Warning: swearing

I was currently sat in my girlfriends living room,cassie rested her head on my shoulder as i talked to maddy and kat."you don't like Ethan?"i ask Kat."i do it's just complicated.."she answers,fiddling with her fingers."kat it's either yes or no,are you happy with him?"maddy asks this time."no."she says bluntly.

I was shocked with how honest kat was being,"maybe you should break up with him."Cassie suggests while i look down at her,she meets my gaze and gives me a small smile,i return it while pecking her lips softly before looking back at kat."obviously."

Just then,i could hear voices coming from the other room,it sounded like Rue and Lexi."hey guys-i think rue's here."i speak up as i get up from the couch and walk into the other room to see rue and lexi."hey ruee."i smile whilst pulling her into a hug as maddy and kat do the same.

"Hi y/n."she replies,giving me a weak smile."oh hey rue are you feeling okay?you look terrible,like really terrible."cassie's mom suze says from the stairs.I feel Cassie grab my hand and drag me back to the living room.

She pulls me in to a sweet kiss as i slowly start to kiss back,not expecting it.I could feel her hot breath against my cheek as she pulls away,"what was that for?"i ask her,feeling my cheeks burn."i just love you."she smiles while i kiss her nose,she was so adorable.

"Awe babe..i love you too."i giggle and bring her into another kiss which got interrupted by maddy."hey-"she says,walking into the room.I awkwardly pull away from Cassie as it was now her turn to go red.It went silent for a few seconds before i decided to speak up,"what is it mads."

"Rue's moms here,i think something is going on."maddy says as i give Cassie a anxious look.I let go off her hand and follow maddy,seeing rue stop as she curses under her breath.What was going on?

"this can't make you feel good rue,living like this,lying to the people you love,being mean to the people you love,it can't make you feel good about yourself."Leslie reminds rue,i was confused until she said that she couldn't get clean.I knew rue was still doing drugs but i never realised this would be the after effects.

I see cassie walk into the room as she gives me a confused glance."i can't get clean,i can't do that shit forever."rue mutters as she holds onto her stomach in pain."you don't have too,just take it one day at a time."cassie proposes,looking at everyone as we all give her signs that we agree.

I couldn't help but notice that rue squinted her eyes at her,"hey cas."rue says."yeah."she smiles."i have a quick question for you."rue breathes."what?"if i knew what was about to go down,i probably wouldn't have said 'i love you' to cas earlier.

"How long have you been fucking Nate Jacobs?"she asks as my face drops,i turn my head to look at maddy who looked just as shocked.Cassie tried to laugh it off,"what are you talking about?"

"How long have you been fucking Nate."rue repeated,clearly tired of her bullshit."im not-im not."cas protested."what are you talking about?"maddy says,looking between me and Rue."oh i just-i saw her get into this truck and kiss him and then drive off,that was like what...a month ago?"she explains as Cassie turned to look at me.

"Y/n-.."she whispers,her eyes glazing over as she opens her mouth to speak but no words come out."cas please tell me that's not true."i felt myself breaking down still trying to comprehend what rue had just said."are you kidding me?"maddy spoke up while glancing at me,i knew that look..something was about to happen.

"Cas that's like really bad."kat reminded her,she was speechless.My eyes go blurry as i feel my heart starting to break,a part of me wanted to believe that she would never hurt me,that she loved me enough not to cheat on me..what did she see in that physopath Nate Jacobs?

"why?"i felt my voice start to break,Cassie looked like she was about to fall apart."your fucking Nate are you kidding me?!"maddy raised her voice."no-i-i don't even know why she would say that."cas tried to defend herself."your lying."i mutter,looking away from my girlfriend..if i could even call her that.

My eyes stung as i pulled back my tears,"yeah can we just table this conversation?"suze interrupts."uh no-you expect me to stand here next to my best friend whose been lying to me and y/n about fucking my ex boyfriend?im literally gonna get violent!"maddy shouted.

All this shouting made a headache rise as my lips quiver,"y/n,i was gonna tell you."she says,going to hold my hand but i pull away."when?you should have told me the second you fucked him!"i shout,grabbing maddy's attention.

"Oh your crying,your fucking crying your the one whose hurt?you're the most self-centred idiotic person i have ever met,you do this to me and y/n who gives more fucks about you than anyone else?"maddy screams at her as a tear rolls down my cheek.

I just wanted to wake up and call this all a dream,still the constant yelling kept bringing  me back to reality."i don't even know why your believing her she's a drug addict."that was my breaking point."that's your best excuse?why cant you just own up to what you did,admit it..you fucked him."i say while wiping my frequent tears away with my thumb.

Cassie looked down at her shoes for a moment,i could tell she was about to break down.How could she be like this when she was the one who cheated?"how long have you been fucking him be honest."maddy asks from beside me."rue..when was this?"

We all looked up at her as i could feel my heart pounding against my chest,me and Cassie only got together a week before New Years."right after New Years."she replies as i glare at cas."the week after we got together."i say in disbelief while shaking my head.

Cassie's only escape was to run away,"im sorry babe.."she whispers before running up the stairs as maddy and everyone else follow.I jump as a door slams,the constant yelling filling my ears.I look at suze,"im sorry sweetie."she whispers while i shake my head."it's fine."i give her a weak smile before walking out.