"Don't they know it's the end of the world?
It ended when I lost your love"

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Amelia was right after the winter formal, she got super sick. Like a fever dream type of sickness. She hadn't left her bed at all since she didn't have strength to do so. Her mom would drag her out of bed to shower which she hated.

Everyone kept trying to feed her since she wasn't eating either she said it hurt every time she tried to swallow.

Fezco visited her everyday even if she would tell him to leave so he wouldn't get sick but he didn't really care.

What I was stuck on was how she knew she was going to get sick. She explained it to me once she said she could feel it when her body was starting to fail and her throat and nose was getting congested. I don't know man, don't ask me.

Anyways you know when you're really sick and you fall asleep you have the weirdest dreams ever? That was happening to Amelia everytime she woke up she would look around confused on what just happened.

Probably because of the amount of medication she was consuming instead of actual food. She was probably higher than I was if that's even possible but anyways...

Amelia was laying down in her bed watching reign season 3 episode 5 to be exact so it was really emotional. She was interrupted when Fezco arrived with a teddy bear and some flowers which made her sit up and smile.

"You really need to stop bringing me stuff every day. I have no space for them anymore" Amelia said. Her voice sounded congested which she hated but somehow Fezco thought it sounded hot.

"Never I just want you to feel better" he walked over to her and handed her the stuff.

"Yeah and you need to back away Fez you're going to get sick too" she placed the teddy bear on the bed and placed the flowers on the nightstand.

"Amy please tell me that all you've eaten is a juice box" Fezco grabbed the juice box from her nightstand and threw it in the trash can.

"And a grape..." Amelia added watching Fezcos face drop with disappointment.

"Baby you gotta eat something what do you want I'll bring it"

"No I'm not hungry I can't eat" Amelia whined and Fezco just walked closer to her and brought her in his arms. "Fez I'm really going to get you sick if you don't move away"

"I said..." he disconnected from her and wrapped his hand on her chin and brought her closer. "I don't care I'll be sick in this room with you" he gave her a kiss.

"Ok no more kissing though I can't breathe" Amelia pulled away from him and moved over in her bed telling him to sit down.

"You sure you don't want nothing to eat?" Fezco made sure before he sat down. "I can go get you something just tell me what you want"

"No I want you to stay I'll just tell Alex go get it" Amelia grabbed her phone from the nightstand.

"Since when is he down here?"

"He got here yesterday night but left," she replied while she typed on her phone.

Alex
Friday 4:56pm

Fries now please!

Oh now your sick snotty ass want to eat

Pleaseeeeee

You so lucky I love you it's gon be a while tho I got shit to do

It's fine bring a lot fez is here

Ew tmi

All I said was he was here

Yeah in your nasty sick room

Just bring the food!

Whatever kid

Amelia tossed her phone to the side and went to lay down with fez while she unpaused her tv.

"What you watching now?"

"Reign their having their little moment right now" she replied.

"He dead?"

"Yeah..."

Both of them continued to watch and Amelia eventually fell asleep which Fezco knew was about to happen knowing she hadn't slept at night since they were on the phone and she was actually feeling better but she had gone back to feeling worse.

Fezco just allowed her to sleep and watched the show she was watching even if he didn't understand it at all.

A while later Amelia woke up and somehow she didn't feel sick anymore. She turned to see fez but only it wasn't fez anymore it was someone else Amelia recognized.

"Val?" Amelia snapped up watching how her old friend sat up on the bed reading a book.

Her hair was blonde and straight. Her eyes were blue and Amelia always admired her. She smiled at her and sat the book down.

"How is this..."

"Don't ask questions amy I thought you'd be happier to see me"

"I am in just...you have no idea how much I've been needing you" Amelia teared up at her friend's figure in front of her.

"You don't need me, you have plenty of good people, you enjoy them..."

"There's no one that can replace you Val and I'm sorry I was so awful to you"

"Hey slow down we have time i'm here to talk to you" she placed her hand on Amelia's. "Tell me how life is now are you still friends with everyone else in the group?"

"No I've talked to Lilly sometimes, David and I well...we broke up and I haven't talked to Dylan in a while" Amelia replied.

"And have you talked to David?"

"No he blocked me on everything I just stopped reaching out I did try though..."

"What did it feel like breaking up?"

"I felt empty...like something was missing he had been in my life for a while I went through a lot with him that relationship was just a whole trip"

Amelia recalled her first relationship which was toxic.

"You guys would've worked there was no one else in the world who loved him the way you did even if you guys lost your spark and you kept him around because of me I never seen someone love him the way you did and he deserved that" she said and Amelia nodded disagreeing.

"He deserved more than that he needed his mom and dad he was already losing his grandpa and his sister was always in jail...he needed more and I couldn't give that to him"

Valéria looked at her friend and frowned. "It's not your job to do that amy you love people way too hard"

"People deserve to be loved," Amelia commented.

"But there's limits, there's only so much love a person can give and you give out way too much and not many people give it back..." Valerie started leaving Amelia to think.

Maybe she did love people way too hard. Maybe that's why she let people walk over her so many times and always took them back. No matter who the person was.

