"So I'll use my voice, I'll be so fucking rude
Words they always win, but I know I'll lose"

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It was maddys birthday and we all knew Amelia was going to show out for it like she did every year but Cassie beat her to it.

Mads<3
Saturday 12:34am

Not fair you know I always throw your party

Cassie said she was doing it this time just let her do it and after we can go somewhere else

Fine we can hang out outside and drink my mom just cleaned up out there

It'll be just us and you can invite fez

You won't be mean to him anymore?

Won't I promise

K I'll see you tmr

Amelia got up from her room and walked to Alex's. When she put her ear to the door he heard him talking on the phone. She sighed and banged on the door. She heard the FaceTime call end and he went to open the door when he saw her he sighed.

"What do you want?!" He groaned and went back to sitting on his bed.

"It's maddys birthday tomorrow" she said.

"I'm aware what does that have to do with me?"

"Cassie is throwing her a party but it'll only be us girls but after we're planning on coming back here and hanging out outside my parents are going out" Amelia replied to him.

"Amy, you could've texted me that..." Alex complained and she smirked.

"I know I just wanted you to hang up on your girlfriend" Amelia chuckled and went to walk out the door then walked back to her room.

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The next day she woke up and began to get everything ready. She was on the phone with Cassie so she could tell her how everything was going to go down at her house.

Amelia had no idea of the shit that was going down behind the scenes like kat and Ethan having problems or how Cassie was literally fucking nate jacobs or the fact that ashtray had killed mouse.

Lexi was still acting weird but Amelia was getting over it and decided not to even pay attention anymore. What really bothered her was the way Fezco was acting.

She had been overthinking it a lot so much that she didn't even notice I was going downhill again but it really isn't her job to keep up with me but I bet she rather be worrying about me than all the other stuff I just mentioned.

Eventually Amelia was going to find out about everything and something tells me it won't go as well as she thought.

Fez <3
Saturday 1:09 pm

You want a ride to Maddy house?

Alex is taking me he said he was picking you up after so we could come back to my house

Alr

Weird right? Both of them believed everything was fine and they were going through a rough patch. Amelia tried to convince herself that it wasn't always going to be perfect like the way it was going before that this little thing they had going on was going to pass.

When in reality Fezco was trying to think what it would be of them if Amelia found out about all the secrets they were keeping.

Both of them decided to put their thoughts aside for maddys birthday because she deserved it after everything that had gone down but they just couldn't escape their problems.

Amelia was done getting ready and walked downstairs with a bag that contained maddys birthday gift. She sat it on the kitchen counter while she waited for Alex to get ready as well.

Her parents were also getting ready to head out since they had a dinner to attend.

"Be good Amy, don't drink too much. I would say Alex is in charge but we all know that won't work so please just be safe" her dad said while he took the keys from the table and the car seat that had aurora inside.

"I won't, I'll actually be responsible unlike the actual adult" Amelia snarked watching as Alex made his way downstairs.

"Always talking behind my back..." Alex rolled his eyes playfully at the girl.

"I wasn't, I was looking right at you" the girl retorted.

"Whatever but we'll be fine I won't drink until I get here" Alex told his uncle while he grabbed his keys as well. "Let's go"

Amelia smiled at her dad and followed out the house with Alex. She went to sit on the passenger side and he got on the driver side.

Amelia was starting to consider asking Alex what was wrong with Fezco which would be no use since whatever he was keeping from Amelia Alex was definitely not going to rat him out but Amelia trusted to believe that if it was something bad Alex would've told her already.

But she just had to ask.

"Have you talked to fez?" She finally asked Alex after a while of debating if she should.

"Everyday...you don't?" He returned the question.

"Okay now you're mocking me I asked a simple question" Amelia rolled her eyes and looked the other direction.

"Yeah a simple question I replied with a simple answer" Alex replied. Amelia simply sighed and decided not to ask anymore. "Did you two break up or something?"

