"i can't tell you who i really am."

"and why is that?"

"because you'll think i'm a monster."

Warning!
This story contains:
- Gore/violence
- Swearing
- Angst
- Sexual innuendos & themes
- One NSFW chapter later in the story,
that will be given another warning at the
beginning of the chapter.

as it was  - harry styles
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space song  - beach house
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foundations - kate nash
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dangerous woman -  ariana grande
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my heart is buried in venice - ricky montgomery
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slow burn - infinity song
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affection - cigarettes after sex
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first love/late spring -  mitski
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cigarette daydreams  - cage the elephant
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bags  -  clairo
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AUTHOR NOTES,

Y/N is female presenting in this fan-fiction.

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