ELIZA AND HER DELUSIONS ━ EUPHORIA

She is an outcast. She finds it easier to express what she feels in the form of writing. Whether it is poems, letters or long texts. These are poems that she writes trying to describe how it feels to live with certain mental health issues, in a world that disregards outcasts. So, these are on the darker side of the spectrum. Some poems might be distressing for some readers. I personally enjoy consuming dark content, it's kinda like a coping mechanism. I really hope none of you relate with any of these :) I'll be posting only poems here, I'll try to be as active as I can.The poems are not in any order. They are just the thoughts that pop up any time of the day.(8.11.2023) PS: Please check out 'safe space'. I need your help to make it a real safe space, readers! Ranking:#1 shortpoem#1 distressing#1 poetry (17.1.2024) #1 poem (24.1.2024)

"Look, I don't want a valuable life lesson right now, I just want an ice cream" .•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.•.While Emery Rose is the definition of sunshine that captivates the attention of her peers, Grayson Lockhart lives in the shadow, keeping his distance from everyone one. Especially her. They were once friends, best friends, but now he couldn't seemed to stand the sight of Emery, leading her to believe that he hated her for her newfound popularity. Little does she know that Grayson is hiding a secret that weighed heavily on his heart.Despite Grayson's intentions to remain distant, destiny has its own plan for them. Fate intervenes, unexpectedly reuniting them, giving them a chance to rekindle their friendship. And Emery starts to suspect that there is more to Grayson's withdrawal than she initially assumed...

The beautiful princess of Panchaal, is the most sorted out for. She's believed to have the perfect life, but that's all what it was, mere believes. Reality for Panchaali is more harsher, beauty is not always a blessing but at times it could be a curse. It was for her, there were many people around her but not one friend. She had a family but no one that loved or accepted her. Lost was all she felt until she met the five princes in disguise who tilted her world upside down. Home was where her five childhood best friends were, but they too were separated with time. The pandavas had been through a lot of hardships but they wouldn't change their life if they could. After all they had each other and a loving mother, what more a person could ask for? It doesn't matter if their cousins hated them, but life is no longer same since they meet her, like a storm she threatened to cause a havoc in their lives and feelings but she's also the one that calms them like no other. Their childhood friend but too soon she was taken away, but life goes on so did they, a small part of them always missed her. Making them wonder where she was? This is a story of love and heartache, pain and sacrifice, a story that shall make you cry and laugh. This the story of the fire born princess Panchaali. *** Cover by @Swastiana KINDLY NOTE THE IMAGES USED IN THE BOOK AND IN COVER BELONGS TO THEIR ORIGINAL AUTHOR, I HAVE TAKEN THE IMAGE FROM GOOGLE & PINTEREST) XOXO, Nick❤

Belle has not had the best life. Most of it she spent taking care of her sick father while her mother ran off to sleep with other men. So you can imagine her frustration when, only a few months after the death of her father, her mother forces her to come spend the holidays with her and her new family. But what happens when she meets a certain alpha on the plane who claims that she belongs to him?----"Mine. Mate," he said, his deep, husky voice ringing in my ears. His hands tightened around me as his forehead came down to meet mine and he breathed in deeply. I let my eyes close as I basked in the feeling of his arms around me and the delicious sparks that were running through my body. I didn't even know that it was possible to feel this good. I felt his head move from mine as he nuzzled his nose into my neck. I tilted my head to give him better access and he let out an approving grunt.And then I felt him place a gentle kiss right where my neck and shoulder met. My knees went weak, my entire body going numb as a breathy sound came from my mouth. He smiled against my neck, chuckling and taking all of my weight into his arms as I leaned completely into him to stop myself from falling."Hello, mate," he whispered in my ear.------This book is also known as Kidnapped By My Mate.

"I want you forever, not just for tonight."- Xavier.Alexandria Reid's life is about to change drastically when she accidentally bumps into Mr. Billionaire, himself. Ever since their first encounter Xavier couldn't get his mind of the five foot seven, brown-haired, dark blue-eyed, brown-skinned beauty. She was different and he could tell. He will do anything to get her to feel the same way little did he know she already did. Mr. Billionaire "Mrs. Reins is in charge now."- AlexandriaAfter Xavier proposed to Alexandria, the two continued to love each other more and more. But, not everything always goes well, especially since the truth about Cassie's miscarriage and the death of Xavier's family member comes out, they two begin to fall apart... and Trinity is loving every bit.Mrs. Billionaire(Not Edited, yet)March 2015-May 8, 2017@ 2015 Nadirah Brown All Rights Reserved

You know how in every story, the girl gets rejected and tries to make her Alpha mate all jealous with another dude and in the end her and her Alpha mate end up together all Happily. Ever. And After?. Well of coarse, being the different person I am, I'm the girl who just had to fall for the wrong person.***** Avalon was never the girl to get revenge on others. She always believed that revenge was for the angry and manipulative people and wanted nothing to do with it. That is until she is rejected by her mate, Alpha Lyndon Young. After being rejected, Avalon and her wolf both are left with a broken heart. So she does the one thing logical, Avalon Gets Revenge......just not on purpose. So get ready, sit back, and relax because this is going to be a story full of heart stopping moments, weird reactions, and total recalls. (PG-13) _Inspire

Sybil 'Billie' Harewicke's life leaves much to be desired, starting with her ridiculously old-fashioned name. She's a rational, dull person - who had the misfortune of being born into a family of local witches. Her main interest in life is the Library Science - and they had just closed the library in her home county of Fleckney. She works in the only bookshop in the county - while everyone expects her to join the family business of fortune telling and potion brewing. Even the one ability that she allegedly inherited from the generations of self-proclaimed psychics, is the least useful out of the Seven Harewicke Gifts!It's holiday time in Fleckney, which means extra work for Billie, both with her family and at the bookshop. When she's offered to escape both and to work in the Bjornsson Art Fund for two weeks before Christmas, she couldn't be happier. She's always dreamt of getting her hands on the magnificent library of the Bjornsson Hall. Except, it turns out that the job has got nothing to do with bibliothecography - and is a nightmare! And a rowdy, unsophisticated crowd of filmmakers arrive at Fleckney to scout locations and research the scene. The only consolation is that none other than Archie Billingsley is among them. He's everything a celebrity should be: handsome, eloquent, prone to spontaneously quoting Shakespeare, and calling his fans 'darling.' He's just starred in a highly successful Austen adaptation, and there are rumours of an upcoming Chekhov stage play. Among other guests of the Hall are Billingsley's agent, an eccentric director, a dozen of crew members, and Eric Dair, an actor best known for playing every thug, mafioso, and terrorist in pretty much every latest blockbuster, at home and across the pond.Billie is hardly enthused at the prospect of interacting with the motley crew - but at least it'll allow her to avoid the local obsession with holiday romance and finding their true love on Christmas! Bah, humbug!

A new twist in the movie Ghost ShipJack became obsessed with young Katie. She thought of him as a creep. But she didn't know he was a never aging soul collector. He is devastated when he finds her dead. Murdered.So he terrorize her spirit.The he meets Epps. He knows she'll do great in having his love reborn.