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"The things I did
Just so I could call you mine
The things you did
Well, I hope I was your favorite crime"

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Saying Amelia was heartbroken was an understatement. She was heartbroken but she was mainly mad.

Mad because she didn't really want to clear up the problem.

Mad because in her head Lexi and Fezco were dead to her and she didn't want to hear anything about them.

Even if Fezco wanted to apologize, Amelia didn't let him. She thought there was no reason to when what he did was already done.

She wondered what she did wrong? What made Lexi better than her?

She was glad Alex stopped her and Fezcos argument because if she said everything that was going on in her head it would be really bad.

After fez went home he tried to call Amelia. He regretted ever even going home but he knew the shit he was keeping from her was fucked up and he needed to come clean with everything but Amelia wasn't letting him.

Fez<3
Sunday 2:30am

Amy please let me explain

Sunday 2:47am

Answer the phone

Sunday 2:56am

Amy please
It's not what it looks like I promise you
Just let me explain
Please
Amy
I love you

Amelia was awake the whole night until her eyes began to hurt from crying and staying up. That's when she eventually fell asleep.

But she saw the text and the 30 missed calls but she didn't pick up at all. She was frozen in her bed. She didn't want to move. She didn't have the energy to.

When she stopped crying in the bathroom after attempting to take her makeup off she laid in her bed just staring at the walls replaying their argument over and over again which only made her cry more.

Then the thought of what happened with Andrew came up to her head as well and made her feel more disgusted in herself than ever.

Maybe that's what Fezco saw in Lexi; she didn't have boys behind her in line waiting for her boyfriend to mess up so they could have a turn.

Lexi was innocent or at least that's what Amelia thought but if she was capable of taking her friend's boyfriend then that doesn't really make her innocent.

Then every time she heard her phone ringing on the bed all those times she got sad again and began to cry frustrated because every part in her wanted to pick up but she didn't want him to know she was like this.

She would probably fold and let him come back to explain everything but then she pictured fez telling her about how he was with Lexi and she couldn't bear the thought.

So she decided to ignore and drown in her own thoughts about how she had just lost her boyfriend and friend.

How it was going to be Lexi now not her everything she had with fez it was hers now and that even made her more mad.

But then again this was just all in her head of all the conclusions she made which is why she wasn't bothered of hearing his side of the story or lexis because then saying it only made it more real and she didn't want that.

Maddy had stayed at Amelia's house in one of the guest rooms because Alex told her to give Amelia some time.

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The next day everyone in the house was sleeping since they were all out late drinking but that changed when Aurora began to cry and woke most of them up, except Amelia who was still in her room sound asleep.

Alex told everyone to just let her sleep but maddy just had to check on her so she went into her room and saw Amelia laying down without a blanket. Her bed wasn't undone either; she was just laying there in the same position she had laid down on the bed last night.

Maddy approached her and laid her to her moving Amelia's phone which had a bunch of missing calls and text from Fez but she ignored them and just laid down next to the girl.

She shook her a little trying to wake her up.

"Amy, are you okay?" Maddy said in a soft voice while Amelia tried to open her eyes.

Maddy noticed her eyes were puffy and her eye bags were huge and most of her makeup was on.

"I'll be back" she got up the bed going to Amelia's bathroom taking some cotton pads and makeup remover then took some eye cream.

She walked back and sat on the bed moving Amelia so she was laying up on Maddys lap.

"Leave me alone" Amelia groaned and went to rub her eye but maddy stopped her.

"Stop or your eye will be worse" maddy said and poured the makeup remover on the pad then began to clean her face. "What happened?"

But Amelia stayed silent and just let her wipe her face. Then she received a text again by now she had at least 100 missed calls and texts. When maddy saw it was from fez she just decided not to ask anything anymore and just continued to help the girl.

"We're going to Cassie's. Apparently all of us are hungover so let's have a hangover party and be miserable together, '' Maddy told her.

Amelia didn't want to go especially because it meant she had to see Lexi and she didn't want to but she also didn't want maddy to know either or anyone else because she knew they would make a big deal about it and she didn't want that either.

All she wanted was to stay home and lay in her bed like she'd been doing that whole time.

"Do you want me to dress you or something?" Maddy got up from the bed and looked at her.

