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Broken Smile
Izuku Midoriya got into his dream school, got a new quirk from All Might and found new friends. What could he even wish for more right?Well wrong!The small greenette was still obeying by the old rules he lived all his quirkless life until he got All Mgiht's quirk. Always having a smile around him. Too bad no one noticed that it was one broken smile."No one cares! Why should I go on any longer?"This was the question the small boy was asking himself all the time until he decided one day enough it enough.Will the teachers find out in time and be able to safe this small green bean? What will Aizawa even think about his most favorite and happiest student out of all UA suddenly doing something like this?A/N: This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Mystery App! What is this chat?! (Dekuverse)(Partial chatfic)
A broken phone shouldn't work, right? Then please someone explain how this is showing some strange text messages as well as group chats that shouldn't even be real!!! This is soo not happening! This shouldn't be possible, but how?Wait.. I didn't write this as well! What's going on?A/N:This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.I am using bits and pieces of my other stories for this dekuverse.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Good Enough?!
Izuku Midoriya had enough from life, everyone was telling him how useless he was. His mother stopped looking at him. His best friend bullies him. He had no one who cares about him or so he thought."Thank you for saving me, you are a great hero, I won't do this again. I promise! Can you unbind the scarf now?"He chose his words carefully and gave the sleep-deprived hero the brightest fake smile he could offer."I am really fine! You can now go and continue your hero work.""You don't look fine!"....This is a suicidal Deku story combined with Dadzawa.A/N:Be warned mention of suicidal thought and attempts as well as cutting. I do not make any waning beforehand in the story so consider yourself warned. This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.I was inspired by an Ao3 story I read, I wish I could remember the title of it, but I don't I am sorry.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.Highest Ranking:07.03.21 1 in Suicid07.03.21 5 in Suicidalizuku26.03.21 1 in depressedizuku26.03.21 1 in abusedizuku26.03.21 3 in suicidaldeku26.03.21 2 in dadzu30.03.21 2 in izukumidoriya
I am a villain, Can I die?! (Suicidal Villain Deku)
A villain must not always be a villain. In this case however, the death of countless people are haunting Izuku Midoriya the number 3 villain in Japan. He was known and earned the place due to how wicked and unpredictable he himself is.However as time goes, this villain started regretting all the deaths as he was haunted by nightmares. Too bad that the villain group he is in has no interest in helping him at all. In fact, they would rather throw him away.With nothing left in his life but regret, he decided to do the one thing left to do. His life was after all meaningless after what he did. All that was left for him was regret.A/N:This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Listen to Me
Aizawa finds a notebook. Inside is full of disgusting hateful comments and there's one name. He knows who exactly it belongs to. Said person tried to deny everything, trying to ignore the fact they need help. Geez! Aizawa is going to have a big chat. Well, that is if they are willing to listen to him. This story is by @samsolvethis this is all her idea. Go check her account out.The photo is not mine, I do not own it.
Great Advice - Swan Dive! (Not your usual Chat-Fic)
Due to something rather unexpected Izuku turned into his older self. Now being back in the body of a 10-year-old child, Izuku doesn't remember anything about being part of UA or what happened to him. All he knows is that he just woke up in an unknown place.What will class 1A do with the smaller green bean?What if the effect is not only temporarily and what if they found out about his quirkless status?A/N:This will not be your usual chatfic. There will be a lot of chapters written as a chat but there will also be others that are not.This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
X•Letter•X {suicidal deku au}
Bakugou picked up a letter- almost exploding the crumpled up paper when he spotted the four letters 'deku'.But then he read it-..."....d-dEKU!!"...*i update every 1 to 2 days depending on how long the chapter is ;)*
Broken but not Shattered (Suicidal Dekuverse)
Nothing unusual for Izuku to test out something that Mei did, right? Well wrong. The thing is it already started going the wrong way the moment he injected something into his system and just blacked out.Naturally Mei freaked out and went to the teacher's office... Little did they know what she did or what they would see with the invention she came up.Now all they could think was keep an eye on a maybe suicidal cinnamon roll and make his life better so that he would never do what they were seeing.A/N:This is a collaboration work with Greenightronix3400!This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Reaching for you
Pushed to the edge of his mind, there was nothing left for him. Izuku lost all joy in life, but he still wanted to live. He wanted it as much as he wanted to die. This was why he sent a message to his best friend asking for help in the middle of taking this very own friend's advice.Will Katsuki react or will he ignore Izuku as he normally does?Will he finally man up and talk to him and be honest with his own feelings and regrets?Well find it out yourself!A/N:This is a collaboration work with @Official-MFING-FBI.This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner
UPS! I did it again! (chatfic)
A wrong order made Present Mic encounter a blood green haired child. Not soon after that the small hero group chat went into poor chaos.Now a year after that Izuku Midoriya relapses once again. After trying to kill himself twice the heroes of UA staff chat decided to add him into their group and try to help him. Little did they know what they got themselves into!A/N:This is a collaboration work with Greenightronix3400!This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Life Or Death
