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Good Enough?!
Izuku Midoriya had enough from life, everyone was telling him how useless he was. His mother stopped looking at him. His best friend bullies him. He had no one who cares about him or so he thought."Thank you for saving me, you are a great hero, I won't do this again. I promise! Can you unbind the scarf now?"He chose his words carefully and gave the sleep-deprived hero the brightest fake smile he could offer."I am really fine! You can now go and continue your hero work.""You don't look fine!"....This is a suicidal Deku story combined with Dadzawa.A/N:Be warned mention of suicidal thought and attempts as well as cutting. I do not make any waning beforehand in the story so consider yourself warned. This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.I was inspired by an Ao3 story I read, I wish I could remember the title of it, but I don't I am sorry.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.Highest Ranking:07.03.21 1 in Suicid07.03.21 5 in Suicidalizuku26.03.21 1 in depressedizuku26.03.21 1 in abusedizuku26.03.21 3 in suicidaldeku26.03.21 2 in dadzu30.03.21 2 in izukumidoriya
I am a villain, Can I die?! (Suicidal Villain Deku)
A villain must not always be a villain. In this case however, the death of countless people are haunting Izuku Midoriya the number 3 villain in Japan. He was known and earned the place due to how wicked and unpredictable he himself is.However as time goes, this villain started regretting all the deaths as he was haunted by nightmares. Too bad that the villain group he is in has no interest in helping him at all. In fact, they would rather throw him away.With nothing left in his life but regret, he decided to do the one thing left to do. His life was after all meaningless after what he did. All that was left for him was regret.A/N:This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Far from purrfect
Izuku Midoriya was soon to be born and, guaranteed, loved by his family. But, when he was born with small, green fluffy cat ears and a slick tail, Inko was disappointed. And with that, hated her 'son'.She wouldn't treat to her needs, and due to this, his father fled, not wanting to deal with the troubling woman.But, she finally commits, leaving a letter placing the blame on Izuku, and he read it every night as he got placed into an orphanage.Now what, when two pro-heroes come and adopt him? Will he continue being the quiet, skilled, enhanced boy, or open up?Find out!!
Pain Comes From Trauma {Suicidal Deku}
NOT A SHIP STORY!!!Bakugo tells him that he should go kill himself... But what if he goes ahead with it?Bakugo is a bit "soft" in this This story will include:•Self harm•bullying•suicide attempt•suicideCharacters and show by HorikoshiIf you don't like this type of stuff or angst in general. I advise you to not read4/9: 🏅40: #ohno5/5: 🏅 1: #awshitherewegoagain
Bnha react to AUs
Author-San decides to kidnap bnha characters to watch AUs with her.Viewers:Class 1-A (minus Midoriya)Neito MonomaItsuka KendoTetsutetsu TetsutetsuHitoshi ShinsouEri Kota The Big ThreeWild Wild PussycatsUA teachersShips cause I can:TododekuKiribakuOchaiida
Broken but not Shattered (Suicidal Dekuverse)
Nothing unusual for Izuku to test out something that Mei did, right? Well wrong. The thing is it already started going the wrong way the moment he injected something into his system and just blacked out.Naturally Mei freaked out and went to the teacher's office... Little did they know what she did or what they would see with the invention she came up.Now all they could think was keep an eye on a maybe suicidal cinnamon roll and make his life better so that he would never do what they were seeing.A/N:This is a collaboration work with Greenightronix3400!This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
The Hopeless Boy (U.A Staff Chat)
As Present Mic created a staff chat for important meanings *cough* Chaos *cough* He accidentally added a random person in the group chat they let him stay but the will the secrets that they reveal make them kick him out and never speak to him again?..
