bakugo fell backwards in shock and fear. what the actual hell just happened to him. he rubbed his eyes frantically, hoping that this was a dream. yet when he peered back into the toilet, he realized that it truly wasn't a dream.

he actually had vomited out those flowers. 

the flowers oddly enough were beautiful. the petals floated in the toilet with blood lightly tinting the water. the water was a light pink and the way the flowers blended with them was oddly enough, pretty.

he quickly flushed them away in disgust and got up, walking to the sink. bakugo grabbed his toothbrush and applied a bunch of toothpaste onto his brush. he brushed his teeth frantically, trying to get the taste of those damned yellow flowers out of his mouth.

his mouth stung with the amount of toothpaste he had shoved into his mouth but he didn't care. he just wanted the taste of blood and flowers out of his mouth.

he then went to his bed after rinsing his mouth, pulling out his phone. he went to woogle, woogling what was wrong with him. he scrolled down, trying to find a credible source to rely on for his symptoms.

he finally found a medical report that showed similarities of what was going on with him.

he clicked on the woogle page and his eyes widened once reading what was wrong with him. he had that disease that everyone had talked about. the disease that made people fear falling in love. the disease that was fatal for some people who faced one sided love.

he had the hanahaki disease.

he tightly grabbed his phone and stared at the screen.

'i'm going to die aren't I?' he thought as he read the symptoms of the hanahaki disease. as he read on, he realized he wouldn't die if he had a surgery done on him to remove the flowers or had his feelings returned by you.

he gave out a small laugh. 'well shit, im going to die.'

yes, he was going to die because he knew that as a fact because you liked midoriya. you liked that useless, green haired boy. the boy he had hated for so long. you didn't like him. you didn't like bakugo.

 and he didn't want to do the surgery. bakugo was afraid of going through with such a surgery because he didn't to lose such a feeling that was the key to happiness.

so yeah, the strong willed, hot headed, over-confident bakugo was going to die. and over what? 

a girl. a girl who didn't love him back. and he could save himself but he didn't want to because he loved you too much to let you go.

because as hard as it was for him to admit it, he didn't want to not be able to love. 

because he liked the way you made him feel. the feeling of warmth whenever you smiled at him. the way he secretly smiled when you made a sassy remark.

 even if it was killing him.

so it was then bakugo decided. as he shut off his phone and left it to charge, he thought over all the possible solutions. he stared at the moon, and made his choice. 

and he decided.. 

he didn't mind that he was dying over you.