11.

"Dreaming in a world that we both know
Is out of our control
But if shit hits the fan we're not alone"

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Amelia's mom was born into one of the richest families in California.

Her mom's side was the typical rich white family filled with doctors and lawyers and government men.

Her dad had immigrated from Mexico at the age of 2.

His family built itself into a strong and wealthy family as well.

Which was the only reason they were able to get married.

They were able to tolerate him as long as he made the family look good.

He tried his best to fit in by not bringing his family around or by not speaking Spanish at all and dressing up professionally all the time.

When Anna was born the first thing he did was teach her Spanish. Her mom had no problem with it since her family's racist tendencies hadn't passed onto her but they still kept it a secret.

Eventually they moved into a smaller town to give Anna a normal life. She grew up to be an obedient child until her teen years came around.

She felt like she was being controlled by her parents.

Which she was.

She liked to test their patience. Going out with friends late, doing drugs and drinking.

At first she was just doing it to teach her parents a lesson about controlling her which now that I think about it made no type of sense but then she met Alejandro.

Anna knew Alejandro's dad was part of something dangerous; the rumor was that he was a narc.

Nobody really knew since the family always kept to themselves. She would only see him when her friends went to get drugs from him.

Nothing really happened between them at first since he was older and had graduated high school the year before. Even with his history in the family he actually went to college to get a degree in business.

Anna was intrigued by him; she knew bringing him around would make her parents go crazy.

One day at a party Anna approached him.

Long story short they hooked up and ended up hanging out everyday. He would sneak into her house to see her.

He never thought he was capable of being so in love with someone until he met her.

Alejandro would shower her with gifts everyday trying to show his love for her until one day they got caught. Which Anna had forgotten about since she was falling in love with him.

It wasn't about making her parents mad anymore, it was about her falling for Alejandro.

Anna's parents were so upset at her they started to talk about sending her to boarding school. They said that the drinking and hanging out late they could tolerate but this just crossed the line.

They prohibited her from leaving the house for weeks. She cried herself to sleep every night just wanting to talk to him.

Then when she noticed she was late for her period she freaked out. While her parents were gone at work she looked everywhere for her phone.

Usually she wouldn't do this because she knew it would just end up worse than it already was but she had nothing to lose.

She called Alejandro and made him bring her a pregnancy test. He wanted to take her with him knowing her parents would kill her if she was pregnant but she told him she had to do it the right way.

She would take the test and wait for her parents to show up and tell them if she was or not either case she was going to go with him like he wanted to. He would wait down the street in his car for her at night.

When she went upstairs she took the test and waited on her bathroom floor for it to say whether she was pregnant or not.

She cried most of the time and even more when she saw she was pregnant. She hated herself. At this point she just wished she had listened to her parents.

It wasn't the fact that she didn't want the baby because she was a spoiled little teen that was just doing stuff to strike her parents.

She felt horrible because she had no idea how to raise a child when she was this person that had no morals.

While she was on the bathroom floor she thought about everything. All the possible outcomes of this.

She could get rid of the baby and keep living her life just as her parents expected from her. But she loved Alejandro.

She thought if there was anyone in the world that would help her get through this it was him. She had no idea what to do.

Time had passed by and she was still in the bathroom crying. Her mom had arrived home and looked for her all over the house until she found her in the bathroom crying.

When Anna saw her mom it made her cry harder. Out of all the things she had done to strike her she never meant to go this far.

Anna's mom's eyes scanned the room and landed on the pregnancy test. She shook her eyes and sighed knowing what had happened.

They didn't argue or yell which surprised Anna and explained to her how she wanted to leave with Alejandro and figure stuff out with him for their baby.

It wasn't like her mom could stop her anymore; eventually she was going to leave since she was almost 18.

There was nothing she could do.

She knew she couldn't make Anna happy or give her what she wanted in life. The only thing she could do was let her go.

She helped her pack her stuff before her dad got there and sent her with Alejandro. She knew her husband was going to be upset with her but it was simply what was best.

Eventually Anna and Alejandro succeeded. Built a life for themselves and raised their beautiful daughter who we now know as Amelia.

Anna never talked to her family again since that day all they could wonder was if she ever made it out. If they were to see her now they would be so proud.

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The next day Amelia had woken up late since she hadn't been sleeping in all week.

