Warning: swearing,abuse

I loved Nate,that was the problem.Me and him were the complete opposite yet dating.We had fights every night and things would get smashed and broken but we would make up,over and over again.

It was tiring just being with him,when i had tried to break up with nate,it didn't end well.He was extremely manipulative and abusive,a part of me was terrified of him.

That's why i've never left him after that night because i'm scared of what he will do.Nate was psychopathic and needed help,still he never listened to me.

I was currently biking to the motel me and Nate would meet at regularly,it was pretty much our hangout spot.The rain drops fall onto my face as i pull up to the motel.My hair was already soaked from the rain,i quickly run up to the room we were staying at.

Knocking on the door,my smile soon fades when he opens the door but doesn't say anything.I walk in as he slams the door behind me causing me to jump a bit.
"What was that for?"i ask him as he scoffs."im not in the fucking mood right now."

I roll my eyes at him as he caught a glimpse off it."don't you roll your eyes at me."he growls whilst pointing his index finger in front of my face.I look up at him,his eyes were filled with rage and i knew he was going to have an  outburst any second.

"I-I'm sorry."i say in a whisper,i hated being like this in front of him,it made me feel vulnerable.Nate mutters something under his breath before walking over to the bathroom."what happened?"i shout,moving over to sit on the bed.

"Nothing."he yelled from the bathroom,that was a lie."why can't you just tell me."i ask,getting off the bed so i could walk over to him."it's none of your fucking business y/n."he grits through his teeth,holding onto the sink tightly while i lean against the door frame.

"I wanna make sure your alright."i give him a weak smile which he returned in shaking his head."im fine."he mutters back."you don't look it to me."i knew i was pushing it,nate had a short temper and was easy to piss off.

"I don't care what you think."he raises his voice,turning around to grab my jaw tightly,i whimpered against his touch,feeling my jaw starting to ache.Once he was satisfied,he pulled away harshly,storming back into the other room.

A single tear falls from my eye as i quickly wipe it away with my thumb."why are you being like this."i shout at him."being like what?"he says,clearly not in the mood."an asshole!"i spat as he clenches his jaw,i might have just pushed him over he edge.

Nate grabbed a empty beer bottle promptly and threw it at the wall,resulting in a loud smash."watch your mouth y/n,i've just had enough of your bullshit!"his face flushed while i could hear his heavy breathing."my bullshit?your the one acting like a-"he cut me off by pinning me against the wall.

"Shut the fuck up."he demanded,his hand covering my mouth.My breath hitches as i look at his hand and then him.The look in his eyes was like looking into the devils.

He suddenly lets go and i couldn't believe my eyes,Nate was actually crying for the first time ever.I didn't move,it was like my back was glued to the wall."Im sorry b-babe,i don't know-what's happening to me."he says while trying to mute his sobs,bringing his head into his hands.

I knew Nate wanted me to comfort him,even if he had just been violent with me.Feeling tears prick my eyes,i slowly walk over to Nate and pull him into my arms.He immediately sobs into my chest,wrapping his arms around my waist tightly.

I run my fingers through his hair,trying to calm him down best i could.His sobs die down after a while as i wipe a few tears away with my thumb.Nate leans down to press a sweet kiss to my lips before resting his head into the crook of my neck.

"You know we are really bad for each other."i whisper into his hair."i know."