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𝐃𝐎𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐒𝐎𝐋𝐋𝐀𝐋𝐀𝐒𝐎𝐋
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track 01
"we the messed up generation"

I know I disappeared last Saturday
My phone died, it was way past late
But I wouldn't take back the memories we made
I wouldn't change nothing, not for a day

I know I stayed up until 5 am
And woke up foggy in the head
But damn, wouldn't take back what I said to him
Talked 'bout talking without the world listening

I'm sorry if it seems like I've been so bad
Think I'm lying but can you just give me a chance
I'm trying my best just to prove
You can't tell me that this wasn't you

Say don't break yourself
So I go break the rules
It's like I'm fading out
But just fed with fools
Say this bad generation's messing up the plan
It's going by fast so just let me be young while I can
Let me be young while I can

I know the lights were flashing, I called your phone
And said, "the party's dying, can you take me home?"
You think that I'd go back and just wanna fix it
Five years from now I know I'll reminisce it

I'm sorry if it seems like I've been so bad
Think I'm lying but can you just give me a chance
I'm trying my best just to prove
You can't tell me that this wasn't you

Say don't break yourself
So I go break the rules
It's like I'm fading out
But just fed with fools
Say this bad generation's messing up the plan
It's going by fast so just let me be young while I can

track 02
"movies end"

She met him in the summer when things were chill
Sun-kissed and slightly burnt, doin' it for the thrill
Oh, it was picture perfect, usually can't find that
But what always crossed her mind was that

If life's like a movie, do all things stop?
After the kiss, does the curtain drop?
If all feels so perfect, what happens next?
'Cause we all know that deep down all the movies end

Stayed up until the sun died, sat 'neath the stars
But still beneath his bad eyes she still knew there were scars
They said "it's picture perfect" usually can't find that
But what always crossed her mind was that

If life's like a movie, do all things stop?
After the kiss, does the curtain drop?
If all feels so perfect, what happens next?
'Cause we all know that deep down all the movies end

As the days go by my heart will sink
As nothing really matters more than this moment
Close my eyes I can't blink
I can't waste another second just thinking
'Bout the movies and all their endings
Cause they mean nothing when they don't got good beginnings
Oh all the movies and their endings

Oh if life's like a movie, don't make it stop
After the kiss, raise the curtain up
If all feels so perfect, think bout what's next
'Cause if you like the movie then watch it again

track 03
"teenage mind"

Some girls get all done up, lose their face to repair
They attend every party, but it's taking them nowhere
Some think it's funny, say they don't even care
But on the inside they wish they were there
What have we come to now?
We all wanna be like the rest
Can't describe just how
But we're all a beautiful mess
One moment, we're broken and then we're fine
"He called you back?" "Wait, wasn't he mine?"
One moment, we're broken and then we're fine
Lost in the puzzle of the teenage mind
Some boys make the trouble and think they're all it
Constantly in company or thrown to the ditch
And some are just there to have a good time
Ignoring every bit of drama and each little lie
What have we come to now?
We all wanna be like the rest
Can't describe just how
But we're all a beautiful mess
One moment, we're broken and then we're fine
"He called you back?" "Wait, wasn't he mine?"
One moment, we're broken and then we're fine
Lost in the puzzle of the teenage mind
What have we come to now?
Can't describe just how
One moment, we're broken and then we're fine
They said hello, but missed goodbye
We are all insane inside
And no one's gonna figure out the teenage mind

track 04
"dear parents"

Sixteen, lot on her mind
Gotta few friends, left the rest behind
But guess that's just what happens, people change
Stressed out but is always "fine"
They be asking, but she can't describe
Maybe, they're right, it'll all be fixed with age

Hate that you've been saying I'm dramatic
Immature because I just don't wanna talk
You ever think that you might be overreacting?
Promise I'm thinking, overthinking quite a lot

