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โ‡ขVIENNAโ‡ 

"Ok what the fuck is everyone talking about." I sort of distanced myself from Ash after the other day, I had a million thoughts running through my head.

And still do. But the main one is how do I do this and hide it from Maddy. And one day sort of turned into the whole week.

Me and Ni made the cheer team, super happy about that. Maddy and Cassie threw us a welcome to the cheer squad sleepover. But that's besides the point, right now everyone was crowding the hallways talking about some porno.

"Yeah no, It wasn't Kat. I got her mixed up with some other bitch." Me and Nairobi's face dropped hearing those words come out of her twins mouth.

"What the-" I pulled her away laughing before she could go off on whichever one it was. "There's no way? Kat? Doing porn? No fucking way!?" I laughed, dragging her down the hallway.

"Yeah last time I check she still hadn't lost her virginity." "Actually she is virgin kitty no more, she told BB who told Maddy who told me and Cassie." I corrected.

"Lmao no fucking way. I'd be the first person you'd tell when you lose your right?" Ni asked me. "Of course."

ย  "Good, cause you're like number four on my list." "I- What?" "I'm kidding, I'm kidding." "Yo V." "Shit." I murmur under my breath.

I know that voice, I'd do anything that voice asked me to sadly.

I've kinda missed it these past few days.

"Hey Ash what's up." I speak, meeting his eyes. "What's up? What's up with you? Your ass has been acting real shady recently. Avoiding me and shit?"

"V." Nairobi groaned at me. "What? I haven't been avoiding you, I've just been busy. Life of a cheerleader and all. Life of a high schooler you know. " I say trying to lighten the mood, but I know it didn't work.

Ash's mind works differently from the average teenage boys. He usually jumps straight to the worst and that means he has to go in swinging.

"I'm gonna let you two have a minute. But hurry because we have to get ready for the pep rally." Nairobi spoke, letting go of my hand and heading towards the locker rooms.

"Cut the bullshit V you've been so busy I at least couldn't get a text back and won't even look or speak to me in class."

What Vienna didn't know was that Astray missed her.

When she didn't respond to him after two days he came to the conclusion that she had gotten into a manipulative relationship and her boyfriend wasn't allowing them to talk.

And that image pissed him the fuck off. And as the hours went by he got angrier and angrier.

So he wanted to get back at her. And make her feel what he was feeling.

"Calm down, you're not my keeper nor do I have to explain shit to you. My whole world doesn't revolve around you! Believe it or not." I snapped.

"I never said it does! What's up with the stick up your ass!? You're new boyfriend, put it there." "What?"

"That's the only reasonable explanation for why you're fucking ghosting me."

"I did not ghost you calm down. And what are you talking about? I don't have a boyfriend. I just needed to think about some things." I speak softly, tired of the yelling.

"And did you... think about them?" "Yes- no- fuck I don't know- It's just shit with my sister. But i'm sorry. It wasn't cool what I did, I know how you feel about that shit. And I also know if you did that shit to me I'd flip and then show up to your house with a knife." I laugh.

"Yeah..." "Ash, you know I didn't mean to come off bitchy, it's just a reflect." "It's whatever V."

"Are you still mad at me?" I ask, taking his hand in mine, watching him as he looks down at our entangled fingers. This is new. We've never held hands before. "I'm not mad." "Good because-"

"Ash, there you are, I was looking for you- oh... Who's this?" Some girl with long blonde hair spoke approaching us, causing Ash to drop my hand as he looked back at her. Who in the off Barbie is this bitch?

"This is uh-" "Mia. His girlfriend." The girl spoke as though she wasn't intimidated by me.

Cute.

But like what the actual fuck.

Ashtray.

Having a girlfriend.

What the fuck is this?!?

"What do you mean, girlfriend?" "Yeah it's new but we're pretty serious." "Is she being serious?" I breathe trying to keep my chill.

"V- I-" "So what, we're not serious Ash? That's not what you were saying last night." "I wasn't speaking to you." I clap.

"Ok well I don't have to take this from a nobody. He's my boyfriend, and if you're speaking to him you're speaking to me too."

"Oh ima show you a nobody bitch." I say dropping my bag and pulling my hair back to tie it up. "Enough Vienna! Mia, give us a minute."

"Whatever..." Mia bitch rolled her eyes walking away giving me a dirty ass looks as she did.

"V look-" Ash spoke reaching for me. "No don't touch me." I snap grabbing my things.

"You're so full of shit. You- you- tรบ cerdo egoรญsta! Ugh!" I scream taking off down the hall. "Vienna!" "Fuck you!" I speak flipping him off behind my back.

Getting into the locker room Ni can sense that I was pissed. "What happened?" Nairobi asked as I harshly slammed down my bag and started changing.

"News flash Ashtray has a girlfriend." "Omg you guys did not!" Ni started getting happy but I shut it down. "No. We didn't. He's with some bitch named Mia."

"What- are you serious? There's now way." "Why would I lie about this?" "Wow... um I did not see this coming."

"And on top of that he harassed me about having a boyfriend and not telling him about it." I speak, pulling my shirt on before going down to put my shoes on.

"Are you ok- dumb question I know your not... so what are you gonna do?" "Absolutely... nothing." "What do you mean n-"

"You guys ready?" Maddy spoke coming up to us as I had finished tying off my shoes. "As we'll ever be." I sigh, with a fake smile plastered on my face.