Izuku wants to die but no matter how much he wants it, he can't and almost any time he's supposed to he doesn't, so he's just stuck suffering Until he meets his Guardian & Angel(Should this book have a ship?? 🤨🤔)But I am working hard!I am!Somebody please....Somebody be nice to meI've fought so much-.. I'm doing the best I can!Can't you treat me better?Can't you be nice to me?WHY CAN'T YOU BE NICE TO ME?!?!⚠️ WARNING ⚠️ This book contains mentions of the following:Suicide Suicide baiting RapeDeathSelf harm Violence+
Courting Death
With nothing left to lose, one might say that killing oneself might be the best option, but what if that doesn't work?Izuku Midoriya, a seemingly quirkless kid, had enough of everything and just want to be done with life forever. Nothing is holding him back on committing suicide, nothing ever stopped him doing that, but after 16 long years of torture he finally got the resolution to do it.Too bad that life is far from done and over with him....Now with no choice left, he seeks out any kind of way to end this miserable and meaningless life of his. Well, that was what he wanted to do until he and a certain villain chicken get to know each other.A/N:This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Supreme Ruler Of UA (Suicidal me, NO Never! Part2)
After being added to the wrong group chat and finding a new family and a place in life, it is finally time for Izuku to move on and be a proper UA hero course student.What would a class be without its very own class chat? Class 1A decides to make a brand-new group chat with everyone in it. However, no one of them knows about Izukus past, not even Bakugo knows the whole story. So what will happen if they find out that Izuku is the one and only true Ruler of UA standing above the RAT SATAN and the Heavenly healer?A/N:This will not be your usual chatfic. There will be a lot of chapters written as a chat but there will also be others that are not.This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
The Fire I Began
TRIGGER WARNING: self-harm, suicidal thoughts, symptoms of PTSDAs a child, Izuku Midoriya thought he was Quirkless. That is, until he discovered his luck was far worse- he did have a Quirk. One that granted him the ability to steal other Quirks. Desperate to prove to his classmates, to their parents, and to the world that he's not the villain his Quirk suggests he is, he dreams of becoming a Pro Hero. If only his Quirk just wasn't so villainous. That might make the process a bit easier.
If only...
Quirkless doesn't mean useless but because of how quirkless kids are being treated they often end up dead..Izuku Midoriya is a kid that was born quirkless. Once his parents found out about this, they immediatelly abandoned him and threw him out on the streets. Now rouaming the steets and barely surviving he still finds a way to help people but not any avarage people, no he saved All for One and the other 4 LOV members.Follow Izuku as he struggles to survive while at the same time wanting nothing more than to end his own misary and becomes weaker and weaker with each passing moment. At the same time he will gain a family like no other.What will happen if the heroes find their villain lair. Will Izuku find a way to get back or will they change him for the better.A/N:This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
The darkest night! (Suicidal Deku)(Not your usual Chatfic)
What would you do if you find yourself in a situation of life and death? What more if you really wish to go for the second option and purse it even more? Will someone save you, think about you or even stop you?Then again you wouldn't think of a villain coming to your rescue now, would you? That is at least what Izuku didn't thought at all.A/N:This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.This is a collab with Greenightronix3400!Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
My R
This will be my interpretation of the song MY R in the mha/bnha world.A/N:This is a mha fanstory and this will be a short story.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Lost Senses
Izuku Midoriya is a deaf kid that got into UA and managed to fool everyone that he was okay and normal. One day he loses his sight thanks to the fight with Todoroki and ends up in the infirmary.What will happen if Aizawa finds out about the precious son of UA suffering in the darkness and never showed any kind of pain?Will he finally have someone to rely on?Find out yourself!A/N:This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Parallax (Suicidal Vigilante Deku)
No one has the right to intervene in the life of another person. That was something Izuku knew but ignored soo many times. He wanted to help, and the only way to do so was to become Parallax. A person nonexistent to the world but yet living to help others. Parallax was like a second skin to him. What will happen when that very person breaks and shatters?A vigilante is only as strong as he is following a dream and a goal, and what will Izuku do when he is left with no choice but to give up being who he is? Will he lose himself and end it all in one jump, or will he get back to the right path and be the Parallax everyone need and loves?A/N:Thank you all for the 6k! Here is the 6k special you all asked.This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Breaking Point
What would a villain do if not be a villain and act evil. Well what if I told you that not every villain is like that. There is one particular villain who just couldn't controll himself and ended up being one where in fact he would love nothing more than just to end everything.*sigh* What a villain indeed.Too bad that Izuku is that villain and that there is no running away from being a villain with the LOV as his teammates.... or is there?......Do I see heroes standing there ready to capture the bean?.... well good luck there buddy!A/N:Thanks for 11k followers! Thanks a lot from heart! This means a lot to me ^^This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
A funeral... A Wedding... One Church
One jump, one adive, was it really the answer to the problem? Sure it was worth giving a try but would god really answer the prayers?Izuku Midoriya, couldn't stand it anymore. Each passing day he would get yelled at, beaten, burned and used as a personal punching bag. There was nothing he didn't experience. His heart was already beaten yellow, black and blue. He didn't know what it meant to be loved, to be cared to be just him!So in a desperate attempt, this young child went to a rooftop and did the only thing left to do and jumped.... only that as done with life as he was, life was not done giving up on him.A/N:This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Worthless Confession?!