"No..." Amelia replied but paused at the question.

They weren't broken up but it certainly didn't feel like they were together.

"Something is bothering him but he won't tell me," Amelia added. "I was just thinking that maybe he told you"

Alex just kept driving not knowing what to tell the girl. He felt bad about how much she was worrying about him. He knew what was wrong with fez but he didn't want to tell Amelia at least not yet.

"Even if he did, you know how friend code works..."

"Oh you can't be serious right now..." Amelia groaned.

"Yes you do that to me with maddy all the time so" Alex shrugged and just continued to drive.

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The secrets everyone was keeping was going to cause big trouble and honestly I was waiting for it to happen but first I need to get sober so I can enjoy the drama so everyone better keep it together until I finally have a magical force to keep me sober.

Anyways I didn't think it would last long all it took was one thing to put everything together just one.

When Amelia arrived all the girls were already there. Lexi opened the door for her and allowed her to go into the house. She looked around at the decorations and heard the music playing.

"Wow, really nice..." Amelia commented while looking around.

"Yeah Cassie really showed out..."Lexi added.

"Happy birthday!!" Amelia was distracted as soon as she saw maddy walking in the room and rushed to hug her.

"Thank you!!!!" Maddy hugged back. "Come on, let's get a drink because we're all getting turnt I do not care!"

Maddy dragged Amelia to the kitchen where Kat and BB were drinking.

"Aye! My bitch here" BB walked over with a bottle and tilted it making her tilt her head back pouring the liquid into her mouth then put it down while Amelia drank it.

"Now we can party!" Maddy went to sit down on the chair while Amelia sat down as well taking a bottle on the table pouring it into her cup.

"No man today?" BB asked Amelia. Lexi was standing next to her and looked away uncomfortably about the question.

"Oh no...told him it's just us tonight" Amelia replied dryly and took a big gulp of her drink. Maddy noticed her tone and just put the bottle she was holding up.

"As it should be seriously fuck them"

"You're acting like Nate won't be here in a minute" Kat commented, making Amelia snap her eyes to her cousin.

"Don't look at me like that he told me he had a gift for me" maddy immediately cornered.

Amelia just rolled her eyes and looked away from her, not even having the energy to argue.

Then they heard knocking on the door making maddy get up and put her bottle down walking out the room. Amelia looked over to her direction watching her disappear into the entrance where Nate stood.

Lexi sent a text then put her phone down noticing how Amelia was looking at her and froze seeing how Amelia would have looked at the screen easily but she didn't.

"Are you okay?" Amelia asked the girl and she nodded.

"Lexi come help me get the gifts" Cassie entered the room and pulled her sister away, taking the phone from her hand and setting it on the table next to Amelia.

"Cas..." Lexi tried to argue her way out but Cassie continued to pull her out.

Amelia just ignored and turned to Kat and BB.

"It's about to be a long night..." Amelia sighed downing the liquid in her cup while BB put the bottle out again refilling her empty cup.

"So are her and Nate together?" Kat asked.

"I have no idea, I think she's done talking to me about them and honestly I'm done listening about it too" Amelia replied and Kat raised her cup agreeing with her.

Then Lexis' phone rang but no one paid attention.

"I feel like they should put it past them I feel like if they do they can be endgame or some shit" BB commented.

Lexis phone dings again.

"Move past the fact he almost killed her?" Amelia looked over to BB who just stayed quiet.

Then the phone dinged again. Amelia picked up the phone to check what was going on.

Now Amelia wasn't the type to see people's messages or go through their phones unless it was maddy but Curiosity got the best of her. She wanted to know who Lexi was talking to.

She didn't know why she usually didn't care but she just had a gut feeling it was someone she knew since Lexi wouldn't tell her who it was exactly.

When Amelia picked up the phone she saw the screen seeing she had messages from none other than...Fezco.

Amelia paused not knowing what to think about it. She set the phone back down and looked over to Kat and BB who had questioning looks on their faces.