She had told her parents she had plans with Lexi later on in the day. Both of them were still clueless about Fezco and Amelia especially after the day before how Amelia ignored Fezco.

Anna was convinced that Amelia liked him but now she was confused about the whole thing.

At this point she just chose to let it be when Amelia was ready she would tell her.

Around two Amelia left to Fezcos house. When she got there fez ash was sitting down. She walked in and saw they were watching none other than the vampire diaries which made her laugh.

"Really?!" She paused for a second trying to figure out what episode they were on but it wasn't hard since she saw Stefan getting tortured. "Yesterday you told me you were on episode 7 and now you're on 17?!"

"You know this shit by heart what the fuck?" Ash exclaimed, pausing the tv. "I swear if you spoil anything I'm kicking you out"

"I won't I swear plus you shouldn't because I brought food" Amelia waved the bag in front of him then sat it on the table.

"I'll go get some forks" fez went to the kitchen while Amelia sat on the other couch where fez was sitting while she took the food out. She had brought some Chinese take out.

"Amy have I ever told you you're the best?" Ash said, taking a bite of the food.

"A couple times" Amelia smiled then turned to fez who handed her a fork.

"But I mean it spoil something and that will change," Ash warned, pointing the fork at her.

"Damn ash leave her alone" fez said sitting down next to Amelia.

"What got both of you watching it like this? I wasn't even watching it this much when I started" Amelia asked, getting one of the noodle boxes.

"I was sitting here watching it trying to figure out how the fuck that other bitch look like Elena when ash come in here looking at the screen like I'm watching something weird then he just stayed" fez explained to Amelia. "I'm just trying to figure out why they look alike"

"It is kinda weird like she not questioning it either I would be mad as fuck" Ash added whike amelia just looked at the both of them and laughed.

"I have no comment. I've never been into this season at all just wait until the next one" Amelia commented then turned to fez catching how he was inspecting her outfit as always which wasn't a lot today just a tank top and sweatpants.

"Well ima unpause it cause they got my man's locked up" ash took the remote about to unpause the tv.

"Wait, has her mom showed up yet?"

"Elena's?" Ash paused looking at Amelia. "Wait, she's alive?"

"And I said too much..."

"Yeah I'm definitely unpausing it now"

They eventually finished the food and continued to watch.

Ash was laying down on one of the couches watching while fez laid down on the other resting his legs on the couch and Amelia laid in between them laying on his chest.

At this point they were on the last episode of the season which she was surprised they really watched for that long. They were currently at the part where Damon was taking "Elena" to her house.

"Dude I swear if they kiss!" Ash said in a frustrated tone.

He was definitely a stelena shipper. Amelia just smiled and looked up at fez which just nodded his head looking at the boy when he looked over at the tv he saw Elena and Damon kissing which made Amelia and fez laugh.

"Man what the fuck! I'm out of here man"

"No wait ash watch" Amelia said pointing at the TV suddenly Katherine cut johns fingers off nobody said a word until the episode was over.

"Bro I didn't even think she would ever show up, man..." Ash sighed. "Well I'm out, I've watched enough for today" he said walking into his room.

Amelia chuckled and got up from Fezcos hold and looked at him smiling. He smiled back and put his hand up to move her hair out her face. She turned and laid on him again on her stitch so she could face him.

"Shouldn't you be heading home or something? It's late, ''Fez said.

"I should be, I just wanted to look at you but I am leaving. I have school and practice tomorrow which means I won't be able to see you for a while" Amelia was sitting on his lap now while he listened to her talk.

"Don't worry I'll see you Friday at your game" he reassured, placing his hand on her waist and she wrapped her arms around his neck.

"Or Wednesday I don't have school for some reason but I have practice so I can come by because I do not want you watching season two without me" Amelia replied getting up from the couch putting her shoes on. Fez got up as well, handing the girl her stuff.

"Well I'll make sure we don't watch it without you" he said and just as Amelia was about to turn to walk out fez placed his hand on her bare back pushing her onto him while he looked down to her and licked his lips.

He kept taking steps making her step back and bumping into the wall. He then placed his hands on the side of her hips and she grinned.

"I thought we weren't doing this and we were taking it slow.." Amelia said in a teasing way, making him grin.

"You make it to fucking hard" fez said kissing her neck while she leaned back giving him more access.