They say we're crazy and useless, making stupid excuses
To go make bad decisions when we're hurt
And we're not crazy romantics but we still know what a heart is
And know that when it's cracked it really burns

Oh we know more than what we tell you
But can't always put into words
And we don't cry because we want to
But you'll assume it's because she's another sixteen year old girl

High school's been a terrifying one
She thinks she won't ever find someone
To build her back when she's in pieces and pieces again
Let's not forget about all the
Ones who go and run their mouths just to
Stay relevant and not miss out

Hate that you've been saying I'm dramatic
Immature because I just don't wanna talk
You ever think that you might be overreacting?
Promise I'm thinking, overthinking quite a lot

They say we're crazy and useless, making stupid excuses
To go make bad decisions when we're hurt
And we're not crazy romantics but we still know what a heart is
And know that when it's cracked it really burns

Oh we know more than what we tell you
But can't always put into words
And we don't cry because we want to
But you'll assume it's because she's another sixteen year old girl

track 05
"one day"

She stares at her ceiling once again with a hundred thoughts
"Maybe he knows who I am, probably not"
She walks down the hall with her head down low, scared to meet his eyes
Even when she hears his voice she's swarmed with butterflies
It's impossible to get you off my mind
I think about a hundred thoughts and you are ninety-nine
I've understood that you will never be mine
And that's fine, I'm just breakin' inside
He always walks the crowded halls and is blinded by this light
A girl who keeps her head down low and never shows her eyes
He's tried to talk to her but there's no easy way
'Cause every time he raises his voice, she runs away
Oh, it's impossible to get you off my mind
I think about a hundred thoughts and you are ninety-nine
I've understood that you will never be mine
And that's fine, I'm just breakin' inside
One day, maybe she'll stay
And start to head over his way
And one day, she'll look into his eyes
And instead of breaking, she'll call him, "Mine"
One day, he'll grab her by the waist
And force them to meet face to face
One day, he'll look into her eyes
And say that, "You're my only light"
It's impossible to get you off my mind
I think about a hundred thoughts and you are ninety-nine
I understand that you will never be mine
And that's fine, I'm just breakin' inside

track 06
"all my friends are fake"

I've been keeping things inside
Taking up space 'til I got someone
I could open my mind up to
I guess it worked pretty good 'til now
But shit's kinda getting serious
I think I'm running out of room
Everyone's got someone built custom
To give their darkness to
I wish I had someone, could trust 'em
But loyalty
Don't come for free
'Cause all my friends are fake, fake, fake, fake
They just want me for the day, day until they don't
I stay up wondering
What if I broke my legs?
What if I changed my name?
Would you still love me the same?
Or are you just as fake?
Like all my friends are fake
Sorry if I got you wrong
Didn't mean to judge you by your cover
I've been burnt so many times
It's hard to turn it off
Everyone's got people they see through
But I see through everyone
So if you want me to believe you and need you
Might take some time to recognize
'Cause all my friends are fake, fake, fake, fake
They just want me for the day, day until they don't
I stay up wondering
What if I broke my legs?
What if I changed my name?
Would you still love me the same?
Or are you just as fake?
Like all my friends are fake
Sorry if I got you wrong
Didn't mean to judge you by your cover
I've been burnt so many times
It's hard to turn it off
All my friends are fake, fake, fake, fake
They just want me for the day, day until they don't
I stay up wondering
What if I broke my legs?
What if I changed my name?
Would you still love me the same?
Or are you just as fake?
Like all my friends are fake
Like all my friends are fake

Kep1ians really loved that she released this the day she turned 20, as if she's letting everything she's been holding during her teenage years out and leaving it behind in an album.

Sol didn't choose any song as the title track because they all have different subjects and vibes, but she gladly performed them.

She even told her teenagers fans that if one day they feel lonely or lost, they can listen to her album as if she's their best friend comforting them, which was totally what she needed during that time of her life.

credits to Tate Mcrae for all these beautiful songs!

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