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Now I was currently at Maddy's place, laying on her bed while smoking a blunt.

"Do you think my areoles look weird?" Maddy asked, currently topless as I looked away, both out of respect and from my nerves.

"No why would they?" I asked, Kat, agreeing with me "I'm being for real Y/n, I'm sure you've seen enough to tell if mine are pretty or not" Maddy said, making me look up at her for a moment.

"Girl I've been with like two girls, I have not seen that many, and no matter what they look fine, it's natural" I shrugged "Yeah that's because you haven't realized that half of the girls at school want you"

Once Maddy stated that I watched her grab my blunt, taking a puff with manicured nails, her eyes on me.

"But I guess you're right, it's just that Nate's just totally ruined my self-confidence" "That's like every guy" BB spoke.

"Yeah Maddy you just need to catch a dick" "Girl you need to catch a dick" Maddy retorted back to Kat, my mouth flying open for a moment 'oh wow'.

"I mean it though, the best thing to do after a breakup is to fuck someone new and then move on, plus aren't you bi? Find a girl" Kat explained after typing on her phone.

"well yeah but it's not like any girls want me" Instantly Kat looked over at me, laughing as I slapped her leg.

"Anyways...."

Once some time had passed I texted Fez to let him know I had eaten, the man gave me a short response as he always does, just simply wanting for me to check in and let him know I was okay.

But after eating we were all getting ready for the party, Maddy and I doing each other's makeup, Maddy currently straddling my hips as she did my eye makeup, my hands resting on her hips.

"You're so pretty Y/n, if I wasn't with Nate I'd fuck you," Maddy said, but the thing was, we had already done it.

It was at the start of summer before Rue went to rehab and funny enough it was at a party.

Nate had kissed some girl at the party and in a drunken state, Maddy had rebounded onto me, the night was pretty long but enjoyable, to say the least.

But in the morning when I woke up alone in bed, I knew there was no point in even mentioning anything.

"Mmm really?" "Yeah really," Maddy said, a smile in her voice as she talked, eventually finishing my makeup, allowing me to get a look.

"Oh shit, you did so good Maddy" I smiled while looking at myself" "anything for you baby, not get dressed," Maddy said before kissing my cheek, making all movement seize for a moment, my mind blank as I stared at Maddy for a second, seeing her laugh.

"What?" "Huh? Oh nothing, let me just get dressed" I say, getting up from my spot and grabbing party clothes, knowing they barely covered anything if I'm being honest, but I was just glad that my little tramp stamp was visible, while also fixing my hair up a bit as well.
Hair and fit check

Makeup

Once we were all ready the four of us had taken pictures together before leaving, everyone getting into Maddy's car while I decided to drive myself.

Now in my car with "Ghost Town" by Kanye West playing, I had pulled out of the driveway, driving behind Maddy so I wouldn't get lost since I didn't truly know where McKay lived.

But as we drove I stopped my car thanks to seeing Rue walking, or at least trying to.

"Hey sis, you need a ride?" I asked, seeing my sister flash me a grin "Well if you're offering, then sure" she smiled, getting into my car, making it sort of obvious to me that she was high, making me sad in a way, but I couldn't just bring it up now all of a sudden, so I decided to just drive onto the party.

"Oh my god you're so pretty," a girl said to me as we all walked into the party.

"Aw thank you, baby, you're pretty too" I smiled back, deciding to hang out with Kat after being left behind by everyone.

Now we were in a room with McKay's little brothers and some white dude, the twins vaping while I smoked my blunt.

"So what's up with BB? Is she a slut?" The white dude asked "And why are you asking?" I spoke up, my legs crossed as I made some smoke rings.

"Just asked" "Yeah, but what about you baby? I know you got a number" Troy grinned at me, the guys in the room looking at me like I was the last woman on earth.

"Firstly I'm gay so don't even look at me like that, also y'all are weird as hell, Kat you wanna leave?" I asked while getting up, wondering if any other rooms weren't being used.

"Nah I'm good," the girl said with a small smile, making me hesitate for a second before leaving, having an idea of what Kat was going to do, making a shiver run down my spine.

But now I was dancing my way around the house, accidentally bumping into Maddy.

"Oh there you are Gorgeous, I was looking for you," the girl said, her hands on me as she got close, so close that I was able to see her eyes drifting off to Nate, meaning she was trying to piss him off.

But funny enough she did, the boy glaring at her as she placed a hand on my cheek.

"Maddy-" "What's wrong Gorgeous?" Maddy asked, kissing my collarbone, breath hitching for a moment, not expecting the sudden sensation till Maddy had pulled away.

"Hey, I'll be back okay?" "Yeah that's fine," I say, knowing Maddy wasn't coming back, instead walking over to some guy, making all of my hopes run down the drain.

"*mumble* I need to leave this girl alone," I told myself, walking away and deciding to go into the kitchen to make myself a drink, making a mix that I made at every party, knowing it would barely taste like alcohol, which meant my max would just be one cup.

"Oh hey you're gorgeous," a white girl said, her hair blond with pink at the ends.

"Thank you, you look good too" I smiled, the two of us flirting which just turned into us joking around and laughing, the girl telling me her name was Jules.

But after some time Nate had stormed into the kitchen while smashing bottles, making me jump for a second as Jules stood next to me.

"Who the fuck are you two looking at?" "Nate-" "Nah shut up Y/n, and who the fuck is this bitch?" "I-I'm Jules," the girl said, Nate not liking her answer.

"Jules? Hey who the fuck in here knows Jules huh? Who the fuck knows Jules?!"

Nate was losing it as he does at every other party, yelling and losing his damn mind.

"So what you here for some fucking attention?" Nate asked, about to walk up to Jules as I got between them.

"Nate back up, she's just here to enjoy the party like the rest of us" "Oh we got some balls tonight huh Y/n?" "Pft bigger than yours" I rolled my eyes, seeing a vein pop on the boy as he was about to grab me, but thankfully I had dodged his hand, slipping away and grabbing a bottle, breaking it with ease, knowing it was a better option then the gun in my purse.

"You wanna fucking touch me, Nate? Try that shit again 'cause I've been waiting to fuck your ass up" I threatened, holding the sharp glass to the boy, seeing him back up.

"Woah calm down I was just playing" "You know your bitch ass wasn't playing, try that shit again and see what happens" "Like what? You gonna do something?" Nate asked, and instantly I had thrown the bottle just a few inches away from his head, seeing it shatter against the wall behind, Nate looked at me with shock in his eyes.

"Yeah now look at you," I say, rolling my shoulders back before leaving the kitchen, checking on Jules first before leaving the party, deciding to go home for the night, the party pretty much over.

Once I got home, parking my car next to Fez's, I walked in to see a plate waiting for me on the counter, meaning Fez had probably left the party early, knowing that his biggest sales were at the start and the middle of the party, everything else was slow after.

So after grabbing the plate, seeing the food was still sort of hot, I had taken the food into my room, got changed into my bed clothes before eating my food, just relaxing and sort of ignoring the multiple texts from people asking me what happened, Kat sent me a video of the incident.

But I decided to just put my phone on mute and after going into the kitchen to put up my plate before getting back into my bed, my muscles relaxed as I finally allowed myself to fall asleep.

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