"No I'll get dressed just wait for me downstairs" Amelia told her and maddy nodded.

Maddy wanted to help the girl. She thought maybe being around the girls would be good but in reality it was the worst idea she could ever have.

Now while all that shit was going down I had gotten caught doing drugs and made a whole scene in my house and in other people's houses but that's a story for later let's focus on fez and Lexi because as much as I couldn't believe it there were worse people here than me.

And that's probably a lie and just me being biased but whatever.

Amelia finally got dressed in some black leggings white tube top and an oversized pink sweater with pink crocs. Her hair was in a bun and she still looked half dead.

She grabbed her phone looking through all the text messages Fezco had sent but she stopped when she noticed she was tearing up again so she just put her phone in her pocket and went out the door to see maddy talking to Alex at his door.

Both of them looked over to her, seeing the state she was in.

Alex knew what was wrong with Amelia and he felt bad because he was the one that was helping Fezco keep the secrets.

Maddy knew it had to do with fez but didn't really exactly know what was going on.

"You two going somewhere?" He asked them.

"Cassie's house" maddy replied while Amelia just walked past them to go down the stairs when she had reached the bottom maddy turned to Alex. "What the fuck is wrong with her?"

"I think her and fez were arguing yesterday I don't know" Alex shrugged and maddy just nodded.

"She'll be fine, they'll be back in a week," Maddy reassured.

"How do you know?" Alex questioned, confused on why the girl was so sure.

"Because it's Amy and fez every time they've broken up they get back together..." Maddy replied but then paused. "Unless it's something really bad in that case they're screwed..."

Maddy just shrugged and walked down the stairs to meet with Amelia while alex stood there trying to think about what to do. He eventually had to do something he couldn't just leave it that way.

If he did than he was just a fucking asshole and and bad friend to Fezco when Fezco was just being as loyal as he could be.

"You guys drank that much last night?" Mr Gonzales asked looking at Amelia while she tried to find some Advil.

"Not really, my head just hurts a lot, '' Amelia replied, which wasn't a lie. She was probably more messed up from crying and lack of sleep than the actual alcohol.

"Where are you going?" He asked the girls.

"Cassie's," Maddy replied.

"Okay be careful" he said then walked out the kitchen.

Once he was gone maddy looked at Amelia who was eating a muffin that was left on the counter.

"You good?" Maddy asked the girl.

"Yeah?" Amelia replied in a questioning tone.

Maddy was about to ask something else but it was clear Amelia did not want to talk about it so she just let it be and went to Cassie's.

While they were at Cassie's, Amelia stayed quiet for most part in the living room sitting next to Kat and maddy. She hadn't seen Lexi which was good because everything would've just come back and she had already calmed down.

Lexi was clueless why Fezco and Amelia were arguing. She knew they were because she heard them shouting at each other but she didn't know why although she did have an idea.

Nobody had talked about the problem all day lexi was barely on her phone as well as the others. Alex knew Fezco was mad at him and Lexi just didn't want to bother them and Amelia...well Amelia was heartbroken.

Honestly trust me when I get this sober thing down Lexi, fez and Alex all lining up outside to get a beating.

Add Andrew and Nate to that list too.

But for now I was going to cause chaos because well I don't want to be sober yet so I ran away basically and ended up at the Howard house where all the girls were at.

"Hey Rue!" Maddy entered the room with Kat, Cassie and Amelia behind her since they heard Lexi talking to rue.

"Oh, hi" rue winced when maddy brought her into a hug then moved away while Amelia went to hug her as well.

I didn't want to judge but Amelia looked horrible as if she was on more drugs than I could ever be but anyways...

When Amelia saw rue she knew there was something wrong with her and she had been too busy worrying about fez and Lexi to notice. She knew Rue had relapsed; it was obvious to anyone who could get their head out of their own ass.

Amelia went to sit down on the couch just thinking about where Rue would end up if she continued to be stuck on drugs. She had never admitted it but it scared the hell out of her to lose rue.

Rue was friends with Valerie too not as much as Amelia but they were close. Valerie's death didn't affect her as much as it affected Amelia but she still felt bad about it and helped Amelia get through it but it was happening again and Amelia just couldn't lose another friend.