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cannibal deku--------WARNINGS: CANNIBALISM, GORE, SELF HARM, MENTAL ILLNESS, TORTURE.--------Finished: April 16, 2020Edited: April 29, 2020
Courting Death
With nothing left to lose, one might say that killing oneself might be the best option, but what if that doesn't work?Izuku Midoriya, a seemingly quirkless kid, had enough of everything and just want to be done with life forever. Nothing is holding him back on committing suicide, nothing ever stopped him doing that, but after 16 long years of torture he finally got the resolution to do it.Too bad that life is far from done and over with him....Now with no choice left, he seeks out any kind of way to end this miserable and meaningless life of his. Well, that was what he wanted to do until he and a certain villain chicken get to know each other.A/N:This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
MHA Multiverses
Just multiverses of deku~Suicidal Deku~~Villain Deku~Etc... etc First book so I know it's going to be trash but I have so many ideas for multiverses and I love reading them so here we go :)
Class 1A into the deku-verse || DISCONTINUED/HIATUS
Go with Class 1A, teachers and many other people from BNHA as they see what their precious little cinnamon roll went through. And how many outcomes could've happened from each decision as well as AU's of our precious baby.
Smiley face (Dekuverse)
It was just a ridiculous event. No one knew what happened before it happened. Shigaraki, Overhaul, Aizawa as well as some hero in training met at a crossroad and life didn't wanted it others but having Hawks chasing down a villain as well?!Oh what would make it better than for that villain to have a quirk in which they will see a certain persons personal traits in a couple of various situations? OHO Wouldn't that be totally ridiculous? Well what if the villain affected everyone and made them see what could become out of Midoriya?!HA!Well that was what happened exactly :). Follow them as they react to Midoriya's various personal characteristical traits.A/N:This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
What if?! (Dekuverse)
What if Hatsume Mei found a way to see into a person different futures?What if she made a helmet that could read these very future?What if class 1A was used as a test subject and it was no other than Izuku to be tested it on first?Well the answer is clear! His past and future are so diverse that the class was shocked to see what he could have been and where he could have ended up to be! Needless to say that they found traces of his other self Usagi in the footage and could only say about luck that this cinnamon roll wasn't that SINNamon roll.Let's see how they react to all the different versions of the small greenette now shall we!A/N:First off I am reusing stuff from my other stories to create the multiverse.This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Worthless Confession?!
What would you think if I told you that the cinnamon roll of UA, the fluffball of joy was wearing a mask and deceiving everyone?It is true! I am lying! Izuku may not look like it but he was doing his best to act cheeful just to hide how broken down he is deep down inside. He didn't wanted all this but it just happened. It was not his fault. Honestly, he couldn't do aynthing about it, he was just born with this insanly burdensome quirk which was getting him into trouble... but for how long....QUICK!Anyone!Before it's too late! Look who's up there... oh no... it may be too late to do anything... let's hope it is not.... let's hope someone can save this kid.A/N:Thanks for the 10k! Thanks for all the support. This is my little gift in return.This is a mha fanstory hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Abused Depressed And sick deku
Izuku midoryia lost his mom at a young age. His father is abusive. His best friend abandoned him. And worst of all...He's sick and depressed. Will his father be arrested. will he be saved. Or will all else fail and he dies.
Please... make it stop... it hurts... | Depressed Deku AU
Izuku Midoriya used to be a happy boy who only dreamed about becoming a hero. but after he was labeled quirkless all of his so called "friends" started bullying him. Izuku still dreams of being a hero, but will he be able to push past all of his dark thoughts? or will it consume him?-------there will maybe be some bakudeku, Ochakodeku, or tododeku shipping but I'm not sure. All characters belong to My Hero Academia. hope you enjoy this fanfic~
At first we're laughing Now we're crying (Depressed deku x Bakugo Book #1)
Note (8/10/22): I absolutely HATE this story, I feel like this isn't the best representation I could've done and definitely over-exaggerated some stuff, and I hate that I made Deku such a crybaby!Ever since His father died of a Illness ,Deku blamed himself for his death. But he regrets saying the 3 words he hated the most to his father,"I HATE YOU" sadly those were the last words he said to his father. Since then Deku didn't know how to express his emotions so he hides his face with his,'Izu-Chan board" a sketch book to write his emotions on. However he still didn't feel anything. His mother was worried for him. And it doesn't help that his childhood friend Bakugo bullies him. But what would happen if his bully secretly had a crush on him?! Warning! ⚠⚠⚠: this story include's Depression,Anxiety, and self harm and suicide attempts. If you have depression or anything I just mentioned reach out to someone please.