He stretched out his hands that were now on her bottom and she grinned but pushed them away.

"Fez I have to go..." he stopped and looked down at her seeing how she was smiling.

Just as he was about to kiss her someone started banging on the door. His first instinct was to push her behind him while he went to check.

"Who is it?"

"It's me. Open the door." Rue's voice was heard from the outside.

"Not today, Rue. I'm sorry." Fez said looking over at Amelia who knew why rue was there.

Now I didn't know Amelia was there if I did this probably would've gone different.

"Fez, I've had a really fucked up day, all right? It's been a really fucked up day. So I need you to open the door for me, okay?"

Amelia just nodded to fez walking to the door trying to make sure it was locked. As much as her heart was breaking for Rue right now she knew that it was better if he didn't let her in.

"I'm not gonna help you kill yourself, Rue. I'm sorry, but you can't be coming over here any more. Just go home." Fez said in a sad tone which Amelia noticed and she took his hand giving it a light squeeze.

"Don't... Fez! Don't close the... Fuck! Fez, open the fucking door, please? I'm begging you just to open the door. Fez! You're full of shit, man." Rue banged on the door.

"You make your living off of selling drugs to teenagers. Now all of a sudden, you want to have a fucking moral high ground? You're a fucking dropout drug dealer. You know that? You're a fucking drug dealer with seven functioning fucking brain cells. Open the door! Fuck you! Fuck you, Fez. Okay? Are you doing this because you care about me? If you gave a shit about me, you wouldn't have sold me the fucking drugs in the first place! But you did! You fucking did! So open the goddamn door!"

By now Amelia wanted to say something to Rue watching how fez was hearing all the insults.

"Open the door! Open the door! Open the door. You did this to me! You fucking... you did this to me, Fez. You fucking ruined my life! The least you could do is open the goddamned door and fix it! I'm fucking serious. I'm so fucking serious. If you don't open this door right now, I swear to God, I will hate you, till the day I fucking die. And Amy I know you've been seeing her you'll ruin her too! You two don't work fez! And you know it! You will ruin her and take her down with you! She's such a perfect little girl and you're taking advantage! So just open the fucking door"

That's where I really crossed the line and Amelia opened the door.

When I saw her I knew I had fucked up but at that moment I didn't really care I just wanted to tell her even more how she was making a mistake which I didn't mean at all Fezco definitely deserved Amelia in his life.

The only reason I left was because I knew fez wasn't going to let me in especially now that Amelia was there I don't blame him for keeping me out.

What I said to fez made him start thinking about how I was right. Amelia had stuff figured out while he didn't and he would ruin her.

At least that's what he thought but Amelia believed differently obviously. Once I left and she closed the door she went to comfort him but he had already made up his mind.

"Fez don't listen to her..."

"Nah amy she's right you should leave." Fez backed away from her.

"What?! No she's not right she's not on her right mind and you know it" Amelia tried to get closer to him but he kept backing away.

"I'm a nobody amy I'm going to be doing this shit for the rest of my life while you go out there to be successful all I'm going to do is keep you behind and I don't want that"

"That's not true don't do that you're more than that stop making it seem like that"

"I don't deserve you Amy"

That line broke her. She never thought something could break her like that. She felt bad that fez believed Rue when everything she was saying was a lie and said out of anger.

"I'll go because you want me to but fez you're an amazing person and I don't want you to think that low of yourself when you're better than most of the people in this world and I mean it. So when you believe it I'll be waiting for you" Amelia took her stuff and went to head out the door before she went out she saw Ashtray down the hallway looking at her with an apologetic look.

Amelia just gave him a little wave and walked out to her car.

Amelia didn't want to break down in front of fez.

First of all she wanted to give him space to think. Not only was he upset about her but he was upset about me.

Amelia chose to let him think about the different things he was dealing with right now. Amelia was hoping that they could eventually talk and come to terms about the two of them whenever he was more calm.

Amelia wanted to be with fez no matter what other people said if he wasn't good enough in her eyes he was.

Amelia wasn't the person everyone made her out to be her problems didn't relate Fezcos but she definitely wasn't perfect.

She didn't want to treat the situation like their argument was a dumb teenage breakup because it wasn't it was about something serious between them. Maybe she did have stuff to think about her being with him after all.

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-ughh they really got us waiting until next week man.

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