So while she sat there that's what she kept thinking. The feeling she felt when she received that text of Valerie dying how her world just stopped and everything went silent.

She didn't want to feel that again which is why she chose to put her problems with fez aside and help her.

She knew she had to face them sooner or later but Rue was certainly more important at the moment than them. If they were well enough to sneak around then they would be ok to be left in the dark while Amelia cared for her friend.

Amelia suddenly snapped out her thoughts when she saw Leslie walk into the house which made her get up immediately.

"Hey Amy" the woman said and Amelia smiled and waved. "She's here right?"

Everyone nodded then saw rue at the top of the stairs.

"Ah, fuck. It'll never fuckin' end." Rue groaned and stopped at one of the steps to sit down.

Amelia walked closer to the stairs and looked up to her friend.

"This can't make you feel good, Rue. Livin' like this. Lyin' to the people you love, bein' mean to the people you love. This can't make you feel good about yourself." Leslie said.

"I don't care. Just fuckin' leave me alone, please. I know you're in pain"

"You have no fucking idea, Mom." Rue shook her head in pain.

"Let's get back into the car, and let me take you to the hospital." Leslie put her hand out for her to take.

"Rue come on I'll go with you" Amelia offered.

"I can't get clean. I can't do that shΒ‘t forever." Rue said to the both of them.

"You don't have to. Just... take it one day at a time." Cassie said, which most of them just nodded while she looked around getting reassuring looks but Amelia ignored and walked closer to rue.

"Rue please let's go" Amelia begged the girl but she ignored.

"Hey, Cass?" Rue called out.

"Yeah?" The blonde replied.

"I have a quick question for you."

"What?"

"How long have you been fucking Nate Jacobs" Rue revealed which made Amelia immediately turn to maddy who had a weirded out look on her face.

"Wh-what, what, what are you talking about?"Cassie stuttered nervously.

"How long have you been fucking Nate?" Rue repeated.

"I'm not." Cassie nervously laughed and started to tear up. "What? I'm not." She said once again seeing how everyone was looking at her.

"What are you talking about?" Maddy asked.

"Oh, I just... I, I saw her get in his truck, and then kiss him and drive off. That was, like, what, like, uh... Uh... Rue: Like a month ago?" Rue explained.

"Are you kidding me?" Maddy raised her voice at Cassie who was freaking out.

"You're fucking Nate? Are you kidding me?" Maddy raised her voice higher.

"No, I... I don't even know why she would say that." Cassie continued to stutter.

"You're lying!"

"Yeah, can we just table this conversation? Okay, let's go..."

"No, no. You expect me to stand here next to my best friend who's been lying to me about fucking my ex-boyfriend! I'm literally gonna get violent."

While everyone tried to take in the news Amelia just ignored and followed Leslie who was going to get rue whatever they had going on it was their problem not hers.

"I'm beggin' you. Let's just get into the car."Leslie begged.

"Mom... I can't." Rue groaned in pain.

"Rue come on you need help let us help you" Amelia pleaded to the girl.

"Oh, you're crying?!" Maddy approached the blonde. "You're fucking crying, you fucking bΒ‘tch?!"

"Maddy, come on!" Kat tried to get her away and gave Amelia a look to help her.

"You're the one who's hurt? You're the most self-centered, idiotic person I have ever fucking met! You fucking my ex, and you're fucking crying?! Are you fucking kidding me?!"

"Look, I'm sorry. I'm sorry, but I don't give a shΒ‘t who's fucking who, okay? If you're gonna keep talkin' about it, get out of the room." Leslie said to the girls.

Amelia finally decided to intervene trying to get Maddy out the house.

"I don't even know why you're believing her. She's a drΥ½g addict." Cassie said, making everyone look at her as well as Amelia who was sending her a glare.

"Don't use her to clean up what you did Cassie" Amelia stated and the blonde sent her a glare.

"Yeah whatever you should be worrying about Lexi not me right now..." cassie tried to take the attention off of her.

"What are you talking about?" Amelia questioned and looked back at Lexi.

"You're not going to tell her lex? Or should I tell her about your long calls late at night saying 'oh but we can't tell Amy' 'yeah but we have to make sure Amy doesn't know' or the new one I heard the other day clearly 'do you think Amy would be okay with us dating?'" Cassie said while she looked at Lexi and the rest did too.

