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BAKUGO SAT THERE, looking out the window for quite a while. he was afraid to fall asleep. he didn't want to. he would sometimes stop to go and puke up the petals, but besides that, he sat there quietly.


if you saw this, you'd probably be shocked. bakugo? quiet? impossible.


he finally was brought back to the real world by his alarm, which he quickly shut off. heΒ  stood up and quickly begin to change into his u.a uniform. he buttoned upΒ  his shirt, leaving two buttons down, and rushed to the bathroom, grabbing his toothbrush.Β 


he frowned as he saw dry blood on his chin, quickly washing it off. he then brushed his teeth and ran out, not wanting to stay in his house any longer. he felt like he was going to suffocate in there after last nights events.


he took a deep breath and began to slow down into a walk, beginning to walk his way toward your house.Β 


Β he always picked you up in the morning and dropped you off afterschool. you had asked him why and he said he didn't mean to but your house was on the way to his. you believed in his lie and he tried to as well, but he couldn't. the reason why he walked you home is because he wanted to spend as much time with you as he could.


bakugo began to think quietly to himself, kicking a pebble away.


what am I going to do? what if someone finds out? what if you found out? would you worry about him? would you care if he died? would yo-


"kacchannn!" a voice yelled as a familiar warmth surrounded him. he froze as your arms wrapped around his shoulders.Β 


he could feel your breath tickle his ear and he felt happy. you always made him feel so tingly inside but of course, he'd never confess that nor tell you anything like that.


but he enjoyed this. he did. and as he raised his arms to try to hug back, the flashbacks came back.


'I like Midoriya!'


He frowned and pushed you off of him. you smiled as he would usually do that. it kind of hurt you when he did though, although you would never know why.


he flicked your forehead and you flinched.


"ow kacchan! that hurt!" you pouted.


he scoffed and began to walk, and you quickly followed. you walked together and it was quiet for some odd reason.


you supposed it was that bakugo was mad at you for liking the one he hated. actually, it wasn't like that at all. bakugo just didn't want to talk about it because it hurted him so bad. and he wasn't used to starting a conversation since you always would.


you, worried about your friendship with bakugo, began to talk.


"s-so..are you mad at me?" you questioned, afraid.


"mad for what, you damn idiot?" he replied.


"f-for..for liking midoriya.." you said quietly.Β 


bakugo stood still and you stopped, turning to him. bakugo took in your expression, the way your cheeks tinted lightly with pink, the way your eyes were filled with worry. you were always able to entrance him. you were like his weakness.


but with each word of that sentence, his heart overfilled with pain. your sparkling eyes and pink face hurt him. because you would never talk about him with that look on your face.Β 


he felt the petals filling up inside of him and he walked ahead, and you began to follow him until he stuck his hand out.


"dont follow me, you damn idiot." you opened your mouth to speak but he ran away from you.


bakugo ran and ran until he found an alley way.Β 


he then crouched over and let the flowers spill.



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