A/N:Sorry guys I was grounded 😭. I HOPE I wont get grounded again.
A/N days later: I HAD A CHEER COMP IN FLORIDA SORRY GUYS

TW: SH, ABUSE AND ED ⚠️

Your somebody else- Flora cash 📍
1 week later
  Its been a week since I talked to Ash or Fez. I really don't know what to say. I am confused on why Ash was with the girl. I wonder why he even kissed me back. Im so ugly-

"Eat or your will arepas get cold", my mom said loudly. Shit. Deep though again. For the fifth time today.

"Lo siento" I say apologeticly and close my eyes. I began to pray then after I eat.

First bite.
My mouth rejects the flavorful food my mother cooked. Everything feels dizzy.
I force myself to chew and swallow it.

Second bite.
I feel sick. My throat began to burn as my stomach tigthens. Get it together Ally. Your mom and sister are right there

"Hey Al you good?" My sister says with a concerned look. Shit. Calm down. Calm down

"Fine."

I say forcing a smile on my face. Im absolutely not fine. My head is spinning and my throat burns.

Fuck

Then it happens.

I feel my stomach drop and it come up.

I run to bathroom. I neal down over the toilet. I let it all out. The food rejecting my intestense. I throw it all up. All of it.

"SIS." Maddy says running to the bathroom and putting my hair up in a ponytail. She rubs my back attempting to give me comfort.
It doesn't.
It makes me feel even more nauseous. The guilt building up in me. The guilt builds up and hits me harder then the food.
I wipe my face and flush the toilet. I wash my hands looking down. Trying to not look at
myself and feel disgusted. I walk out the bathroom and walk back in the dining room and putting my plate  in the sink.
I see my mom from the corner of my eye, staring at me. She walks in the kitchen as rage comes all over her.
"WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU. YOU SLUT ARE YOU PREGNANT?"

My mom says getting in my face. I see maddy walk up the the left of her. Tears well up in my eyes.  "WHAT THE FUCK MOM SHES NOT-"

Then it happens.

My mom slaps Maddy in the face twice. Again and again until maddy sobs. The sobs of my sister made me so sick. I cant. I cant. I cant. I cant. Calm down.

Maddy gets up and runs out to her car. She gets in sobbing and drives off quickly. With no shoes on, hair a mess, no makeup and no charger or purse. Not like Maddy.

I throw on slides and my phone. I began to walk out then I hear my mom yell from a distance. "YOUR TAKING A DAMN TEST BITCH" I walk out with tears in my eyes. I walk up to the closest brick wall and punch it.
Over
And over
And over.
Until pain doesnt feel like pain. Until the feeling of my fist hitting a wall doesnt matter. I feel someone pull me away and throw me into a car . It wasnt in a kidnapping way. It was rough but gentle. I couldnt see who it was with the tears welling in my eyes and going everything.
"Whats wrong" Ash. It was Ash. Except his voice wasnt mad. It was concerning. He looked me down waiting for a response. I didnt respond. He put the car in drive and pulled off. The right was quiet. Not a breath. Not any noise.
We pull up to an empty drive through it was big but no one was there. I look forward not blinking. The car was silent.

"Allison whats wrong. i saw the scars on Friday"

Fuck.
I forgot.

N/A definitely hit home.

Happy harry potter day. Thx harry for keeping me alive and happy.