"So it's true?" Amelia looked at Lexi with a hurt face while she just stayed silent standing there.

"Amy I..." Lexi tried to say something but she didn't know what.

"You have to be fucking kidding me right now!" Amelia scoffed and looked at Maddy who rubbed the girl's arm in comfort.

"Seriously both of you?!" Maddy sent a glare to the sisters. "Wow..."

"No it's not like that..." Lexi tried to say but basically got ignored.

"Rue, when was this?" Maddy asked about cassie and nate but cassie continued to try and cover it up.

"I mean she's got someone's number the night of New Years so..." cassie stated and Amelia just looked at Lexi again shaking her head.

"Amy I..."

"Right after New Year's." Rue replied to maddy.

"Oh! You dumb fucking bΒ‘tch! I'm gonna fuck you..." maddy went after cassie who began to run away from her while kat tried to ger maddy.

Rue used this as an advantage to get away and Amelia stood re thinking everything that just happened then looked at Lexi again.

"Amy let me explain..." Lexi went to grab her hand but Amelia snapped away.

"No! I don't want to hear it from you" she rushed out of the house to her car to drive away.

Now I didn't expect it to go that way but everyone's secrets got spilled but hey better they care about their own problems than mine...

While Amelia drove she tried her best not to crash since she was in so shape to drive. She was shaking and her eyes were blurred from the tears brimming up in her eyes.

When she arrived at Fezco's house she banged on the door so he could open it.

By now she was convinced there was something between Lexi and fezco I mean everything added up to that so any person who didn't connect the dots were just dumb but she wanted to hear it from him.

She thought she deserved that. She deserved to be told the truth.

"Amy what's wrong?" Fezco opened to see the girl outside with tears falling on her face. She walked past him and then turned around when she was inside the house.

"Fez I'm only going to ask you once and I swear..." Amelia choked on her sobs but managed to keep going. "I swear if you lie to me!" Her voice cracked on the last word.

Fezco closed the door and looked at her with a worried face. In the living room sat Ashtray listening to everything.

"Amy, come here..." Fezco tried to take Amelia into his hold but she pulled away.

"No! I'm just going to ask you this once...are you talking to Lexi?!" Amelia demanded and waited for him to answer.

Fezco stood hesitating to answer her or not.

"Fez are you talking to her or not?!" Amelia raised her voice and looked at him with sad eyes.

Fezco sighed then looked at the girl wanting her to tell her the truth.

"Yes," he answered.

Amelia let out a sob and looked away from him, not bearing to look at him any longer and just nodded.

"Amy but it's not like that, let me explain..."

"What is there to explain?! Please just keep it like that if she's who you want then go ahead I'm not stopping you" Amelia went to walk out the door but he stopped her.

"Wait no! Amy is not like that at all let me just explain please" Fezco begged the girl holding onto her arms. "Please amy please"

Amelia paused and finally stayed and didn't fight off him anymore.

"I don't want shit to do with Lexi at all! She's with Alex and they made me keep it a fucking secret from you"

"What?"

"This whole time they've been using me to cover their shit up. Alex has been talking to her and they've been keeping it from you" Fezco continued to explain but Amelia was confused.

"Why?"

"I don't know man ask them but I promise you Amy I would never do some shit like that to you I only love you. Yesterday he was the one that made me tell you to invite Lexi" Fezco looked at the girl and cupped her face wiping her tears away. "Look here you can go through every text on my phone here"

He pulled his phone out and sat it in her hands.

"Fez..."

"No I told Alex that I was not losing you for his dumb ass shit so please Amy..."

Amelia opened the phone knowing his password seeing the picture of him and her as his screensaver. Then she clicked on his messages seeing how every single one of them between him and Lexi was him telling her she was in the clear to go see Alex. Then she looked up to him while still holding his phone.

"So you're not cheating on me?" She asked and he nodded.

"Come on baby I would never do some shit like that. I love you..." he cupped her face again and placed a kiss on her forehead.

"Does he know you're telling me this?"

"No and i don't give a shit" he replied and she smiled then brought him into a hug tightly and he hugged tightly too. "I'm so sorry if I made it seem that way baby I ain't mean too"

"It's okay but I just don't understand what is so bad she could've told me..." Amelia disconnected from him and wiped away her tears.

