Warning: swearing,drugs

"I need to tell you something."

"What?"

"I can't tell you over the phone,just meet me at our usual hang out spot."

Rue rushes before hanging up as i listen to the end of the line go..what was going on?

She had been acting weird lately but i just let it go over my head,i knew it had been hard for her since she had gone to rehab yet she promised me since then she would never go near another drug.

I still get haunting flashbacks when rue had her overdose,it was truly the worst thing that could ever occur.I took in a deep breath,trying to push back the negative thoughts,this was probably just rue being rue,nothing to worry about.

Sprinting down the stairs,i got stopped by my mom as she rose an eyebrow at me."and were do you think your going?"she asks while crossing her arms."meeting a friend."i force a  smile with her giving me a scoff."it's 8pm."she squints her eyes at me."you better not be going to another party-"

"-mom!im just meeting a friend,ill be back soon i promise."i reassure her whilst grabbing my shoes and putting them on."fine but be back at 10 no later."she demands as i quickly nod."i will don't worry..love you bye!"i reply before shutting the door in a hurry.

Taking my phone out of my pocket,i checked my messages only to see rue hadn't sent me anything."shit."i mutter,lifting my bike off the ground.

As i biked down the street,i felt my heart starting to pace with myself starting to feel anxious,now realising that my girlfriend could be in trouble.

This makes me peddle faster,having the scenario of rue being in danger repeating in my head continuously.When i finally make it,i look around and when i turn a corner,my eyes fixated on rue walking around in circles nervously.

"Babe!"I speak up while running over to her,embracing her in a tight hug."uh-yeah hey y/n."she smiles brightly,but her forced grin didn't cover up the fact she looked agitated."what's wrong?"i ask,watching rue look down at her shoes.

"Promise you won't be mad?"she says,looking away in fear of my reaction."i can't promise you anything."i murmur,putting my hand in hers,"just tell me what's up."i say,offering her a small smile as she takes a heavy breath.

"I'm doing drugs."she spits out which makes me instantly let go off her hand in shock.Rues eyes widen at my response,"w-what?"i whisper feeling my heart shatter with what she had just revealed."why didn't you tell me earlier!"I raise my voice,noticing a tear fall from her eye.

"I wanted to but.." "but what?!"My lips quiver as i could feel my self starting to corrupt,"I didn't want you getting w-worried about me a-and it's the only way i-i can deal with my fucking p-panic attacks a-a-and-"I cut her off as i wrap my arms around her shaking figure,burying my face into the crook of her neck.

"I'm so s-sorry,i never wanted to hurt you i just can't stop!"she sniffs,trying to control her sobs.I could feel my heart aching at the sight of her,"no babe please..you could never hurt me."I attempt to comfort her while she starts to cry into my chest,clinging her fingers onto my shirt.

Hey guys 😭
I know the majority of these are sad atm but I promise their will be ALOT more fluff in other imagines <3