"Well let's go then." Cassie smiled as the whole locker room full of cheerleaders made their way towards the cafeteria behind the football players. Loud cheers could be heard all the way from down the hall.

"THEN LET'S HEAR IT FOR THE EAST HIGHLAND BLACK HAWKS!"ย 

The football coach yelled as the football players marched in and music started to play. We came down the stairs ready to perform a cheer as they came in through the side door.

I spotted Rue laughing with some blonde girl and Lexi sitting by herself. Weird.

I could feel his eyes on me as I danced. I mean everyone's eyes were either on us or the football players. But when his eyes were on me, it was different from anyone else's.

Looking over I see Ash sitting with Roy and Troy. Only for a second though I don't allow my eyes to linger.

I meant it when I said I was going to do nothing. As much as I have to admit it, what he did hurts. I thought it was an unspoken known that we we're each other's.

I know we may not act like it, there for the unspoken part comes in. But he got in a relationship just to spite me. Which he'll learn will only screw him over in the end.

Because none of them could do what he knows I'm capable of. That's why his eyes find me almost instantly in a crowd.

Because he knows I'm the only one who makes him feel shit. But I'll be damned if I crack first.


















I skipped last period, with the boys. By boys I mean Roy and Troy. We got high in this new secret place they found. It was lit.

I was now following behind Maddy and Cassie as we walked to the car. I was high and Ashtray knew better to come around me when I was with my sister.

"No. So stay the fuck out of my grill." Maddy laughed at Cassie. "Yo Maddy." Nate called towards us as he and McKay stood by their vehicles.

Shit Ni is totally gonna kill me for getting high with her brothers without her. "What." "Let me take you out tonight." I couldn't help but laugh a little. But I saw this coming.

We all did. That's just Nate and Maddy, their perfect little relationship, until it isn't. I don't like Nate for a variety of reasons, but mainly because he hurts my sister.

And yet she still has love for him and keeps going back. Maddy tells me everything that involves her and Nate. And at this point I can do nothing but support her until she's finally done for good.

And god I hope that happens before she graduates.

"Why?" Maddy questions as Cassie goes over to McKay. "Because." "I hate you." She laughs his question off before he takes my hand and drags me away to the car. "I know." Nate speaks back.

At that we climb into his truck. Maddy in passenger seat and me in the back. Ok I take it back. Nate has his moments.

He buys me things trying to get into Maddy's good graces knowing that if i'm happy so i'm she. That's why I'm treated to a bag of all my favorite snacks when I climb into the back of his truck.

"Maddy, I just wanna say that i'm sorry." Nate tries to speak to Maddy as he drives us home which she doesn't respond to, she only turns the music up louder. I laugh as I toss a few sour patch kids into my mouth. The watermelon ones of course.

Soul Sister ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜:
getting high with my brothers
without me
Soul Sister ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜:
ughh i hate u i really could have
used a break like that
Soul Sister ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜:
and getting in old nattey bois car
i see
Soul Sister ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜:
r they back together already
Soul Sister ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜:
๐Ÿ‘€ ๐Ÿ‘€ ๐Ÿ‘€

srry they were already skipping
when i decided to ditch

i would've punched ash
in the face if i decided to stay

yk what they say abt salt in
a new cut

and idk yk how they r with their
lil minds are with one another ๐Ÿฅฑ

he did get me my favs tho๐Ÿ˜ฉ

Soul Sister ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜:
lucky
Soul Sister ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜:
all we got was dropped off
so my brother could go
fw cass
Soul Sister ๐Ÿคž๐Ÿผ๐Ÿ˜:
fttt me laterrr tho finnna
go do this alg hw

By the time we get to our house it's raining and me and Maddy are eager to get into the house. "Maddy, why don't you let me take you out tonight?"

Nate calls out from inside of his car as we step onto our patio. "I don't know, text me." My sister plays it off as she doesn't care knowing damned well she's going to let him.

"You're gonna let him, aren't you." I ask when we're inside the house. "Yeah, but he doesn't have to know that right off the back."

Maddy spoke before going into her room as I head to the kitchen and grab a bowl before doing the same.

After doing my homework I spend the rest of my day ignoring Ash's text as I begin to read my way through the Off Campus series by Elle Kennedy.

I heard Maddy leave after being a quarter into The Deal.

Ashโค๏ธ:
bro can we talk
sent 20 mins ago

Ashโค๏ธ:
i'm being dead ass v
txt me back
sent 35 mins ago

Ashโค๏ธ:
it was a mistake yk i
could never fw somebody the
way i fw u
sent 48 mins ago

Ashโค๏ธ:
u can't ignore me and skip
that same class forever
sent 56 mins ago

Ashโค๏ธ:
yk i don't do this shi
i get it ur pissed it was an
in the moment thing
sent 1hr ago

Ashโค๏ธ:
you pissed me off and ik
this would make u feel how i
was feeling
sent 1hr ago

Ashโค๏ธ:
ig i took it to far
sent 1hr ago

Ashโค๏ธ:
can we talk
sent 1hr ago

Ashโค๏ธ:
yk i'll always choose to
ride wit u
sent 1hr ago

Ashโค๏ธ:
u do that do me
sent 1hr ago

Ashโค๏ธ:
fuck just txt me back
sent 1hr ago



































Ashโค๏ธ:
i'm srry
sent 2hrs ago

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