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TW: MENTION OF ABUSE, SELF HARM AND VIOLENCE




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Β  Β  Β  Β  Β  Β Β  ISABELLE CLOSED THE FRONT DOOR quietly, taking the earbuds out her ear and pulling the phone out of her pocket. She sighed when she noticed she had many messages from her dad. He would always text her telling her how much of a failure she was and to kill herself. This was because he was a bad drunk and lost custody of isabelle, meaning he could no longer abuse her.

Isabelle ignored the messages and walked up the steps to her room, shutting her door gently and flicking on her lights. She shrugged of her jacket and took of her shoes, practically running to her bed and collapsing on it. She stared at the ceiling, her thoughts consuming her once again. Back at her old home she was so shy she wouldn't even talk to her teacher... now she felt felt like she could talk up a storm.

That was if anyone was willing to listen, the only person in her town that was her age already found her annoying. Maybe it wasn't ash it was her, god why couldn't she stop fucking thinking about him they just met and he doesn't even fucking like her. Isabelle groaned, rolling over to the side of her bed that had her suitcase at the edge, she dug into the pocket to get the only think that stopped her over thinking.

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"YO. ITS YOU AGAIN. DID ASH GIVE you some broken shit? He does that with people he doesn't like." Fezco told, he was talking to the four-foot kid that walked back inside his shop after leaving less than hour ago.

Isabelle smiled at fezco shaking her head. Inside of her pocket was a mp3 player of her playlists, including space song. She didn't know why... but she wanted to give it to Ash. He was a kid like her who forced to grow up because of his childhood and trauma so she knew how lonely he must feel... or maybe she was wrong, maybe he was a rude, nonchalant thirteen-years old drug dealer. Either way, at this shop was better than getting assaulted with make-up by maddy.

"No actually I wanted to give ash something... if that's ok?" Isabelle asked, anxiously biting on the side of her cheek. Fezco was taken back by her question, no one ever asked to see Ash or even went as far a giving him something. Fezco knew his brother was really anti-social and sometimes rude but it was nice to think he was making a friend, it reminded him that ash was still a kid.

"Sure... I mean i'm not exactly sure that ash would like it... or you." Fezco consented, his eyes narrowing around awkwardly. Isabelle snickered, remembering how annoyed ash was when she was around, he definitely wasn't gonna like her. "Yeah i'm sure he's not but it's worth a try... thanks fezco." Isabelle dismissed, walking away from the ginger and toward the familiar back door. "No problem kid." Fezco mumbled, continuing back counting his money.

Isabelle knocked on the door for the third-time today, as she waited for ash to open the door or yell to come in, she started to overthink everything once again. She wondered why the fuck she was even giving him something when he obviously didn't like her, sometimes she was way to nice and this time was one of them.

"Oh, you again."

Isabelle glanced up at saw ash standing at the entrance of the door. A bowl of cereal in his hand as he chewed, the brunette cheeks flooded up in embarrassment because she couldn't find the words she kept repeating to herself over and over to say to him. Ash tilted his head, confused why she was just standing there looking dumb ass hell.

"Are you gonna say something or keep peeling the fuck out of your skin." Ash asked, staring down at the girls nails that now lacked skin on the side. Isabelle gaped, stuffing her hand in her pockets and clearing her throat. She looked up at ash tray who was putting another spoon full of cereal in his mouth as he waited.

"Right, uh- I um-" Isabelle stammered, mentally slapping her forehead because she couldn't get the words out. She didn't know why all of the sudden she was acting like a shy little bitch when she was just having a full on conversation with him less than a hour ago.

"Fuck it, I brought you this." Isabelle spilled out, reaching into her pocket and pulling out this bluetooth-device. Ash flinched when he saw the brunette dig in her pocket but relaxed when he saw her handing him a mp3 player. He stared at it in confusion. "You brought me a mp3 player?" Ash asked, glancing down at it and back up at isabelle who shut her eyes in embarrassment and open it back up.

"We'll I didn't buy it, I technically already had it, but I though i'd give it to you since you asked for space song and we'll i though u would like the other songs i listened to, i don't why tho, because obviously you don't like m-

"I'll take it if you shut the fuck up." Ash interrupted, taking the device out her hand and placing it in his pocket. Isabelle blinked, she wasn't expecting him to actually take it, she thought he'd laugh in her face and tell her to get out but he actually took it... with the exception of her shutting up but at least he took it. "Okay, we'll um, I should probably leave then." Isabelle muttered, awkwardly smiling and turning around, her awkward smile turning into a wide one.

"Bella?" A voice called. Isabelle turned to voice, her eyes growing wide when she saw Rue Bennet standing beside fezco. She looked high but then again she was always high when isabelle was around. The two brunettes met when maddy took her to the park and rue and her sister was there, from their isabelle became close friends with rue and her sister... that was until she left.

"Rue! Hey! How are you?" Isabelle asked, walking up to the brunette who was smoking a blunt that fezco passed her. "Hey, i'm good, how are you... you look, look." Rue slurred, laughing hysterically at her own sentence that didn't make sense. Isabelle furrowed her eyebrows, turning to fezco who look tired of her bullshit.

"Hey, bella you're like fifteen right, how bout you smoke some weed with me." Rue offered, extending the blunt out the the thirteen-year-old who was stunned by her offer. "Uh." Isabelle trailed off, turning to fezco was was doing his own shit and back to rue who had a growing smirk on her face.

"Sure, why not."

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Β  Β  Β  Β  Β Β  "WHEN DID MY FINGERS GET SO... FINGERY?" Isabelle asked, noticing how unusual her fingers was. You might of guessed it, she was high as fuck. After smoking two-whole blunts with rue, the brunette felt like a flying kite, if maddy found out she would kill rue and isabelle for even smoking it.