"You gon' have to ask him that" he replied and pinched her cheek softly. "Let me get you some tissue"

Fezco led them to the bathroom to give her something to wipe her face. She sat on the toilet which had the top down so she could sit.

"Fez I have to tell you something..." Amelia began.

"What's up?" He asked and gave her the tissue sitting on the edge of the tub next to her.

"Yesterday when I was at Cassie's house Andrew was there and...this is when I saw you texting Lexi on her phone and I didn't know what to think so I just started to drink and there was a moment when I was in the kitchen and he was there too and..." Amelia paused watching how he was listening to her.

"He kissed my neck but then I freaked out and I pushed him off. I don't know what happened but that whole time since yesterday I was thinking how I was going to lose you and..."

"Hey hey calm down I'm listening baby take your time" fez says his hand on her leg trying to calm her down.

"I pushed him away and tried to leave him but he kept trying to throw himself on me and I told him to stop and I pushed him off again that's when he let me go but I just felt like I was a horrible person for letting him to that to me and I wasn't in my right mind but that doesn't mean I just let him do that...'' Amelia continued to ramble on.

"I'll fucking kill him..."

Amelia paused and looked at him, his expression changed to anger.

"Amy you were drunk he shouldn't have done that shit!"

"But I let him but I don't know why when I hate him and I'm so disgusted by him!"

"Because like you said you wasn't in your right mind which is why im gonna fucking kill his bitch ass!" He stated and she just nodded.

"Fez no you can't you still have the cops on you from when nate called you please don't do anything" amelia pleaded to him.

Fezco remembered it was not only about Nate anymore there was more to it and he needed to tell her even if she might hate him for it.

"Amy I need to tell you something too..." he leaned forward. "But give me a kiss first...if you want"

Amelia didn't hesitate and took his face to kiss him. Fezco kissed back like he was never going to get to kiss her again ever again which felt awful. The kiss continued for a few moments and then he let go.

"Ash killed mouse..." he blurted out knowing if he didn't he never was.

"What..?" She pulled away to look at him.

"When we got raided I needed drugs and he was making us to pay him and if he found out I got my money from your dad he was finna get us in some other shit so I was tryna talk it out but ash took him out..." Fezco explained and Amelia paused trying to take everything in.

Fezco saw Amelia's face of fear and confusion not knowing what to say. She couldn't believe that Ashtray was capable of something like that. He was just a kid, he didn't deserve to carry something with him like that.

"Amy I'm so sorry and I understand if you want to get up out of here but this shit I'm doing I'm just tryna protect my family and trust me I love you with all my heart but if something were to happen to you I don't think I would ever forgive myself..." fez said to her still watching how she was frozen in her thoughts.

Amelia loved Fezco and she knew how it was for him. That's what her grandpa was involved in. She knew eventually he was going to have Mouse killed but she just couldn't believe Ashtray would do something like that.

"I'll take you home or I'll have someone pick you up. Do you want me to call Maddy or something?" He asked, noticing she was in shock.

She finally snapped out her thoughts and nodded.

"No it's fine she is probably struggling too..." Amelia replied to him.

"I'm sorry I kept all this shit from you and I understand if you want to leave me because trust me you deserve better than all this shit..."

"No I'm just shocked right now I mean I know Mouse was a bad person and my grandpa was already getting people to you know...don't tell my dad I know that I overheard him and Alex's conversation but ash..." Amelia paused again and sighed. "I want to be with you I don't care what happens Im going to always be here there's no way after all this I'm letting you go so I'm down to do this"

"Amy..."

"No, don't do that. Fez I love you so please don't make me leave you please" Amelia looked at him with a pleading face and he sighed.

He would be lying if he said he didn't want Amelia there for him but it was selfish. Wanting everything but risking it all just to have her even if it meant her getting hurt.

"I don't fucking deserve you man you too good" fez said holding the girls hand.

Amelia wrapped her arms around her neck and brought him into a hug. "I love you" she said while he rested on her chest.

"I love you too"

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- did y'all really think I would ever do that?)?!?!?

I love y'all fr sorry for scaring you guys ❀️

Anyways I'm sorry for the delay of the chapter the SAT KILLED ME but I'm back!

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