"Some of them deserve it though" Amelia tried to convince herself.

"Do they? What about maddie? Do you think after everything she's put you through she deserves it?" Valerie questioned her, making Amelia think.

Yes maddy did walk over Amelia sometimes. She would take advantage of the fact that even if they argued and maddy said mean stuff to her Amelia would always forgive her.

"With maddy it's different she is family I can't just leave her behind"

"I think we give family way too much credit don't you think? I never talked to my parents. Why would I? They left me I would be dumb to take them back" Valerie admitted.

"It's different, maddy cares about me. I know she's always going to be there whatever the case is she will drop everything to be there for me" Amelia retorted back.

"What if she doesn't?"

"I don't know there's never been a time where she hasn't been there for me..." Amelia paused thinking about it. "But then again it's always been me the one that's always there more than her"

"She's still with nate?" Valerie questioned, knowing the cause of maddys problems had always been nate.

"No they broke up but it's not like they won't get back together" Amelia shrugged.

"You've never thought about telling her she shouldn't?"

"A million times but she'll never listen..." Amelia sighed.

"Why do you think she doesn't?"

"She loves him and in a weird way nate does too and it sucks cause love shouldn't look like that it should be beautiful and just better than that but no matter what when we love someone we'll always take them back no matter how they hurt you"

"Do you think that's the case with you? Taking people back no matter how much they screw you up?" Valerie asked.

"Maybe, I mean I always take people back..."

"What was it about David? What made you take him back every time?"

"I don't know I think I just knew he wasn't a bad person he was just flawed and hurt and I felt the need to fix him and then at the end I just tried to keep him around because of you" Amelia's voice cracked up at the end.

"What was it like after I left?"

"I felt empty. I hated it so much. Even if maddy was there it wasn't enough it's always been us two but at the end I had you and she had Cassie but then you left and it made me realize how much I actually needed you it wasn't the same and I found myself trying to find comfort in David. I had never begged him to stay with me. I just waited until he came back begging for me but it made me feel like if I lost him I lost the last piece I had of you" Amelia was crying by now and wiping her tears from her face. "I hated that it was so tiring and mentally draining feeling like there was something wrong with me because he didn't love me anymore"

"I think it was for the better at the end of the day both of you found good people" Valerie mentioned. "What about Fezco? He seems like a good guy"

"He's more than good," Amelia chuckled, wiping her tears. "He loves a lot too but he hides it I think he's like scared in a way to love way too hard but I love him a lot"

"I can tell"

"I wish you could've met him..."

"We wish a lot amy"

"I wish you never left" Amelia let out a sob and turned to see her friend. "I miss you so much I miss life when you were here and I know sometimes I was a bad friend but you were one of the best friends I've ever had"

"I'm glad I had you around too..."

"Do you ever think what life would've been if you were around?" Amelia questioned making her friend think.

"I don't because I have no idea what it would've been..."

"Sometimes I think you're still around. I forget you're actually gone and when I remember what happens it hurts really bad. I've never been that hurt over a person. It changed me in a way I was afraid to lose anyone else..." Amelia commented.

"Like rue?"

"Like Rue..." Amelia nodded. "I'm afraid that one day someone is going to tell me she's gone. I can't go through that again and I don't want to put that responsibility on her but I can't go through the pain of losing a friend it's the worst thing in the world"

"But you got through it and you seem really happy right now" Valerie talked back.

"We'll yeah everything does seem perfect right now but we all know things will change..."

"But I'll be ok because you'll get through it and I will watch you get through it every time, amy..."

"It sounds like you're about to leave me again..." Amelia's tears gathered back in her eyes.

"I have to, but Amy you'll be okay. You're amazing don't forget that and keep Fezco around I haven't seen you this happy he's good for you"

"Stop, don't leave just five more minutes..."

"Amy I have to go..."

"Amy?!"

"Amy?! Wake the fuck up you been sleep for the longest time ever" Alex voice was heard making Amelia snap out her sleep.

She sat up and looked around to see fez sitting next to her and Alex standing up.

"What the fuck why would you wake me up?!" Amelia shouted at him.

"Aye chill out, it's not that serious!" Alex walked towards her and paved the bag on the bed with her food.

"Oh thank you..." Amelia turned to Fezco. "How long have I been sleeping?"

"Four hours..."

"Oh...." Amelia turned back and made a face. "I think I need to sneeze..."

Alex quickly grabbed a shirt from the floor and placed it on her face just as she sneezed.

"Ew it's warm..." Alex removed his hand away from her face letting her hold the shirt.

"Alex it's just snot you'll be fine" amelia got up from her bed and walked to the bathroom to throw the shirt in the dirty clothes and wash her hands and face.

"Yeah good luck bruh I'm not getting sick. I can feel it in the air" Alex told Fezco and left.

Fez stood up and walked to the bathroom watching Amelia clean her face.

"You good?" He asked.

"I could be better. I think I need food"

"No shit Amy you haven't ate"

"Then let's go..."

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-this could've gone better.

Well I won't update for a while I want to focus on my other book but I'll be back with drama for next season 😋 be ready cause the Howard sisters are some home wreckers.