"Just people from her play" Amelia lied and the girls believed her.

Amelia didn't know what to think about it; she couldn't even imagine why she would have his number; they had never interacted until the night of New Years. Then everything started to come back to how both of them were always texting someone. The day Lexi was at the store and other things she had noticed between them.

She didn't want to jump into conclusions but it was really hard when everything just indicated to them talking.

Amelia didn't even want to lash out on Lexi, that just meant she had to tell her the truth and she did not want to hear it at all.

So the best thing she could do was try and drink her problems away to the point where she couldn't even think straight about them. So she began to take random drinks of every bottle they had there.

Kat and BB had walked away to open presents while Amelia just stayed in the kitchen drinking. She was sitting on the counter while she heard everyone else out in the dining room.

Lexi had come back for her phone but didn't suspect anything since Amelia wasn't in her seat anymore. She was at the counter talking to kat.

The alcohol was definitely working because she stopped thinking about arguments in her head she could have with fez.

Eventually everyone headed outside to the hot tub except for her since she didn't bring a bathing suit she just stayed in the kitchen. She thought there was no one inside until a familiar person walked in.

Andrew smiled at the sight of Amelia at the counter and approached her. She didn't even have the energy to move away from him; she simply just ignored him.

"Hard day?" He asked and she nodded. "Want to talk about it?"

"No," Amelia replied and took another sip. Andrew just nodded and leaned on the counter next to where she was sitting.

"You're not going out there with them?"

"Could you please stop talking? '' Amelia turned to him and saw how he put his hands up in defense and turned the other way while Amelia continued to drink.

"Maybe you should slow down," he commented, making her groan.

"No you're not telling me to slow down what happened to you? You were supposed to be the life of the party" she turned to him with a smirk on her face.

"They said the same about you and look at you in here" he responded to her and she tilted her head agreeing.

"True but whatever is going on out there is not a party so I'm good in here" she stated.

"Then I guess I am too," he shrugged.

Amelia was drunk enough to tolerate Andrew as the friends they used to be but he just didn't know boundaries.

Amelia put the bottle out for him to take which he did but he didn't drink from it he just set it on the counter and took a step forward.

"What's bothering you?" He asked, moving his hand closer to her.

"I saw something earlier but it doesn't matter anymore" Amelia just brushed off while Andrew reached her side and started caressing her thigh.

"Did your boyfriend do something?" He took another step forward making him stand right beside her.

"I don't know," she replied, looking at him. He smirked and stepped right in front of her and set both of his hands on her sides and made her legs open so he could stand between them.

"So let's forget about him then..." he suggested brushing his hand up her arm then to her back stopping at her bottom.

"I love fez..." Amelia muttered while her body reacted to his touch.

"I can make you forget about that..." he leaned in closer and began to kiss her neck then down to her collar bone. Amelia was too busy enjoying how it felt instead of pushing him off in her mind all she could think about was Fezco.

Then she heard screaming outside. By that time Andrews hand was about to reach in between her thighs she immediately smacked him off her and jumped off the counter noticing what he was doing.

"Andrew what the fuck?!" Amelia looked at him with disgust.

"Oh come on amy you liked that" he took a step towards her and she backed away.

"No!" She pushed him away but he took her hands stopping him. "Leave me alone, let me go!"

He pushed her into the wall and put his hands inside her shirt trying to take it off but she kneed him in the stomach causing him to crouch down off her.

"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" Amelia fixed her clothes and walked out the kitchen into the living room to see Cassie getting dragged up the stairs.

Amelia stood there trying to process everything that just had happened. She had let Andrew get close to her which she hated. She wanted to crawl into a hole and never get out of the disgust she felt of herself.

She couldn't even begin to think about what she just had done to her relationship. She felt like he had just cheated on fez which she hated to think of it that way.

