11:30
Im in my room laying on my bed after I had a heated argument with my mom. She threatened in the morning she will buy me a drug test. I am currently grounded and I got my phone taken. Luckily i have my red iPhone xr from years ago. I grabbed my bag phone and I started scrolling through insta. I was watching volleyball plays from my team when I get a text from Maddy.

Big sis❤️‍🩹

Get your shit on im omw

Where we going?
And mom grounded me

Party. And sneak
Out get tf up and get dress
be home in 25 mins
Fine 😒
Read at 12:00

I groan pissed of and I get up and u pull out an outfit. I pulled out a dress and contemplated wether i should were this or some sweats and a hoodie.

I know Maddy would kill me if I wore sweatpants. Fuck it. I pulled out a loose but tight silk black dress and some diamond grey heels .

I almost mentally cried and pulled out the makeup praying it goes well. I put my hair in a slick back pony. I sneak in Maddys room and I sit in front of her vanity widening my eyes. I start doing the best I can while mentally screaming.

•

I finished up smiling with all my teeth. I looked drop dead gorgeous. I cant believe I did so well. I put on my outfit and I start taking photos. Right after Maddy shoots me a text saying shes here so i open her window, going through it.

I close the window and I walk up to her car that she barely to never uses. She doesn't notice my appearance and starts yelling while looking down at her nails.

"Bitch why did you go out my wind-"
She looks at me looking at my appearance. She looks me up and down for twenty seconds silently. Then looks up at me tearing up.She started to sniffle which made me slightly laugh.

"Maddy stoppp I tried" she starts to smile and fan her face. She looks up with her eyes but didn't move her head.

"Bitch you looking stunning you got be ruining my makeup I knowww you ain't pick this out and do your own makeup. Omg sisss. Your not a baby anymore"

She said hugging me. I hugged her back laughing at how she was actually crying. She began to pull out the driveway and began to drive off to the party.

•

We get to the party and Maddy got out the car looking for Cassie, who she texted a million times on the way immediately.  I got out and walked in the house. I immediately smelled tequila and weed. I was kinda sick over the overbearing smell. I walked in and saw Jules who was drunk out her brain, rue who was probably relapsing. I then saw Lexi sitting on the couch who I assumed was bored. I went and sat by her. She looked over at me and slightly smiled.

"hey al you look gorgeous" she said slapping my leg slightly.

"Thanks Lex you too how have you been?" I say now starting a conversation with her. We started talking about school,life, siblings, everything except the topic I was avoiding. Ashtray.

"So you and that boy?" Lexi says bringing it up making me groan and smile. Ash hates me and I don't like his vibe. He hates talking to me. i think about what I should say to her then I slightly grin.

"No what about u and fez?" I say smirking at her who is now lost in words with a shocked look on her face

"Girl-you-no- this is about u and ash" she said then she started laughing. We talked for a while laughing then we see fez sit on the couch. He doesn't realize we were there so we got hella quiet. We started laughing and I laughed a little to loud which made fez look in our direction. A smile grew on his face as he saw me and Lexi.

"Hey mamas I ain't know you were coming happy new years" he said scooting over me and he kissed my forehead and hugged me. He looked up at lexi and gave her a slight smile.

"Arent you rues friend Lexi?" He says like they weren't just on the couch in his house flirting and giving googly eyes to each other yesterday. I look at Lexi and she looked nervous as hell.

"Yes. Fez right?" She says giving him a slight smile. She looked at me and I was just teasing her without fez seeing me.

"Yo Ally your boyfriend is here in the back " He said signaling for me to go to where Ashtray was. I stared at him with a confused look.

"What? Ash is not my boyfri-" I was cutoff my Fezcos eyes widening at me pointing back to where ash is. I realized he wanted to hang with Lexi- alone. I laughed and I looked at Lexi with a smirk.

"Your right I should talk to- Ashtray. Bye Lexii" I say grabbing her hand then letting go. I walk away and her eyes widen. I laugh and I leave them alone.

•

After walking around for a couple minutes I saw ashtray on his phone with a backpack on his back and a blunt behind his ear. I sigh and I walk to the couch he was sitting on and I sit beside him but not too close. He realized someone sat by him and he glanced at me.

"What" the 15 year old boy said. I didnt say anything. I was just quiet. I turned the other way and I sat there bored. I pulled out my phone and started to scroll through tiktok. I feel eyes buring through me. By the corner of my eyes I see Ash staring at me looking at me up and down. After about 10 seconds if him looking at me and me ignoring him, I turned his way, and he look ahead. I smirked and slightly chuckled.

"Want a picture or something" I say making ash turn my way and look me up in down in a intimidating way. I got chills. It was kinda scary not gonna lie. He slightly chuckled.

"You fucking wish" he said turning back forward,smoking his blunt. He barely blinked and got back to selling drugs

"Ashtray can I ask u something" I said turning to the nonchalant 15 year old boy who I'm pretty sure hated me for no reason.

"Wassup" He said turning my way. The way he looks at me sends me to heaven- WAIT
WHAT I HATE HIM.

"Why are you so mean to me. What I do to you?" I said turning to ash now looking him in the eyes with a puzzled look on my face.

"Look. Ion fuck wit no one but Fezco. Everyone else is meaningless" He said looking at me with a tight face. I don't know why but I kinda got..... I don't know- sad??

Ashtrays phone began to ring. He answered the phone and put it to his ear. He started talking and I heard im going back and forth with the person. Ash rolled his eyes at the person on the phone and hung up, putting his phone down.

"Fez said if you wanna ride you gotta get in the car now." He said madly and before i could respond stood up and walked over to rue. I got up and walked over to my entoxicated sister.

"Hey mads. Did you ever find Cass?"
I said, trying to shout over the loud music. She was dancing on this random guy.

"Heyyy sisss- uhh whoos thaat? She said dragging out all of her words. She was definitely too drunk. I told her I was gonna go with Fez and I walked off going outside.

I get in the back, left seat of the car. Ashtray was in the passengers seat with a gun in his lap. U didn't say a word i just banged my head on the seat and closed my eyes.

N/A❤️: I dont proof read btw. Idk why but U lowkey lose motivation. No hate to other creators but they get so many likes and comments on there stuff which is so cool and then theres me. Idk i feel like its kinda bland I have to add some crazy shi out or sum. Ne ways hope yall like this 1

Rip my husband and my brother with life in jail 😞🕊🕊