"Yo, is she high?" Ash asked, zipping up the suitcase filled with stacks of money. Fezco looking to isabelle who eyes were low and red, he sighed turning to rue who was dozing off from to cocaine she recent sniffed.

"Yeah bro, her and rue." Fezco replied, taking the suitcase of drugs from off the table and carrying it. He walked out the store to put the bag in his car and ash was quick to follow after with his bag. Isabelle groaned, laying her head on the lap of the fellow brunette who snapped awake, smacking her lips and looking in confusion.

"Rue, let's go." Fezco shouted out, closing the trunk of his car and walking towards the driver seat. Isabelle removed her head so Rue could sit up. "Let's go you're coming with me bella." Rue told, pulling on the girls wrist and attempting to drag her off the couch they were sitting on. Isabelle moaned in annoyance at the fact that rue didn't struggle to get her off the sofa she whined for rue to let her go but she didn't listen.

"She's not coming." Ash denied, turning his head to the back seat were rue sat isabelle in the middle and herself by the door. Isabelle rolled her eyes at the boy, leaning her head forward and accidentally collapsing her head on-top of fezco who jumped up in surprise. "Hey! Rue you fucking got the kid high now it's your responsibility." Fezco lectured, removing the thirteen-year-old from his shoulder and pushing her back into rue who snickered.

"Don't worry i'll take great care of her." Rue muttered, leaning forward and sniffing the cocaine off her finger. Isabelle cringed at the sight, she wondered how the fuck could anyone put that shit up their nose. She could understand weed because it came with a great feeling but cocaine, fucking disgusting. "Does anyone have snacks, i'm really hungry." Isabelle asked, staring to everyone who didn't respond. Fezco reached into his pocket and pulled out a pack of skittles, handing it to the brunette who smiled.

"Thanks fezzy." Isabelle cooed, taking the pack of candy from the drug-dealer and opening it.

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"THATS WHY I FUCKED YOUR BITCH YOU FAT MOTHERFUCKER." Isabelle sung, swaying her head back in forth at the beat coming from the radio. Her and rue were having a karaoke moment while listening to 2PAC. Fezco was ignoring the duo like usual and ash was banging his head against the car seat, annoyed that his brother even let them come.

"First off, fuck your bitch and the clique you claim." Rue shouted, turning to isabelle to signal it was her turn to rap. "Westside when we ride come equipped with game." Isabelle added. "You claim to be a player but I fucked your wife." Rue trailed on but isabelle wasn't paying attention to her anymore. She was watching ash who mumbled something to fezco was loading up a glock that was in his hand.

"We bust on Bad Boy niggaz fucked for life." Rue continued, nudging isabelle who was distracted by the five-foot drug dealer. "Plus Puffy tryin' ta see me weak hearts I rip." Isabelle rapped, bobbing her head to the music while rue sniffed more cocaine. She could tell ash and fezco was getting more annoyed the more rue carried on rapping but he bit his tongue not to say anything.

( IM BLACK!)

"Biggie Smalls and Junior M.A.F.I.A. Some mark-ass bitches." Rue slurred, wrapping her loose arm around isabelle who wasn't even fazed but it, the young-girl high was wearing off, she was staring to have a growing migraine and the brunette shouting next to her didn't help her case.

"Grab ya glocks, when you see Tupac
Call the cops, when you see Tupac, uh-

"Yo, can you tell her to shut the fuck up?" Ash cut off, turning to fezco who was paying attention to the road and turned to rue and isabelle who was quiet. "Yeah, Rue, Kid, you guys gotta chill out back there for real." Fezco parented, watching the two brunette look to each other and burst out laughing. Ash rolled his eyes, putting the gun in his pocket and looking out the windshield.

"Me and Ash gotta handle some serious business right now, so." Fezco informed, unlocking the doors and stepping out the car. Ash followed after him but no before turning to isabelle and saying. "Don't fucking move."

Isabelle rolled her eyes at the buzz-cut boy who shut the door and walked off. She turned her head back to rue who had a smirk on her face, moving her eyebrows up and down. "What?" Isabelle asked, furrowing her eyebrows at rue who scoffed. "Do you have a crush on ash tray?" Rue asked, choking on her laughter.

"Who the fuck is ash tray?" Isabelle queried, all the time she'd been in the town she never heard of anyone named ash tray. Rue smack her forehead. "The kid who was just in the fucking car, jesus bella." Rue answered, looking to the thirteen-year-old who just now realized that ash was ash tray. Isabelle gagged when she also realized rue though she liked him, of course she didn't. "Oh, ew no," Isabelle cringed.

Isabelle turned to the opposite seat when she heard the car door open. A blonde-girl with lips that looked like a surgery-gone-wrong took a seat beside her. Isabelle turned to rue who shared her confused expression. "Hi, I'm faye." Faye introduced, her words were slurred meaning she was intoxicated with something. Rue waved. "Yo, fam, uh, rue and this is bella." She told.

"Actually it's um, belle." Isabelle corrected, pursing her lips when rue squinted her eyes. This whole time she was calling her the wrong name, she could've sworn her name was bella. "Anyway, how's your New Year's goin?" Rue asked. Faye looked puzzled by her question. "New year's. It's fucking new year's?" The blonde questioned, her eyes narrowing around in confusion. Isabelle nodded her head, watching as faye sighed lowly.

"I swear my boyfriend doesn't tell me anything." She complained. Isabelle blocked out the rest of their conversation that lead up to faye saying something about eating a gingers ass or something. She was to distracted looking out the window, maybe it was the weed hallucinations but it looked like a guy in all black was running up to the car.

"Um- guys." Isabelle warned, turning to rue who was being snatched out the car by a man and faye who was too. Before isabelle could gasp, a hand flew over her mouth and yanked her body out the car.

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