She was more worried about the fact that she had just let Andrew touch her than the fact that Andrew pushed himself on her once again. He knew Amelia was drunk; he should've never made a move like that but it was still no comfort to Amelia at all.

Alex
Saturday 10:13 pm

Pick us up rn

Omw

Amelia couldn't bear the thought of being close to Andrew anymore; she just wanted to tell fez the whole thing nor wanted to keep it from him since it felt like he was cheating.

Andrew was a fucking pig and I hated the way Amelia thought it was all her fault. She was the one that let him get close to her in the first place but Andrew was the one that was in his right senses to know Amelia wasn't.

He was doing it with the thought that since Amelia seemed to be in a crisis she would just find comfort in him which was really fucking disgusting how he was trying to take advantage of her.

"Did you call Alex I need to take a fucking shower!" Maddy walked in with a towel wrapped around her.

"I did" Amelia snapped out her trance and began to look at everyone who were making their way out the hot tub disgusted. "What happened?"

"Cassie threw up..." Kat replied.

"You sure you don't want a ride?" Nate asked Maddy one more time before he left along with Andrew.

"No, just go!" Maddy replied to him.

The boy sighed and opened the door to walk out. Andrew walked past Amelia sending her a warning look making her feel uneasy again the vision of him on her over and over again.

Alex
Saturday 10:22 pm

Outside.

"Maddy Alex is outside" Amelia announced getting up from the couch. Maddy immediately got up from her chair with the towel around her.

"Bye guys" Amelia hugged Kat and BB, who were the only ones there.

Fez<3
Saturday 10:23pm

Tell ur friend if she want to come

Who?

You and rue friend

Lexi?

Ye

Why?

I just thought you would want her to come

Amelia found Fezco's suggestion weird and showed Maddy the screen. She read the text and the first thing she noticed was how dry they were being then when she saw the rest she really didn't think Fezcos intention of inviting Lexi were bad.

Fezco really wasn't the type of person to play around like that and especially when it came to Amelia so she just shrugged.

"If you want I don't mind," she said as she walked out the door.

Just as Amelia was about to follow she saw Lexi making her way down so she went to ask her. Amelia did it for Lexi knowing she would have to deal with Cassie if she stayed.

"Do you want to go to my house? Fez, Alex and Maddy will be there. We'll probably just hang out and have some drinks" Amelia offered to her.

Lexi smiled immediately which caused Amelia to regret her decision. Every reaction she was having was just making her over think more and more.

All Amelia could do was think about what was actually going on between Lexi and Fezco since she just didn't have the courage to ask yet, especially what had just gone down and the night wasn't over yet.

She noticed little things she didn't before like how Lexi was happy and anxious to go with her. Whenever she was nervous she would fidget with her hands Amelia noticed that when they first started talking.

Lexi had been around Fezco before but Amelia was never self conscious about it because again she never thought either of them would do anything like that.

But now everything was different and her trust to both of them was being lost. She noticed how as soon as she got in the car she began to lose her smile, getting more nervous and nervous. Fez was in the passenger seat while Alex drove.

Fez had looked back to look at Amelia. She looked straight at him for a moment and then he just went back to looking at the road.

Fezco was clueless about what was going on in her head. In reality he just wanted to look at her and how good she looked like he always did.

When they got home they went to sit in the backyard in the couches they had out there. Alex turned on the bonfire and brought out some drinks. Amelia sat on one couch with Fezco while Maddy sat with Alex across from them.

Lexi sat by herself on a single couch on the side. The amount of looks fez and Lexi were exchanging was driving Amelia crazy or when either of them said something and the other added to it.

Things Amelia didn't care about before but she did now. Then she noticed the texting thing again which only made her more mad.

Fezco noticed something was bothering her since she just drank and her commentary was not her usual comments. She had stopped feeling guilty about Andrew now she just felt anger about it.

She would never like Andrew ever and he disgusted her and if she could turn back time she should've never said a word to him.