What would you think if I told you that the cinnamon roll of UA, the fluffball of joy was wearing a mask and deceiving everyone?It is true! I am lying! Izuku may not look like it but he was doing his best to act cheeful just to hide how broken down he is deep down inside. He didn't wanted all this but it just happened. It was not his fault. Honestly, he couldn't do aynthing about it, he was just born with this insanly burdensome quirk which was getting him into trouble... but for how long....QUICK!Anyone!Before it's too late! Look who's up there... oh no... it may be too late to do anything... let's hope it is not.... let's hope someone can save this kid.A/N:Thanks for the 10k! Thanks for all the support. This is my little gift in return.This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Free Fall
Izuku Midoriya hated himself for a long time now. His mother loved him but the words "I am sorry." were stuck in his mind every time he sees her. Deep down, he knew how worthless he was. Life was just meaningless for him. Though there was one thing preventing him from taking his own life and that was his mother.Time passed and he meet All Might and thought to himself that everything would be fine now. After all he just got a quirk and he could be the hero he ever wanted to be.How wrong he was.Even after gaining a quirk the emptiness and loneliness he felt didn't go away...Now was his chance to ask for help! Interning at Hawks agency sounded more like a dream then reality and he knew that it was too good to be true... "Why did he choose me?! What motive did he had? I am just useless after all..."Will the cinnamon roll of UA finally find some help before everything is too late?A/N:This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
I'll help you (Tododeku)
Izuku Midoriya was adopted from Shota Aizawa and Hizashi Yamada. Izuku has been suicidal since the death of her mother. Izuku didn't notice that she is the daughter of the Symbol of Evil's daughter, All For One until her mother told her before her death. Katsuki Bakugo and Shoto Todoroki realized that Izuku was suicidal. Will Izuku stay alive or not? Read the story to find out the answer to your question.Read the story if you can handle angst stories. If not don't read the story if you can't handle angst stories that will break your heart. See you guys that can handle reading angst stories in the story.
Pushed to the brink
"I didn't inherit any quirk from my parents, it's a birth defect, it barely happens. I still wanted to be a hero, but in a society based around quirks I couldn't live, I was treated less than human. But I trained, I trained still I got strong, I practised fighting, day in day out until my dream finally became reality, I got into the hero course! I thought, things from here on out will get better, I thought I'd finally get accepted, but even though I got accepted into the hero course, I didn't get accepted as a human being. The bullying never stopped, but you know where I found my peace? In a villain organisation," He laughed to himself, "They treated me right, and I found out I'm worth something and that we all are, this world revolves around quirks and if you don't have a strong one, or, God forbid, don't have one at all, you aren't part of the world. I want to change that, don't you?" The world isn't fair and Midoriya learned that from the young age of four years old.#1 in insane#1 in Toga#1 in Izutoga#1 in bakuhoe#1 in shigaraki #2 in league of villains#2 in lov#10 in Izuku#18 in villain deku#29 in deku#37 in myheroacademiaI do not own any of the character of bnhathe drawings on the cover and in the rest of the book are not mine. If this is your art and you want me to remove it, please tell me and I will remove it.
Kuro Usagi (Manga-ish Hand-drawn Version)
Suffering from bullying and neglect, Uraraka decides to end her own life. As she approaches a bridge railing, she is suddenly interrupted by a fellow student whom she never would have thought to meet there.Who else than Izuku Midoriya the little cinnamon roll of UA.Izuku Midoriya informs her that he is a "Kuro Usagi," a person whose work involves all aspects of suicide. In an apology for stopping her attempt, he promises to assist Uraraka in committing suicide.A/N:All rights to their owner!