That Day // Villain Deku
That day, they didn't know what they had lost. Izuku Yagi was born quirkless. His sister, Izumi Yagi, on the other hand, had an extremely powerful quirk that could match One For All―her father's quirk. While his parents praised Izumi, Izuku was mindlessly neglected and shoved aside like he was nonexistent. After several years of physical and psychological abuse, neglect, and rejection, he finally was fed up. ℹ️ Extra Information ℹ️-Cover is mine.-With point-of-view changes, the time can also change; although, I try to make it apparent whenever the time has been changed.-Please point out any mistakes or plot holes you find because I want this to be as good and accurate as humanly possible (however, with some plot holes-if it's been too long-I might not be able to fix the issue)-If you're wondering why I'm re-uploading everything, it's because I edit any mistakes I notice (albeit, incredibly slowly 😅).Started: September 30th, 2020Ended: December 26th, 2020Latest Updates: [edited] "Chapter 10: The Disease...", September 24th, 2022 (11:37am, PST)
Just One More Step
One day, Aizawa was told that he had a week to talk about mental health. On the first day, he talks about Depression and anxiety. Izuku, has both of those and so with the activities, he talks about himself but, no-one knows. He asks if he can leave the class but, doing this he drops a note on the podium.What did the note say? What is Izuku going to do? Will there be anyone that will be able to save him before it's too late?Read to answer these questions.
Kiths
Izuku Yagi was part of a family like any other, happy and healthy. Along with his sister, the two were thought to have a bright future ahead of them. Little did one of them know that a single day would bring it all down, along with everyone else. In the deepest of nights, Izuku sought the end before it was impeded by a little company. Now, as he strives to bring them to vanish, he crossed paths with liars long-forgotten and others like him. Mild swearing & Completely fantasized representations of psychological disorders, not to be taken as truthI do not own BNHA, all characters belong to Kohei Horikoshi.I do not own the cover art or any pictures, only most were stitched together by me, not fully original.
Silence (Dadzawa) (Abused Deku)
⚠️Trigger Warning ⚠️ Suicide throughts/atemps Self harm Abuse Death Blood (May be more added) Slow updates!The green haird boy is standing on the edge of the roof. JUMPNO ONE WANTS YOUUSELESSDEKU!He's looking at the sunset breathing in the fresh air when he lets go.With a smile on his face he fals and closes his eyesSILENCE
Reacting to Dekuverse
When students, Izuku Midoriya, Katsuki Bakugou, Shoto Todoroki, Eijiro Kirishima, Ochaco Uraraka, Tsuyu Asui, Mina Ashido, Momo YaoYorou, Kyoka Jiro, Tenya Iida, Denki Kaminari, Hanta Sero and Hitoshi Shinsou, and teachers Toshiro Yagi, Shota Aizawa, Hizashi Yamada, Nemuri Kayama and Principal Nezu are kidnapped to watch Dekuverse.Will some secrets be revealed?
Just a victim... (suicidal Deku)
It wasn't izuku's fault. He was just a victim... just a victim for his parent's abuse, just a victim to everything that happened to him. He hated his past more than anything, and he knew that he couldn't change that. Not even a little.
Lost Senses
Izuku Midoriya is a deaf kid that got into UA and managed to fool everyone that he was okay and normal. One day he loses his sight thanks to the fight with Todoroki and ends up in the infirmary.What will happen if Aizawa finds out about the precious son of UA suffering in the darkness and never showed any kind of pain?Will he finally have someone to rely on?Find out yourself!A/N:This is a mha fanstory and I have no idea where this is gonna go ... hope you enjoy! Please also feel free to correct my bad writing.Rights on the pictures go to the artist.I do not own mha, rights to the owner.
Wrong number (Chatfic)
Deku I was accidentally added to a chat full pro heroes. Every normal person would leave the chat that Deku also does, but in the chat is a rat that has found interest in him. Alls from the Ua Staff pray for the safety of the unknown number. Everyone called entertaining by Nezu is in immediate danger. Nobody knows that Deku is a bigger danger for himself than Nezu for him. Will they find out?Suicidaldeku 1# 11.04.2024