"What time is it?" Amelia interrupted their conversation which was about what happened in the hot tub back at Lexis house.

"Twelve," Alex replied, checking his phone.

"Oh it's late..." Lexi checked her phone as well.

"You need a ride?" Fez offered, making Amelia turn to him immediately and he did as well noticing her reaction.

"Oh um I'll just..."

"Take her home so she'll be okay i'm going to bed" Amelia got up interrupting Lexi.

Fezco kept his eyes on her and tried to take her hand but she snatched it away while she continued to walk inside the house.

He knew Amelia was upset he just didn't know why but he had an idea.

Amelia was in the kitchen cleaning some stuff up from everything they had opened when fez walked in approaching her trying to get close but she just snapped away.

"Come on baby what's wrong?" Fez whined trying to get closer to her.

"Take her home fez" she replied in a harsh tone emphasizing his name.

"What's your problem right now?" He asked, changing his voice to a more serious one.

"Nothing just take her home since you love doing favors like inviting her too" Amelia finally fessed up saying it in a bitter tone looking directly at him.

Fezco paused and saw the seriousness in her face and sighed. "That's not even the case right now amy you making shit up"

"Then why the fuck did you want her to come? You texted me out of nowhere?" Amelia raised her tone at him. "But you sure do have time to text her and entertain her"

"Bruh amy what the fuck are you even talking about right now..." fez sighed looking at the girl.

"Don't act like you don't know this whole night you've been looking at her and talking to her and I know you're not telling me something so what is it?!" She continued to raise her voice at him while he kept calm knowing she was in the right to be mad.

"What do you mean?"

"Stop acting like you're clueless about what is going on! You are hiding something I know you barely even talk to me anymore and so is she so that can't be a fucking coincidence!" Amelia accused with anger getting more mad by the second.

"Amy let me just take you to bed, come on" he tried to take the cup in her hand away which made her snap away from him again.

"You can't be fucking serious right now..." Amelia lowered her voice and looked at him with a hurt face. "I saw that you texted her! I saw it on her phone! It wasn't hard to put the dots together since you make it too fucking obvious so tell me fez why the fuck where you texting her! Why do you even have her number?!"

"Amy..." fez tried to find something to tell the girl but he just couldn't. He thought it was going to be easy to keep calm and not suspicious but the hurt look on her face was breaking me.

"What are you not telling me, fez?!" Amelia demanded raising her voice again but before he could respond Alex walked in noticing the tension in the room.

"Hey...ima take Lexi...home" he said hesitantly seeing their looks on their faces.

"Okay..." Amelia said and set her cup down. "I'm just going to bed.." she walked away and Fezco noticed the way her voice cracked which only tore him apart.

He turned to see the girl walk away and heard her go up the stairs then turned to see Alex with an upset face.

"What happened?" Alex asked.

"What happened is that you need to get your shit together man She knows I'm keeping something from her so just figure your shit out with all these problems with Nate and the people with Mouse because ima tell her I'm not losing her because of your fucking bullshit" Fezco said to his friend and went to walk out the house.

"How you getting home, man?" Alex asked knowing he was too mad at him to even give him a ride.

"I'll figure it out, don't worry about me, worry about fixing your shit" Fezco walked out the house leaving Alex there.

He hated that he had to go in between him and Amelia especially because he knew how happy she was with him and now she was nothing but broken.

Upstairs Amelia undressed and put some pajamas on. She was going to take her makeup off as well only to notice she was starting to cry it off. She hated that she hadn't gotten an answer from him which only just answered her question.

She especially hated that she didn't know what to do about it she didn't know because she didn't know what was going on.

She didn't know anything and that made her frustrated in ways she didn't even know could exist.

Everything was just left unanswered but it was easy to jump into conclusions about what was going on.

Fezco was talking to Lexi.

Or at least that's what she had concluded and I guess the rest of us too.

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-damn...

Welp more drama next chapter yay!!!