну ли мою ?
Что тот порыв страстей
И блудного азарта
Зажёг во мне те чувства
Что были незнакомы ранее
Честна ли я с собой ? Незнаю...

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- Last updated at 08:16 20-02-2016

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